"Haoping, why don't you go to the hospital again? It's been two or three days!"
At home, Song Haoping's lover cares about her husband.
"It's all my fault. I don't understand you and I'm causing you more trouble all the time. Now that you're sick, you should see a doctor, okay? Don't make some random medicine and drink it yourself, okay?"
Song Haoping is 42 years old, in the middle of his life, a senior attending physician, and has two children.
Fortunately, a few years ago when housing prices in Kyoto were not too expensive, I made a down payment on a two-bedroom apartment of more than 80 square meters, and now our family of four lives together.
Although houses in Kyoto are very valuable, a four-bedroom apartment of more than 80 square meters, not too far from the hospital, has already risen to more than 100,000 yuan per square meter.
But a house is a basic need. It is the capital for a family of four to settle down. The whole family is in Kyoto, so we can’t sell it, right?
Apart from the mortgage and the living expenses for a family of four, Song Haoping is actually under a lot of pressure.
After I turned 40, my wife started complaining all day long, saying that so-and-so was already deputy director, that the person who worked with me was already associate senior director, and what happened to that person who joined the hospital later than me.
The 42-year-old senior attending physician lived a tight life. In addition, Song Haoping was also busy and exhausted. Gradually, the life between the couple became disharmonious. Every time they paid their taxes, they only took two or three minutes to do it.
Because of their busy work, the couple always quarreled when they met. This situation has been going on for two or three years.
Sometimes when he got anxious, Song Haoping would get angry: "Are you trying to kill me?"
Song Haoping's lover was always unyielding: "Then you should just die. You are such a coward. There is no point in living in this world."
Or just ignore it completely.
Even when Song Haoping suddenly became blind two days ago, his wife initially thought he was pretending and they had a fight that day.
But when she found out that Song Haoping was really blind, Song Haoping's wife suddenly panicked, and all the previous events began to emerge in her mind.
Although the two have quarreled a lot in the past two years, they have been together for more than ten years after all, and have two children. They were also in love at first, but their original love was mixed up by the daily necessities of life, and the original romance and longing were only left with the troubles in life. In the end, love was defeated by reality.
Song Haoping is busy at work, his wife also has to go to work, and he also has to take care of the two children's studies. The school calls the parents from time to time, so his life is a mess.
But as Song Haoping became blind, and his mood was bad after he became blind, he sat in the study without saying a word for the past two days.
This made Song Haoping's wife a little uncomfortable, and the sweetness they had experienced in the beginning couldn't help but come to her mind. Song Haoping's wife also began to reflect.
When they first got married, a few years ago, many of Song Haoping's wife's colleagues envied her for finding a doctor, and a doctor at the Kyoto Medical University Hospital. She had a stable job and a iron rice bowl. Although the income was not high, it was still prestigious.
At that time, Song Haoping's lover also thought that her husband was amazing, and she would worship him or say sweet words to him when she returned home.
The two of them can also cook and talk.
I don’t know when, maybe it was after we had a child, or maybe it was because of the pressure of life in the past two years, but we no longer have the tacit understanding we had before.
It may also be that Song Haoping was nearly 40 years old and had not yet been promoted to a higher position. Gradually, Song Haoping's wife began to dislike her husband, thinking that he was cowardly and incompetent, which led to the current situation of the family, and she put all the blame on her husband.
But now, suddenly, Song Haoping's lover felt that she was also responsible. If she hadn't complained all day and put pressure on her husband all day, perhaps her husband would not have gone blind.
Although life was stressful before, it was still manageable. I could always get by with a little more effort and a little more care. But what if my husband really went blind?
What if I really lost my job?
Although she complained before, Song Haoping’s wife never thought about divorcing her husband. They have children, so maybe she complained because she hoped for a better future, right?
Many times, people only reflect on themselves when something happens or something happens.
It's just like a normal quarrel. Will you be content only if I die? Will you be content only if something happens to me?
No one will care at that time, but when that day really comes, it will be too late to regret.
Song Haoping's lover grabbed Song Haoping's hand, her voice choking with sobs: "I was wrong before, let's take a good look at it, it will definitely be fine, I will never blame you again."
In fact, in essence, as the attending physician of the Department of Traditional Chinese Medicine of Kyoto Medical Hospital, Song Haoping is a senior attending physician. His failure to get a higher title may be due to his ability or his character. However, he lives a tight life, which at least shows that Song Haoping has good medical ethics. Otherwise, he would have other ways to make money.
"fine."
Song Haoping, who had been silent for two days, finally spoke up and grabbed his wife's hand. "In my case, the chances of recovering my sight are generally very high. I'm just taking this opportunity to rest."
Song Haoping has been thinking a lot these past two days because he couldn't see.
I am usually too busy, and suddenly I get sick and become blind. I don’t need to work, and I can’t see, but I can still think of a lot of things.
In fact, all the things that happened in life in the past two days also emerged in Song Haoping's mind.
Wife, children, parents...
This is something every middle-aged man has to bear and endure, and he has to hold on no matter how difficult it is.
"In fact, I've only been taking the medicine for two days, so it doesn't necessarily mean it's ineffective."
"They say doctors can't administer themselves, so why don't you take a look?"
Seeing that her husband was willing to talk, Song Haoping's wife breathed a sigh of relief. What she was most worried about was that her husband's sudden blindness would put too much pressure on him and he would completely collapse.
"You've been a doctor for so many years, you must know who's good at ophthalmology. Why don't we make an appointment and go see him?"
"As for ophthalmology, Luo Jinxiang from the Ophthalmology Department of Kyoto Hospital is pretty good. As for Traditional Chinese Medicine, Dr. Su Xinyuan is pretty good, but it's hard to see him."
Song Haoping said slowly.
He has been a doctor for so many years that he is familiar with some of the famous doctors in Kyoto. He has a rough idea of who is good at certain things and who is good at treating certain diseases.
Luo Jinxiang is better at ophthalmic surgery. As for internal medicine, he had an examination in their hospital and there was nothing wrong with his eyes. In fact, it would be more reliable to see a Chinese medicine doctor.
Song Haoping has been taking medicine himself these past two days. In fact, he is not as anxious as his wife. He just calms down and thinks about some things. He really doesn't want to talk much, and he is also making a fuss as if something is going on.
"Then think about who can know Mr. Su?"
Song Haoping's lover said softly.
"Okay, I'll think about it. Don't worry too much. I'm fine. I just want to be alone and quiet."
"I was wrong before. From now on, if we have anything to discuss, let's talk it over and stop arguing. It's really not a big deal."
Song Haoping's lover comforted him.
"Yeah, okay."
Song Haoping nodded. After talking with his wife, Song Haoping felt calmer and in a much better mood.
Sometimes, a couple can just have a good chat and it’s really not a big deal once they talk it out.
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