For example, my cousin, Mo Han, and Ji Ruchen.
Even now, I still don't understand why my cousin fell in love with me, or when and where he did. We were clearly in a pleasant, mutually beneficial partnership of deceiving each other into marriage for money, so when did things turn out this way?
For example, Mo Han. I always thought I loved him deeply, and he loved me even more, wishing he could be with me every day. But in this world, we both fell in love with other people for our own reasons.
Although our journey through the mortal world is merely to settle the karmic debts of our past lives.
But who can be sure whether there was any illicit affair involved?
I could say that my love for Ji Ruchen was just a result of the infatuation pill, but later, I also longed to see him again after he became an immortal.
After Mo Han returned, he treated me the same as before, but I could always sense a trace of sadness in his heart.
I can't tell what kind of feeling it is.
To love or not to love.
All I know is that besides me, Feng Chaoruo, Mo Han will also have a little flower fairy named Hua Ying in his heart in the future.
And so am I, but I am a rather fickle and loving person, with many people in my heart. I can't help but like any handsome deity.
However, as she spent more time with Mo Han, she grew to love him more.
Ji Ruchen is special to me. When I was still a mortal, I was deeply obsessed with him because of the Love Pill. I wished I could find a whip and tie him to my body at all times.
Later, he became an immortal, and I also ascended to become a god. Occasionally, I would like to see him again, but I would feel that the cause and effect had been resolved and that we should cherish each other.
After all, putting aside worldly matters, we each have our own destinies, and I will marry Mo Han sooner or later anyway, so there's no point in thinking about it too much.
But I can't forget him. Every time I think of him, my heart aches and I feel inexplicably irritable, as if I've been hit on the head with a club but can't retaliate. It's so frustrating.
The word "love" is indeed very complicated.
With my current intelligence and wisdom, cough cough... it's more important to find my eldest cousin. I quickly composed myself and summoned the celestial servant who had been serving me when I was unconscious a few days ago to ask him some questions about my eldest cousin.
Unfortunately, they had absolutely no recollection of my cousin. Perhaps I was the only one who was inexplicably dragged here.
Since I'm already here, I might as well make the best of it. Without my older cousin, I'll have to rely on myself. I just don't know how I can get back. Although no one suspects this fake god for now, it's still too dangerous.
This is not our peaceful and stable Yan Hai era, but a chaotic and fragmented prehistoric world, full of true gods capable of destroying the heavens and the earth, as well as barbarians and witches, who have long since perished.
I'm just a minor deity, the kind of weak god whose spiritual power is unreliable at times. It's best to stay away from me as soon as possible.
To avoid ending up dead and dying young, that would be too tragic.
But after thinking about it for two whole days, I still couldn't figure out how to get back.
With the birthday of the revered god just one day away, I was in a panic when news came that the witch and demon races were fighting tooth and nail over the ownership of the spirit mines in the Bailuo Mountains, and I was asked to go and mediate.
He had no choice but to calm himself down and obediently follow Dou Chi to Bailuo Mountain to smooth things over. He never expected that even a true god in the prehistoric era would have to work so hard. Even such a trivial matter as fighting for territory required a true god to personally intervene.
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