Chapter 185 A Fool's Love
Shi Yan actually thought so from the beginning. He just got his genetic test report, which showed that he was infertile.
When he knew that Qin Muxue wanted to have a child of her own, he did not stop her. Artificial breeding would be much simpler. In this way, as long as he had her child, it would not matter whether he had a blood relationship with the child or not.
He loves Qin Muxue's children and treats them as his own.
But if Qin Muxue wanted to give birth to a child normally, he really couldn't do it. "We can artificially cultivate a child."
"Then will you be responsible for taking care of the child from now on?"
"Of course leave it to me. Our Xiaoxue only needs to be responsible for beauty."
"Okay, then it's decided. We will go to the training center tomorrow to apply and train a child."
Shi Yan's mind was already racing as he thought about which man to find for help.
Sperm and egg collection are two different places. As long as Qin Muxue takes the man to collect sperm directly, she will not find any problems.
But another problem was put before him. Which man should he choose? A candidate immediately came to his mind, Sheng Xingyuan.
Sheng Xingyuan is not here now, he can secretly go back and find him.
It was late at night and everyone was asleep. Shi Yan quietly got up and planned to return to Yanxing to discuss the matter with Sheng Xingyuan.
Half an hour later, he appeared in Sheng Xingyuan's laboratory. Sheng Xingyuan was busy repairing communication equipment and was a little surprised to see him arrive.
"Do you have anything important to talk to me about?"
"Yes." Shi Yan said firmly: "I have something that I can probably only help you with."
"What's the matter?" Sheng Xingyuan asked casually.
Shi Yan took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, "Do you want to have a child with Xiaoxue?"
Sheng Xingyuan's tool almost hit his face. "Are you crazy? I admit that I once had such an idea, but it was also for the purpose of doing an experiment."
"I'm not crazy. I'm telling you this very seriously. You are going to artificially breed a child. Your genes are excellent, and Xiaoxue's genes are also very excellent. When your genes are combined, a child with the best genes will definitely be born." He had a serious expression and didn't sound like he was joking at all.
"Although I don't want to admit that I'm excellent, what you said is true. However, Shi Yan, your genes are also excellent, although they are cultivated through acquired transformation. If you want an excellent child, you can also give birth to one. Why do you have to look for me?"
Shi Yan replied expressionlessly: "I am infertile."
Sheng Xingyuan was greatly shocked. Now he knew why Shi Yan told him such an outrageous thing so seriously.
"My genes can only be replicated, not passed on, so I can't have children. But Xiaoxue wants to have a child of her own, so I can only find you."
Sheng Xingyuan was silent. He knew that Shi Yan loved Qin Muxue, but he intuitively felt that Shi Yan's love for Qin Muxue was so deep, and he should be unable to compare with him. He asked himself that he could not accept that his beloved woman had a child with another man, even if it was just artificially bred.
"What will you do after the child is born? Can you raise him without any reservations?"
"I can." Shi Yan answered quickly. He had thought about this question a long time ago. "As long as it's Xiaoxue's child, it doesn't matter whether it's mine or not. I will raise her child well, just like my own child."
"You agree, but I don't." Although he liked Qin Muxue, he didn't want to agree to such a request.
"If you don't agree, I'll find someone else. There's always someone willing." Shi Yan turned around and was about to leave.
Sheng Xingyuan looked at his departing back, his heart tightened, "Wait, don't look for anyone else, does Xiaoxue know about this?"
Shi Yan shook his head silently. If Qin Muxue knew about this, she would definitely not agree to it given her personality.
"I suggest you discuss this matter with Xiaoxue and don't hide it from her. If she knows the truth, she will be very upset."
"Do you think I'm not uncomfortable?" Shi Yan sneered, "I'm uncomfortable too. Just like you said, who would tolerate the woman they love having a child with another man? But my genes... this is all my fault, so I have no choice but to accept it. I love Xiaoxue, I love her to the bone, and I'm willing to do anything for her."
Shi Yan leaned against the wall, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time burst out, "I want her to be happy, I want her to be happy. If having a child can make her happy, then I am willing to do it."
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, "But I don't want to."
It turned out that Qin Muxue was just pretending to sleep before. As smart as she was, she had noticed the subtle changes in Shi Yan's expression when he was reading the genetic report. Moreover, when they were looking at the child, Shi Yan was still unconsciously a little depressed. She could feel the changes in his emotions.
"Xiaoxue, why are you here?"
"I wasn't asleep just now, I was just pretending to be asleep. I knew that you were hiding something from me, so I took the opportunity to follow you here. Now I have discovered your secret." Qin Muxue smiled and didn't look angry.
Shi Yan said dejectedly: "Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I can't give you a child. Now that you know, I will tell you directly that as long as you are willing, you can..."
"I don't need it!" Qin Muxue refused categorically, "If it's not your child, then it's not the child I expect. I just want you and I to have a child that belongs to both of us."
She walked up quickly and slapped Shi Yan hard. "I hit you because I don't want you to love me so much that you lose yourself. I can feel your deep affection and am willing to give it back to you, but I don't want to be so inferior. If you can't have children, then we don't have children. We can also adopt children. Anything is fine, but you must never do such a thing. Are you insulting yourself or me by doing this?"
He hadn't seen Qin Muxue get angry like this for a long time, "I'm sorry..."
"You think you're being nice to me, but why don't you ask me what I think?"
"I was wrong, Xiaoxue, I won't do this again." After the slap, Shi Yan didn't feel any pain, but felt happy from the bottom of his heart.
Perhaps it was this aspect of Qin Muxue that attracted him: she was brave, kind, and resolute. She could make decisions for him decisively, and every time he encountered a problem with her, he would fall into entanglement and self-blame.
Qin Muxue stroked his swollen face. "This slap is to remind you that I don't want you to always be so selfless to me. Sometimes, I hope you can be a little selfish, okay? Love is not a one-sided devotion, but mutual understanding and tolerance between two people."
Shi Yan nodded, "Yeah, I understand."
Qin Muxue walked up to Sheng Xingyuan and said, "I'm sorry for letting you witness this farce."
Sheng Xingyuan shrugged, "It's okay."
Shi Yan is more persistent than him, and he admires him for this. Moreover, there is only Qin Muxue in his heart. Qin Muxue is everything to him, and he cannot compare with him in this respect.
He had too many concerns and too many distracting thoughts. "Actually, the child you and I have should be very powerful. You can consider it. Shi Yan doesn't care anyway." He said jokingly.
"If I wanted to, I would have agreed to it a long time ago. This is the second time you've said this to me, but I think children should be the fruit of love, not tools to be used. If there is no affection between parents, the children born will not be what you expect!"
Qin Muxue's original family was like this. Because her parents did not love each other, even if she was born, she would not be expected by her father.
Although her mother loved her, she was exhausted from giving birth to her.
"Shi Yan, you should also understand this. Don't say such things again in the future, or I will divorce you directly!"
"Xiaoxue, I won't dare to do it again. I must have lost my mind to come up with such a ridiculous idea."
"You're so ridiculous, it's almost like a social drama. And the genetic test says you can't have children, so you can't have children? The world is so big, there are all kinds of things. What if you can have children?"
"Do you think I want a child because I like children? Because of An An? But the main reason is because I love you."
After Qin Muxue said these words in one breath, her face suddenly turned red. They were obviously words spoken in anger, but why did it seem like a confession now? And Sheng Xingyuan was still there. "I won't say any more. I'm leaving. You guys can chat!"
She quickly ran away from him, feeling her face getting hot. Shi Yan saw Qin Muxue leaving and quickly caught up with her. He turned around and said to Sheng Xingyuan, "Sorry to bother you."
Sheng Xingyuan was confused. What on earth was he? A witness of love?
He didn't want to witness their love, he wanted to destroy it if possible!
"Love is perfection..."
A song suddenly started playing in my mind, "It fulfilled your freedom and adventure, and it fulfilled my blue sea and blue sky."
Let the feelings that have never been expressed be buried!
The Qin Muxue clone next to him got a tissue and said, "Master, you are crying."
"I didn't expect that I actually loved her so much?" But it was too late. He could only be a witness and could not be the one who stayed with Qin Muxue.
"Master, don't be sad, you still have me, I will always be with you."
Sheng Xingyuan shook his head. He understood that there was no substitute for his feelings.
Suddenly, the signal receiver next to him began to flash, "What's going on? There's a signal. It seems the secret has been cracked."
"That's exactly what it is. Now I know what Hell Star is!"
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