Not long after he left, the fishermen and seafood shop owners also dispersed... I was left alone on the vast beach again, and I saw my own heart more clearly... There wasn't a single good spot.
I felt sorry for myself, and the word "wait" suddenly seemed utterly ridiculous...
But I can't lie to myself. Deep down, I want to see her... to see what she looks like now, and to see how she feels... I also want to know what she has been through in the past year.
But I can't go... because I have no legitimate reason to go...
If I am still a man who cares about dignity, I must preserve the last bit of dignity for myself.
...
The sky gradually darkened, and the sea, having lost its beauty, began to look unappealing. The waves roared and crashed against the rocks beneath my feet, and my trouser legs were completely soaked. But I didn't leave. I wasn't fighting with myself; I just didn't know where else to go...
I suddenly started missing Dali. Although Erhai Lake there isn't a real sea, it has a gentle charm... It can make you comfort yourself and become "addicted" to it... But in the face of the vast ocean, you can only be strong, because when facing it, you are so small that you have no right to lie in its embrace and feel its softness.
My heart is truly breaking...
What I have is a kind of pain that I can't tell anyone about.
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