I won't explain, because these kinds of thoughts are not something I can share with others.
I wiped my face and finally said to Chen Jin, "I suddenly want to go to Shanghai."
"What's the meaning?"
“I used to think that I could only do many things after my leg was healed… But is that really necessary?… You know, if my leg is healed, how can I show my indomitable spirit despite my disability?… Some things have to be done on a whim… That kind of impact is truly unprecedented!”
As I said this, I imagined: what would Yang Sisi's reaction be if I suddenly appeared in front of her, leaning on my cane?
She would never have expected me to suddenly go to Shanghai, because in our previous conversations I had been emphasizing that I would only visit her after my leg was fully healed.
Chen Jin poured cold water on my enthusiasm by asking, "Can disabled people board airplanes?"
"You're the one who's disabled!"
Sigh! Actually, I'm just like Chen Jin; I only care about what I lack...
...
After Chen Jin left, I sat on the recliner and pondered for a long time. I remembered what Brother Ping had advised me. He said that people should live for themselves. Looking back and forth is the root of unhappiness.
It's time for me to live for myself for once. Since I miss Yang Sisi, I should go to Shanghai to find her.
I'm not saying that I have to connect her with Ye Zhi... but if I always have this avoidance mentality and am unwilling to accept new people and new life, wouldn't I be living in the shadow of Ye Zhi forever?
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The next day, I escaped everyone's attention and took a taxi to the airport by myself. On the way, I was a little dazed. I really couldn't believe that I had booked a ticket to Shanghai last night. Now that I think about it, I can only explain it as a whim.
I'm really not mentally prepared to meet Yang Sisi yet.
Could it be that, as boyfriend and girlfriend, they hold hands, go shopping, watch movies, and then hide in a place where no one can see them, hugging and kissing each other?
...
Still a bit dazed, I grabbed my boarding pass and headed towards the security checkpoint...
Suddenly, while I was waiting in the security check line, I saw Ye Zhi wearing a beige dress...
Then it dawned on me that there's only one flight a day from Dali to Shanghai...
She had already attended the handover ceremony of "Cangshan Villa" and should have returned to Shanghai in the next couple of days... Our meeting here seems accidental, but it was also inevitable.
But I never imagined that the first time I would be on the same flight as her in my lifetime would be in this capacity, in this way...
Hopefully, it's not the seat next to me.
They definitely won't be sitting next to each other; she'll definitely be in business class.
Upon further reflection, it turned out to be a budget flight with no business class available...
It certainly wouldn't be a seatmate... After all, there are over a hundred seats on an airplane. If we were destined to be together, we wouldn't have ended up like this.
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