Lin Moli took over the conversation and said, "My parents are very nice. If I go back to my parents' home, they won't say anything."
Lan Dujuan said, "Your parents are in good health now and can support the family. But when they get older, they will need to rely on your brother and sister-in-law for their livelihood. If you go back to live with your parents for a long time, they won't be happy. Rural customs are similar. A married daughter is like spilled water. Even if her family doesn't dislike her, others will talk about her. This is the main reason why I dare not divorce. But if I don't divorce, my relationship with my husband is so bad. How can we go on? This kind of life is really worse than death."
Zhao Haitang nodded in agreement and said with a sad face, "Yes, after my divorce, I always go back to my parents' home for the New Year. My parents are in good health now. Not only do they not rely on my brother and sister-in-law, they sometimes even help them out. So they don't dare say anything to me when I spend the New Year at my parents' home. I can't guarantee that they will still welcome me back for the New Year after my parents are gone."
Zhao Haitang has a cheerful and strong personality. She also expresses deep concerns about her future after divorce. For the weak and introverted Lan Dujuan, she cannot even imagine the embarrassing situation of being homeless after divorce. Therefore, no matter how heartbreaking her husband's actions are, she cannot make up her mind to divorce.
"I'm just worried that I'll have nowhere to go after the divorce, and I don't want to remarry. I've had so many boyfriends over the years, but not a single one has truly treated me. I've developed a strong fear of men, especially middle-aged men who are more experienced and sophisticated. They're even less sincere in their relationships than my first wife. To put it bluntly, I can only blame my miserable life. Both my boyfriend and my husband are scumbags who get bored easily. What sins did I commit in my past life to deserve my death at the hands of a man in this life?"
Lan Dujuan is an introvert by nature. When she thinks about her broken marriage and the unknown future of her life, she feels desolate. How should her marriage continue?
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
