Maybe I shouldn't have talked to her about these things.
Yang Sisi laughed, then said, "I'm not joking with you anymore... Let's get down to business. I know you're probably thinking... Is it because you're starting to have a promising career that Lu Jia is being so open with you? That's definitely part of it, but not the whole story... To be honest, she's quite pretty, and she has a pretty good career of her own... With her looks and qualifications, it shouldn't be difficult for her to find someone, let alone a promising prospect, or even a successful social elite, right?"
I nodded; that's true.
Yang Sisi continued, "She has genuine feelings for you... She knows this is the best opportunity to stay by your side... If Ye Zhi were here, there would be many things she wouldn't have had the chance to do... What she's doing now is a manifestation of her true feelings, but also a display of her cunning... If you accept her, you'll have to live with her for the rest of your life... Otherwise, you're a complete scumbag... Because she's already risked her future and everything to be by your side... But on the other hand, if she didn't truly love you, who would dare to make such a huge gamble... She clearly has better options!"
"If what you say is true, she lives a more conflicted life than I do."
"She's no longer conflicted; she knows exactly what she wants... She will succeed. A woman with courage and wisdom will always be better than a woman whose whereabouts are unknown and..."
Yang Sisi stopped abruptly after only saying half of what she had said.
She quickly added with a disdainful laugh, "What's so great about you... why do so many women like you?!"
Suddenly, she lowered her voice and continued, "You're just so good...like a ray of sunshine, always shining into the coldest part of someone's heart...isn't that what women need most?...The sad thing is, since you're sunshine, you're destined not to shine into just one person's heart...You big scumbag, you don't even know you're a scumbag...You look down on Chen Jin every day, but how are you any better than Chen Jin?...Really!"
I shouldn't have talked to Yang Sisi about these things, but ironically, I got the most honest answers from her... which made me think more deeply...
Whether I accept it passively or not, as long as I accept everything Lu Jia is doing now in practice, it is equivalent to acknowledging my relationship with Lu Jia. With the constant matchmaking by both sets of parents and my psychological acceptance, we may soon walk down the path of marriage.
But is this really the result I wanted?
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