Chapter 143 I can continue to love you Chi Yu, do you hate me...
Chapter 143:
Chi Yu felt that something was wrong with him. Although he thought it was a bit scary that Senior Brother Xuan Ji kept thinking about him, he also felt secretly happy at the same time.
This is totally wrong.
Chi Yu was a very smart person. From the moment he knew that Senior Brother Xuan Ji admired him until now, he hadn't felt the slightest bit of disgust in his heart. He even—
Chi Yu stopped, he didn't dare to think any further.
Thinking too clearly about some things will only add to your troubles.
He hoped that after Senior Brother Xuan Ji came back, he would be able to hide his thoughts like before, and they could still be a pair of brothers with a close relationship in public.
He couldn't give Senior Brother Xuan Ji what he wanted.
After a few hours, Chi Yu finally saw Xie Xiyi in the black dome, and he had turned into two.
What a shocking picture! Even though the picture has lost a lot of colors due to the magical power of breaking delusion, you can still clearly see that the human body composed of lines has separated into another human body.
It's just that the slightly red heart moved from the original body to the new body.
Chi Yu heard a slight "crack" and a crack appeared in the black giant egg.
Chi Yu saw the black lines inside begin to move, which was obviously a sign that the person inside was about to wake up.
Chi Yu couldn't help but get nervous, his thoughts were in a mess, his throat was tight, and he became unusually restless. He took a few steps back.
Senior Brother Xuan Ji, he seemed to call out, but he could feel that no sound came out of his throat.
Chi Yu found such tangled and repetitive emotions quite funny.
However, only now did he clearly understand what homesickness was.
He turned off his magical power to break delusion and waited for a while. Finally, a hand reached out from the gap. He gently exerted force with his fingers and pried the gap open, revealing Xie Xiyi's figure.
Chi Yu cleared his throat and called out, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji."
There was a strong expectation in his eyes as he looked at him, so much so that his beautiful golden eyes were particularly sparkling... making people unwilling to let him down.
The black mist on Xie Xiyi's body gathered and swallowed the black cocoon, and Xie Xiyi's black boots fell to the ground.
He was still dressed in a dark robe and was exceptionally tall, making him look extremely imposing.
The atmosphere seemed to freeze. Chi Yu took a step closer and called out, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji..."
Even though Xie Xiyi didn't say anything, Chi Yu sensed something. His eyes turned red, and a light mist appeared in his golden pupils. He tried to smile nonchalantly, but found that it didn't work. "...Senior Brother Xuanji, why don't you say anything?"
Xie Xiyi stretched out his hand, and the phantom lightning hummed and flew out of Chi Yu's hand, into his hand, and he held it tightly in his hand.
"Chi Yu." Xie Xiyi's pleasant voice sounded. He seemed to be laughing, and his voice was tinged with laughter, but this laughter seemed to be obviously different from Xie Xiyi's laughter dominated by the devil's heart. "Won't you give me a hug?"
As he spoke, he stretched out his arms towards Chi Yu.
Chi Yu's heart was beating like a drum, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji?"
"Um?"
"Senior Brother Xuanji!"
"Um."
Chi Yu couldn't bear it any longer, ran over, and put his arms around Xie Xiyi's waist.
Black mist lingered around, covering Xie Xiyi's hands, so that he could touch Chi Yu's body.
"Chi Yu..." Xie Xiyi called out in a low voice.
"Senior Brother Xuan Ji, have you remembered everything?" Chi Yu raised his face in his arms and asked.
Xie Xiyi fell into silence.
"Senior Brother Xuan Ji, why don't you speak?" Chi Yu was a little uneasy. His golden pupils flashed and he activated his magical power to break delusion.
Xie Xiyi stretched out his hand and blocked his eyes. "It's best not to use it."
Chi Yu's vision suddenly dimmed. He blinked, feeling the cold touch on his eyelids, and fell silent for a moment.
After a few dozen breaths of silence in this strange atmosphere, Xie Xiyi finally spoke. He smiled softly, as if nothing had happened, "Chi Yu, do you hate me?"
Chi Yu was stunned for a moment and said, "How could that be? Why should I hate you?"
Xie Xiyi said: "You are very smart and know what I am asking."
Chi Yu understood and laughed, "Because it was Senior Brother Xuan Ji, I don't hate him." He paused, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji, I said I would save you, and I succeeded. So, Senior Brother Xuan Ji, can you be proud of me?"
However, he didn't know that the more indifferent he was, the more heartbroken Xie Xiyi felt.
Yes, he has recovered all his memories.
The evil in his heart was temporarily suppressed by such a paranoid and surging emotion.
Xie Xiyi could not tolerate others bullying Chi Yu, even if that person was him.
Only now did he understand who had placed the forbidden spell on Chi Yu. Many memories flooded back and forth, making his thoughts extremely confused.
But no matter how chaotic it was, he knew that just because something was in the past, it didn't mean it didn't exist.
He reached out and lifted Chi Yu's chin, and stared at Chi Yu's golden eyes through the mask.
Xie Xiyi felt a little dazed. After possessing Chi Yu's heart, his memories resurfaced. The memories that Mo Xin had glanced at and thought were not very important were also deeply remembered in his heart.
Therefore, I know where Chi Yu's golden eyes came from.
These golden pupils were not particularly eye-catching when they were on him, but when they fell on Chi Yu, they complemented each other perfectly and appeared as bright and dazzling as the sun.
Xie Xiyi said, "Chi Yu, you can act as if nothing happened, but I can't. I can't forgive what I did to you. But death is a luxury for me. I hope you can give me a chance to atone for my sins."
Chi Yu hugged his waist tightly and said loudly: "No need, Brother Xuanji, you don't need to feel guilty towards me. You have fallen into this state because of me. I also wanted to ask you, do you hate me? If you hadn't met me, you could still be your Buddhist disciple——"
"No," Xie Xiyi laughed softly, his voice a little hoarse, "Impossible. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't stay in Luoper Zen Sect. This is fate."
"——If you hadn't met me, you wouldn't have violated the taboo."
"I believe that my breaking of taboos is destiny. I was destined to follow this path. Chi Yu, you're just a tiny butterfly, gently flapping your wings on the string of fate. There's no need to blame you for my downfall. On the contrary, I've killed you multiple times. If it weren't for the magical power within you, you would have perished long ago."
Xie Xiyi reached out and brushed away the hair stuck on Chi Yu's cheek - he had come to this point where he didn't even have the chance to touch Chi Yu.
The gloves formed by the black mist can block out 70% of the touch, and one can only vaguely feel the true yang heat emanating from Chi Yu's body from the inside out through the fingertips.
After only practicing in the Wuliang Secret Realm for more than ten years, the world has changed so drastically.
"Brother Xuanji," Chi Yu said in an extremely serious tone, "I don't think you need to worry about it. You are immortal, and so am I. You never actually killed me, so there's no need to feel guilty. However, I understand how you feel. If you truly want to make it up to me, I want you to do three things."
Xie Xiyi looked at him and said, "You say."
Chi Yu said: "First of all, I want you to resolve the problem that prevents you from advancing, practice hard, and ascend to the immortal realm."
"Secondly, I want you to find a way to save your family and prevent them from being persecuted by the Heavenly Dao."
"The third thing is, I want you to love yourself and protect yourself. Don't get hurt or die again."
Xie Xiyi smiled softly, but his heart was filled with pain. "None of these three things were what you asked me to do for you, Chi Yu."
Chi Yu curled up the corners of his lips and smiled, his eyes sparkling and his spirits high. "Brother Xuanji, you said I have the qualities of a Buddhist disciple. Since you praise me so highly, I must be consistent and live up to my reputation. To put it bluntly, I am afraid that I am far superior to you in the Buddhist way.
"And Brother Xuanji, as a former quasi-Buddha, you are so concerned about something that has no serious consequences. This is attachment to appearances. All appearances are false. Don't you understand, Brother Xuanji?"
Xie Xiyi certainly understood, but he was poisoned by love. He loved Chi Yu, and what grew along with love were greed, anger, ignorance, infinite paranoia and obsession. In this way, his Buddha nature diminished and he fell into confusion, but he was content with it.
Therefore, when the memory came back, he was so worried that he couldn't control himself, and even became furious and wanted to skin himself alive.
But no, that would only make Chi Yu panic and frightened.
Yes, Xie Xiyi knew that Chi Yu was afraid of him.
This kind of fear was unacceptable to him even if it was directed at Moxin. Now, he deeply realized that Moxin was him and he was also Moxin, and they had the same origin.
He, Xie Xiyi, has the blood of the Xie family and a gentle and noble face shaped by the practice he has done since childhood, but this is all superficial.
Putting aside his bloodline and cultivation methods, Xie Xiyi is essentially the same person as Mo Xin!
The evil heart magnified all his desires, and his true nature was so clearly revealed when he skinned Dongsheng alive.
Once his hatred and desire are aroused, they are deeper than anyone else's, like a huge wave that can destroy everything - this is the origin of his evil heart.
Xie Xiyi calmly joked with him as he did before, "You do have the qualities of a Buddhist, but you haven't become one yet."
"Because I don't want to take the precepts, I'm sorry, Senior Brother Xuan Ji. Actually, I'm not that insightful either. I'm very vain and I'll look ugly if I shave my hair." Chi Yu said with a smile.
He tried to say something else to divert Xie Xiyi's attention from such a meaningless matter as atonement, but before he could think of anything, Xie Xiyi spoke up: "I will not do these three requests for you. I hope you can change to the other three."
"..." Chi Yu took a deep breath, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji——"
Xie Xiyi lowered his voice and said in a somewhat sinister tone, "If you don't change it, I will return this half of my heart to you. You know I can do it."
Chi Yu's pupils trembled, "Senior Brother Xuanji, you, you are threatening me?"
Xie Xiyi laughed softly: "Are you threatened by me?"
Chi Yu: "..."
Chi Yu said, "But I'll be very sad. Brother Xuanji, can you bear to make me sad?"
Xie Xiyi said in a cold voice, "I need a way to vent my anger, Chi Yu. I want you to accept the punishment I receive. Only then can I continue to be your Senior Brother Xuan Ji..."
Chi Yu seemed to sense something, his heart suddenly shrank, and he reached out to cover his mouth, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji, don't say it!"
Chi Yu was so desperate that he forgot that Xie Xiyi was still wearing a smooth mask, so Xie Xiyi continued to speak, "...so that I can continue to love you."
Chi Yu was shocked.
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