Shengxia couldn't believe that Qin Ge agreed to it just like that. She had been trying to commit suicide for so many days, and now her goal had been achieved, but she didn't seem as happy as she had imagined.
Especially when she thought about the fear and terror in Qin Ge's tears when she threatened to jump off the building, and then his helplessness in compromising on all his conditions, it was like a needle stabbing Shengxia's heart repeatedly, and her internal organs were filled with sour and swollen pain.
If she didn't go abroad, Qin Ge would have more things to do. He would have to find a place to stay in Beijing, and he would have to make arrangements and explain things to the school. If she went to Beijing, Qin Ge didn't want her to give up her studies, and she had already missed the postgraduate entrance examination, which was also a hassle....
The lush green leaves of the summer trees were blowing against the window in the wind. Shengxia was holding the phone, but before she could dial, someone called her. It was Feng Caiwei.
She learned that Shengxia had submitted an application to give up her place in studying abroad, and she couldn't find Shengxia at school. She was extremely anxious and tried to persuade Shengxia on the phone. Shengxia was upset and could hardly listen. Feng Caiwei had just hung up the phone when even Professor Gao called in person.
Apparently, Professor Gao also knew that she was going to give up the opportunity to study abroad, so she scolded her on the phone and asked her to meet him in her office tomorrow morning.
After hanging up the phone, Shengxia poked her head out from under the quilt. On the bedside table were the porridge and eggs that Qin Ge had cooked for her in the morning.
She had stopped her hunger strike in the past two days. After she ate up a bowl of noodles and the soup that Qin Ge had cooked for her, she was indeed hungry. However, Qin Ge thought that she did not want to eat the hotel food but wanted to eat what he cooked.
Qin Ge got up earlier and made porridge for her. He tried to come back at noon and in the evening to cook for her and eat with her.
Shengxia drank two sips and buried her head in the pillow again. Qin Ge had always been so good to her. During the military training in the past, he would find ways to get her to skip training, and now he was compromising and not going to Germany for her. As long as there was the slightest damage to her body, Qin Ge would always compromise and agree to it, no matter what it was.
Qin Ge always treated her like this, thinking for her silently, doing things for her, and saying nothing.
But what did she do?
She knew it in her heart, but she still took advantage of it and threatened Qin Ge unscrupulously, even threatening to hurt herself in order to make him love her so much.
Shengxia turned over and looked at the ceiling dejectedly. Her little face was twisted together, and even her hair was messed up by herself. She pulled it so hard that it hurt, and she even covered her face with a pillow, thinking of suffocating herself to death!
She is always like this, doing bad things without thinking, and then regretting it...
In fact, she knew in her heart that Qin Ge was doing this for her own good. No matter how foolish she was, she could see with her foresight that in this era of rapid transition from the old to the new, being sent abroad for further studies was a great honor, especially at the University of Berlin! The reward she would receive after going there was far superior to those cheap, expensive degrees that were later bought with gold plating.
Thinking about Professor Gao's terrifying expression, perhaps because of this study abroad, she could even enter a circle that she would never have dared to imagine in her two lifetimes...
Shengxia sighed and covered her face with her hands. Worry and conflict reached the peak in her heart at this moment. To be honest, it didn't matter whether she took the transfer route or not. No matter how much Professor Gao and Feng Caiwei said or advised her, even if they scolded her, the weight in her heart was not as great as a word Qin Ge said to her.
But now, all the grievances in her heart, all the resistance to leaving, seemed to be no match for the look Qin Ge gave her on the balcony.
Shengxia's heart ached deeply.
Her eyes became sore and her nose also felt sore. Her thoughts were confused and she recalled many things from this life and the previous life, which were intertwined together: the luxurious chandelier, the sad man under the chandelier, and then the young Qin Ge said to her, "Study hard and get into university."
Actually, if you think about it carefully, what's the big deal?
In this life, as long as Qin Ge wants it, I can even give him my life. So there is no need for any other reason to let her go studying abroad. As long as Qin Ge wants it, she can go. What's wrong with that?
Go to the United States and stay for three years...
Three years, only.
She was used to listening to Qin Ge on everything. She had done that for two lifetimes, so why would she listen to him again this time? If Qin Ge was happy, then she should be happy too. What strong person wouldn't compromise?
Qin Ge came back at noon and hurriedly cooked a bowl of noodles for her. Shengxia watched her eat it. She had been thinking for the whole morning and had something to say, but she didn't know how to start, so she didn't eat much.
"You don't want to eat?"
"I have a lunch date. You eat first." Qin Ge gave her a few more slices of beef on the plate. "I bought it from the restaurant you like. You have to finish it."
Shengxia nodded.
"Just be good at home."
Qin Ge touched her head, and before Shengxia could say anything, Qin Ge left in a hurry.
After dinner, she stayed in the room. These days, Qin Ge would lock the windows and the back door and turn off all the fires before leaving. Qin Ge was still frightened by Shengxia's suicide that night, so he indirectly didn't want her to go out.
But Shengxia didn't blame Qin Ge at all.
While she was thinking, she was waiting for Qin Ge to come back in the bedroom. It was past ten o'clock in the evening, but Qin Ge still hadn't come back.
Shengxia went downstairs and listened to the noise at the door at all times. After waiting for a long time, she took off the quilt and curled up on the sofa to watch TV. She didn't pay attention to what was on the TV series at all. She waited for a while, and it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, but Qin Ge still hadn't come back.
Qin Ge usually calls her at night, and Shengxia calls Zhang Xiaofen.
"Hey, Zhang Xiaofen, is Qin Ge with you?"
"Yes, we are in the hospital..." Sheng Xia stood up immediately after hearing this, and the quilt fell to the ground: "Why are we in the hospital? Qin Ge went to the hospital? Where is he injured?"
Zhang Xiaofen stood in line at the messy window, a list in one hand and the phone to her ear with the other. "It's okay. I guess he's just been drinking a lot lately and under a lot of pressure, so his old stomach problem has come back. I'll just prescribe some medicine and he'll be fine."
Shengxia was anxious: "Which hospital are you in? I'll come find you now!"
Shengxia hurriedly went to the drawer to feel for the key, forgetting that she couldn't go out yet.
Zhang Xiaofen said, "Don't run around so late at night. He's resting in the car. He'll be fine after a while. We'll be worried about you if you come out. I'll get him some medicine and send him back. Just wait at home and take care of yourself. It's okay. I'm here for you."
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