Chapter 309 Grandma, I miss you so much. I really miss you so much.

Meng Zhiyi couldn't quite believe it.

Because the old man in front of me is nothing like the one in my memory.

But then she thought again, she had different appearances in other time and space.

"Grandma! You are grandma, right?"

Meng Zhiyi excitedly grabbed Madam Shen's hand, tears welling up in her eyes.

Old Madam Shen gently held her face, tears welling up in her eyes: "My little Zhizhi remembers now, right?"

Xiao Zhizhi is a name that is exclusive to Old Madam Shen.

This name is buried deep in my memory and I haven't heard it for many years.

"Grandma!" Meng Zhiyi threw herself into Old Madam Shen's arms, hugged her tightly, and choked up, "Grandma, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much."

"After you left, no one liked me, and no one loved me."

At this moment, Meng Zhiyi was like a child who had suffered all kinds of grievances, throwing herself into Madam Shen's arms to complain.

Old Madam Shen's eyes were filled with pity. She stroked her back gently and listened to her talk about her grievances.

As a fellow missionary, she understood the helplessness and loneliness Meng Zhiyi felt whenever she arrived in an unfamiliar environment.

Using different identities, it seems that I have family and friends, but in fact I am still alone.

"It won't happen again in the future, it won't happen again..." Old Madam Shen comforted her with concern.

Meng Zhiyi cried for a long time before she stopped. She sniffed and her eyes were red. "Grandma, did you know I would come back a long time ago?"

"That's why I want Shen Que to get engaged to me."

Madam Shen: "I am worried about leaving you to someone else. Ah Que grew up by my side. I know what kind of person he is."

"But he didn't like me at first." Meng Zhiyi pouted and said aggrievedly.

Hearing this, Old Lady Shen was amused by her. She pinched her face and said, "How could that be? When he was a child, he pointed at your portrait and said he wanted to marry you."

Meng Zhiyi: “Ah?”

"Not only that, didn't he meet you in Talia when he went abroad at the age of sixteen? He was completely devoted to you at that time. If it weren't for the explosion, you two would have been together a long time ago."

"However, Lian Mubai used the laws of time and space to force the system to take you away and erase his memory of you."

"Later, your body was taken over by the missioner, and he naturally didn't like it."

"Xiao Zhizhi, when you truly love someone, the resonance of the soul is more direct than any skin. What he doesn't like is the soul, not you."

"Besides, you didn't go back to the Meng family after you came back. Are you also confused because of what this body has experienced?"

Meng Zhiyi bit her lip and nodded gently: "I know a lot of things. There is nothing wrong with their perspective, but those experiences have actually happened in this body, and the pain I have suffered is also real."

"So, I don't know how to deal with it. I seem to have forgiven it, but I'm not happy inside. I always feel like something is wrong."

"Does grandma think I'm too hypocritical? Should I forgive them?"

Madam Shen smiled and shook her head, then took her hand and placed it on her chest, and continued, "Grandma doesn't want you to forgive anyone, she wants you to reconcile with yourself."

"For many things, the deeper we dig, the more we end up hurting ourselves."

"Since the result is not good, why keep going down this dead end? It is better to reconcile with yourself, accept the good things for you, and filter out the bad things."

"In this world, there are many times when we need some beautifully decorated lies, either to reassure others or ourselves. As long as it does not endanger your life, everything can be forgotten."

"Do you understand?"

In Meng Zhiyi's heart, her grandmother always had a magical power that could soothe all the anxiety in her heart.

Even though she understood many of the principles herself, it seemed more convincing to her when heard from Old Madam Shen.

She lowered her eyes and repeated over and over in her mind what Madam Shen had just said.

The layer that had been weighing on her heart seemed to be slowly falling off.

The Meng family had indeed done many excessive things, but on the other hand, the person who occupied their body had also done many excessive things.

In that case, why not cancel the two out?

Meng Zhiyi suddenly became enlightened. She hugged Old Madam Shen again and said coquettishly, "It is you, Grandma, whom I really like the most."

"You, your temperament hasn't changed at all." Old Madam Shen patted her back lovingly.

"By the way, Lian Mubai is not dead yet, right?"

Meng Zhiyi stood up and his expression became serious: "I failed to kill him because he was too good at running. However, I blew up all the secret bases he built in Talia. He shouldn't be able to do anything strange in the short term."

Madam Shen: "If he starts to escape, it means he has run out of resurrections."

Meng Zhiyi: "He is in Country M now. When I find a chance to go there, I will grind him to dust."

Old Madam Shen frowned, pondered for a few seconds, and shook her head: "No, it's not easy for you to take action in Country M. Don't worry, wait for grandma to find out the situation there, and then make plans."

"Grandma wants to participate too?" Meng Zhiyi was a little surprised.

Madam Shen: "Why would an old man like me get involved? I just want to help you. Don't worry, I'm just using the company's name to do this. It won't attract his attention."

Hearing this, Meng Zhiyi was relieved: "It is agreed that I will handle this matter. I still have the system on me, and Xiao Ba will definitely save my life."

Although she said so, Mrs. Shen still couldn't bear it.

Even if the system can guarantee her survival, the pain she will have to endure in the process is real.

"Okay, Shen Que should be back soon, let's go out." Meng Zhiyi didn't want to make Old Madam Shen worry too much, so she ended the topic directly.

When the two came out, they saw the housekeeper who had been waiting outside.

Seeing him, Meng Zhiyi smiled and asked, "Should I call you by your number or by your grandpa?"

The butler was slightly stunned, and then a look of embarrassment appeared on his wrinkled face.

Meng Zhiyi blinked mischievously, then called out crisply, "Grandpa."

"Yeah." The butler responded, tears welling up in his eyes with excitement, and then turned his face away so as not to be noticed by Meng Zhiyi.

After having dinner at the Shen residence, Meng Zhi was reluctant to leave Old Madam Shen, so she pestered Shen Que to stay for one night.

Shen Que naturally let her do as she pleased.

As a result, when getting ready to go to bed, Meng Zhiyi actually said that she wanted to sleep with Old Madam Shen.

"You sleep with grandma, what should I do?" Shen Que pulled her and stared at her like an abandoned big dog.

Meng Zhiyi: "You are so old now, it's okay for you to sleep alone for a night."

"No, I can't sleep without holding you." Shen Que said, and carried the person to his bedroom.

Meng Zhiyi hit him lightly and shouted, "Shen Que! Why are you like this?"

Shen Que: "Baby, grandma is old, and you don't sleep well at night, you will disturb her."

Meng Zhiyi: "I don't sleep well?"

Shen Que: "Yes, I can't stop him from using his hands and feet."

Meng Zhiyi: “…”

[You bastard, it was you who did it! 】

【Still moving your mouth! 】