Chapter 1229 Dark Abyss
"Yaoyao, I don't know what to do to calm you down. I just want to tell you that no matter what happens, no matter whether you want to stay away from me or not, I will never let go!"
Li Jinxing held her hand tightly, placed it on his lips and kissed it, then kissed the diamond ring on her hand, and said slowly and firmly: "Even if you regret it, I will not let go..."
"You—" Nie Yao laughed in anger at his words. She shook her head and raised her eyebrows and asked, "What do you mean by that? If I want to leave, are you going to imprison me?"
Li Jinxing didn't answer. He just held her fingers tighter when he heard the words "she's leaving" and whispered, "When I was a child, I witnessed the death of both my parents and watched my eldest brother being pushed into the operating room. I didn't know whether he was dead or alive. I woke up from nightmares every night. The world back then was dark..."
When Nie Yao heard him talk about his childhood again, she felt uncomfortable and wanted to reach out and hug him, but when she thought about his attitude just now, she put down her hand.
She knew that his childhood was not easy, and she also knew his fear and hatred for his parents' murder, but those were not reasons for him to be cruel to others, not to mention that that person was not his enemy or opponent!
"At the moment I was ambushed in Egypt, I even thought, if I could survive, find the secret of the heirloom, find the mastermind behind it, avenge my parents and eldest brother, and support the Li family's assets, then my mission would be fulfilled. Even if I fell into darkness, it wouldn't matter. But then I met you..."
A bitter smile appeared on Li Jinxing's lips, and his tone became a little distant.
"Maybe it's you who has given my life hope and perspective, and made me realize that life has so much fireworks and fun. So while I'm happy, I'm also afraid... I'm afraid that this is all a dream, and when I wake up, you're not by my side, and I'm still in the abyss of darkness!"
If Nie Yao felt uncomfortable and pity when she heard him talk about the past, she was more shocked after hearing his subsequent words!
She never thought that he had so many fears deep down in his heart, nor did she expect that he was so insecure!
But thinking back to when they first started getting along, he wouldn't even touch the water outside, his meals were all prepared by chefs he knew, and sometimes he couldn't even trust his bodyguards completely, now everything seemed to make sense!
It was not he who fell into the abyss of darkness, but the darkness always enveloped him and refused to let him go!
As for herself, although she was murdered and left the Nie family when she was a child, she met an adoptive father who treated her well, stayed away from the struggles among the wealthy families, and even developed a strong physique and skills, and learned a positive attitude towards life!
She couldn't understand the fear and pain that Li Jinxing had experienced, but she stubbornly asked him to be like her...
Nie Yao sighed deeply, and finally reached out and hugged him, whispering, "Li Jinxing, you always say I'm stupid, but you're the stupid one! Your parents have always loved you. Even if they leave, that love will never disappear! Those dark forces destroyed everything you cared about and wanted to drag you into hell. If you really get caught up in it, you'll let them do what they want!"
She said this, leaning against his forehead, and slowly and seriously persuaded him: "I am not a fickle person. When I decided to be with you and accepted your proposal, I never thought of separating from you! Let alone Lu Heng, even if there were a hundred Wang Hengs and Li Hengs, it wouldn't be a reason for me to leave you..."
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