Chapter 43 I will do my best to become your other side and only look back for you...



Chapter 43 I will do my best to become your other side and only look back for you...

Before Chi Yu could even think of speaking, Xie Xiyi looked away again, his expression cold, "Forget it, no need to answer, I'm not interested."

He became more and more suspicious and confused about Long Aotian, which was an extremely bad sign.

Although Xie Xiyi said this, Chi Yu still replied: "The bad guy who bullied me, his sword is called Phantom Lightning. Brother Xuanji, he looks a lot like you."

Xie Xiyi paused, "Looks like me? Is it just because the swords share the same name?"

Chi Yu actually already has the answer in his heart now, this is fate.

Fate can be controlled and utilized, but he will never be swept away or controlled by it.

In the eyes of young people, everything can be changed according to their will. This is the beauty of this age. This is the final spiritual freedom given to them by nature and the way of heaven.

After figuring it out, although he felt a little regretful, he was mostly relieved. He smiled slightly and said to Xie Xiyi with a sparkling look in his eyes, "No, it must be just a coincidence."

Xie Xiyi "saw" that the sadness and sorrow lingering in Chi Yulingjing faded away, revealing a sense of clarity and warmth.

The light in Xie Xiyi's golden eyes flickered slightly.

He had always known that Long Aotian had extraordinary comprehension. Although he always wanted to save lives, his character had gradually become tougher. For example, he could kill the poisonous centipede with his sword without hesitation.

His weakness gives him compassion, allowing him to empathize with all living beings, but because of his moderate compassion, he can kill poisonous creatures that are dangerous to humans without hesitation.

Buddha can be compassionate or he can be a wrathful Buddha. He is so adaptable.

Transparency, inaction, joy, emptiness.

Xie Xiyi found that he was gradually unable to control his admiration and attention for him, which was very dangerous.

The closer the relationship, the heavier the causal line, and he may find it difficult to achieve the status of a Buddha's son because of these layers of aggravated cause and effect.

Xie Xiyi did not attach great importance to the position of Buddhist disciple, but since he had entered the Zen sect, unless there was something serious, he would definitely seek to attain the fruit position.

Be in your position, do your job, shoulder your responsibilities, and do your best.

As the crown prince, he will definitely work hard to become a wise emperor.

As a future Buddhist, even if it is not what he wants, he should always carry out his wishes step by step as he carries the expectations of his family.

Even if I am casual, I will not slack off for a moment.

Don't be curious, he reminded himself again, and his mood became calm again.

He had no intention of exploring Chi Yu's secrets, but out of a more rigorous consideration, he still spoke: "Was the technique you just used a forbidden technique?"

Chi Yu was stunned for a moment, then realized that the prince was talking about rejuvenation. He shook his head and said, "No."

Xie Xiyi said in a positive tone: "It is a forbidden technique. Your bone age is one year younger. This is within the scope of forbidden techniques."

Chi Yu couldn't explain to the prince what the system was, so he changed the subject and asked, "What exactly is the forbidden technique?"

Xie Xiyi said, "Forbidden techniques are called forbidden techniques because they are taboo. If a person can master all forbidden techniques, then he is a god. However, if someone who is not a god touches the realm of gods, his end and future will surely be miserable and hopeless."

He looked at Chi Yu and whispered, "Don't use this forbidden technique again. It will do you no good. You may be using it now without any harm, but that doesn't mean it doesn't exist. It will manifest in your past and future. Even if you ascend to the immortal realm, it will follow you like a shadow. This is a taboo and must never be touched."

Chi Yu's heart was moved. He looked at Xie Xiyi deeply and said, "So, Senior Brother Xuanji, if one day in the future you have to use a forbidden technique, will you do it?"

Xie Xiyi smiled faintly, his expression revealing a faint, calm arrogance. "I can't do it. Why do you think I'm trying to persuade you? I know it's the worst thing. If that's the case, why would I use it?"

Chi Yu: "..."

Xie Xiyi restrained his smile and looked at him sharply with his golden eyes, "Don't ignore what I say. Don't use these forbidden techniques again. You are damaging your foundation."

Chi Yu scratched his head and explained, "I understand, Senior Brother Xuanji, I won't use it again. Actually, I don't want to use it, but the child cried so pitifully today. Although the poisonous centipede is extremely poisonous, it is also the child's pet and family member. Since I killed it, I naturally have to take responsibility."

He said thoughtfully, "I didn't expect centipedes to be kept by people. From now on, when I kill monsters and demons, I have to check if they have owners. Otherwise, I won't be able to explain myself after killing them."

Xie Xiyi said indifferently: "If there is a master, then kill them all. What kind of good person is it to raise a demon?"

Chi Yu: "..."

You are worthy of being called this, Senior Brother Xuan Ji.

Chi Yu asked curiously, "Senior Brother Xuan Ji, can you see anything with your magical powers?"

Xie Xiyi said coldly: "Don't think about taking shortcuts."

Chi Yu said aggrievedly: "But, we are in the same group, we have to work as a team."

Xie Xiyi understood his meaning literally and said, "If I take action, will you still have the possibility of gaining experience?"

Since Xie Xiyi was unwilling, Chi Yu did not insist and said, "Okay, I'll do it myself!"

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Chi Yu walked out of the room and happened to meet the child's father. He smiled and invited them both to sit over and served them fresh fruits, snacks and tea.

Xie Xiyi actually gave him some face and really sat over and picked up the teacup.

Chi Yu couldn't help but glance at Xie Xiyi a few more times. Xie Xiyi came from an extraordinary family, and everything he did was elegant and graceful. Every gesture was full of charm. He skimmed off the tea foam, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he said critically, "The tea leaves need to be rinsed with water again before being steeped. The first time is bitter, and the second time is sweet. This tea is just average, but the water is pretty good."

The man's smile froze, and he said respectfully, "This water comes from the mountain springs here. It contains a bit of earth spirit energy. It can prolong life for mortals, but I don't think it will be very effective for the two immortals. I hope you won't dislike it."

Chi Yu picked up the tea and was about to drink it to show his attitude, but Xie Xiyi's slender and powerful fingers came over and blocked his lips from pursing them. "Didn't you say you wanted to go out for a walk? Why don't you go?"

Chi Yu was startled. He looked up and saw Xie Xiyi's sharp golden eyes. Suddenly, many plots from movies and TV series appeared in his mind. He suddenly shuddered, put down the teacup in his hand, stood up and said, "Oh, right. I'm going out for a walk. Excuse me."

After saying that, he moved the chair, turned around and ran away.

Xie Xiyi smiled at the man, took a sip of tea, and said, "He is still a child at heart, don't mind him."

The man's face was frozen, he didn't know what to say, he could only say dryly: "It's okay."

On the other side, Chi Yu found the ball and asked, "How's it going? Did you find out anything?"

Xiaoqiu said, "Brother Aotian, I tried your method. The child refused to take the detoxification pill, so I stripped him of his clothes and found wounds of all sizes all over his body. Some of them had already festered. It looked scary. I used some medicinal powder on him and treated him. Because of this, he secretly told me that the Tu Tu poison could make him feel better."

He looked at Chi Yu with eyes that sparkled with admiration and worship. "Brother Aotian, it seems you're right! I looked around and found that every household keeps large venomous insects, just as normal as domestic dogs in the mortal world."

Chi Yu was thoughtful. "If that's the case, it doesn't seem to be a big problem. But Senior Brother Xuan Ji seems very serious, which means there are still demons here that cannot be underestimated."

Xiaoqiu said seriously, "There is a demon. I can vaguely sense it, and its cultivation should be quite high. I am at the third level of Qi Refining, and that demon is at least two levels higher than me."

Chi Yu reasoned logically, "Senior Brother Xuanji reacted from a great distance away, which suggests this demon's cultivation level must be at the Foundation Establishment or Golden Core stage. But Senior Brother Xuanji didn't want to intervene and wanted me to deal with it on my own. So, the other party's cultivation level might be higher than mine, at a level I can handle but also unable to handle. However, is Senior Brother Xuanji's so-called delusion-breaking magical power really that powerful?"

Xiaoqiu said proudly, "Of course, our prince has had this talent since he was young. That's why he chose me from among so many brothers and sisters to be his servant. Although my talents are mediocre, in his eyes, I am the best. No matter what conspiracy or trickery there is, it cannot be hidden from our prince. He can always smell the scent of bad people in a crowd. After practicing Zen, this talent was magnified and cultivated into the supernatural power of breaking delusion, which can see the true nature of people and things."

He continued with a hint of longing, "In fact, practicing Zen is extremely beneficial. If you reach the highest level, you can see everyone's past and future. I've heard that this kind of magical power is called the wisdom of recalling fate. Past lives, present lives, and countless reincarnations will be clearly visible. You will transcend life and death, and be immortal. Ascending to the immortal realm is just the beginning. Ultimately, you will reach the divine realm, live as long as the heavens, the earth, the sun, and the moon, and rule over the three thousand worlds."

Chi Yu's heart trembled when he heard this. He suddenly thought, if Senior Brother Xuanji was Xie Xiyi, then as a future disciple of Buddha with a bright future, why would he end up in that situation five hundred years later?

Why is this?

The senior brother Xuan Ji he knew was resolute and courageous. Although he had the same evil heart as Xie Xiyi, he was more gentle and taught him carefully, giving him support and help.

The heart is the most intuitive thing. What he can feel is Senior Brother Xuan Ji's sincerity.

Senior Brother Xuan Ji’s pride and arrogance are very cute. He said he would not use forbidden techniques, so he would not use them. Keeping promises is the backbone of a man. How could he break his own spine and violate his principles?

As the Crown Prince trained by the emperor, he has his own pride and persistence. How could he do something that he dislikes?

So what happened to him that forced him to break his oath?

It must have been a very tragic thing, which made him lose all his dignity, and he was at the end of his rope, with his dignity completely shattered, and he fought to the death.

Of course Chi Yu hated Xie Xiyi, and he had a strong desire to kill Xie Xiyi and go back, but once it conflicted with the reality he saw, he would try not to be carried away by desire. He wanted to see something more real and choose a better and foolproof method from it.

If he had to choose to kill Xie Xiyi, then he would give up.

He wanted to save Xie Xiyi and let him remain his senior brother Xuan Ji.

If he goes back, he can continue to practice and ascend to the fairyland or the god realm, so there may be a way to go home.

Since they have become immortals and gods, it should not be difficult for them to get out of the cockroach box.

Don't be confused anymore, this is his future path.

One should not dwell on anything and should give rise to the mind. If he was obsessed with killing Xie Xiyi, then he would be attached to something and would never be liberated. One must transcend and become enlightened in order to be able to give rise to the mind without dwelling on anything.

This is what he will do in the future.

Chi Yu smiled slightly, his mind relaxed, and he broke through the shackles in just a few breaths - the first level of foundation building, the second level of foundation building, the third level of foundation building, the fourth level of foundation building. The spiritual energy was injected crazily, and he actually advanced three major realms in one breath.

Xiaoqiu was stunned, but didn't dare to disturb him. He took out the formation plate from the storage bag, set up a restriction for Chi Yu, and let Chi Yu sit cross-legged to stabilize his state of mind, while he protected him.

Suddenly, His Highness's voice came to my ears, "I saw the fluctuation of spiritual energy. Is Long Aotian advancing?"

Xiaoqiu replied: "Yes, Your Highness, Brother Aotian suddenly advanced. It was an epiphany. He suddenly realized it."

Sudden enlightenment is an extremely rare state of cultivation. It may be caused by eating or drinking, a casual remark from someone else, ordinary walking or meditation, or an inadvertent idea. In short, sudden enlightenment seems very easy, but also seems very difficult, because it is random, unpredictable, and has no rules.

But even if one has a sudden realization, one can only advance one realm at most. However, Chi Yu advanced three realms in one go. This only shows that his comprehension is really high, so high that he can ignore ordinary spiritual roots.

Xie Xiyi was silent for a while, then said, "I'll come over."

Chi Yu fell into a very mysterious state, like soaking in his mother's amniotic fluid, extremely warm, peaceful and quiet. The troubles and sorrows in his heart were completely washed away, leaving only pure joy and peace.

Chi Yu opened his eyes and saw Xie Xiyi standing in front of him, protecting him.

A smile appeared on his face, and he shouted happily, "Senior Brother Xuanji!"

Xie Xiyi glanced at him slightly, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and said: "Your realm has been consolidated a lot, and now you can be considered a true Foundation Establishment cultivator."

The sudden enlightenment brought about earth-shaking changes to Chi Yu. His cultivation became more advanced, his spiritual awareness became more powerful, and his body had the strength of a cultivator in the foundation-building stage. He would no longer be easily injured.

With this sudden realization, Chi Yu could also feel his connection with the world became deeper.

It was not until now that Chi Yu truly integrated into this world and became a qualified monk.

Chi Yu's mood suddenly became clear. Unlike the past, all the confusion was gone. The gaze he exchanged with Xie Xiyi became more powerful and more determined. "Thank you, Senior Brother Xuanji, for protecting me."

Xie Xiyi said, "No need to thank me."

He stared at Chi Yu. Chi Yu noticed the scrutiny in his eyes, and the corners of her lips curled up in a bright smile. "Senior Brother Xuan Ji, did you send me out just now because the tea was poisoned?"

Xie Xiyi: "Poisonous? Who told you that?"

Chi Yu scratched his head, "Isn't it?"

Xie Xiyi's lips curled up slightly, "Of course not."

Chi Yu smiled calmly, "I understand. That's what you're hinting at, Senior Brother Xuan Ji. Don't drink other people's tea easily, especially when you don't know their background. No matter how weak they are, you should be cautious. Whether the tea is poisonous or not is actually irrelevant."

Xie Xiyi: "..."

Chi Yu looked at him and said, "It seems I was right, Senior Brother Xuan Ji."

Xie Xiyi stared at his face and whispered, "Why did you suddenly realize this?"

He had casually warned himself many times not to be curious about him—but once this restraint was established, obsession arose. Every time he repeated the warning, the obsession grew, and it became illegal.

Therefore, Xie Xiyi chose to enter the world to find the answer from a man named Long Aotian.

Chi Yu stretched out his hand and grasped Xie Xiyi's slender and powerful palm. Xie Xiyi lowered his eyes slightly, looked at their folded hands, then raised his eyes again. His eyes, as bright as the sun, were like a golden vortex, as if they could suck Chi Yu in. "What do you mean?" he asked calmly.

Chi Yu said to Xie Xiyi, "I have figured out one thing: what does it mean to see through one's heart and see one's true nature?"

"There are laws outside the mind, and there is the cycle of birth and death. If one can understand the mind, birth and death will cease forever. If one can understand one's own mind, then one will see the truth. It is free from delusion. [1]"

"Perhaps my coming to Zen Buddhism is another path given by the heavens. Brother Xuanji, I want to save you."

Xie Xiyi: “?”

Xie Xiyi narrowed his eyes slightly, "I've never heard of a monk getting sick and talking nonsense."

Chi Yu wasn't annoyed. When he smiled, his fangs were faintly visible, and he looked full of life and vitality. He said in a clear voice, "Brother Xuanji, it doesn't matter if you don't understand. Anyway, from today on, let's be the closest of friends."

Xie Xiyi sneered, "Don't you have enough friends to squander?"

Chi Yu said, "Beyond friends, there are true friends. We share weal and woe, and are friends through life and death. I don't know how to save you, but I want to do my best to be your other shore. I hope that one day, when Senior Brother Xuanji sees me, he will see the other shore, and no matter how bitter the sea is, he will be able to achieve Nirvana without remainder."

Xie Xiyi: "..."

He pondered for a moment, then took out a bottle of pills from his wide sleeves. "This is the Delusion-Breaking Pill. Take one and you'll feel much more clear-headed."

Chi Yu: "..."

He shouted, "Brother Xuanji, I'm serious!"

Xie Xiyi opened the pills, took one out, stretched out his long arm, pinched Chi Yu's chin, pinched his mouth open, and stuffed the pill into Chi Yu's mouth. "Eat it." He said in a stern tone.

Chi Yu: "..."

His Adam's apple slid, and the pill flowed down his throat into his stomach.

Xie Xiyi's eyes were filled with concern, and he asked softly, "How is it?"

Chi Yu smacked his lips, licked them, and said, "It's sweet, but the pill is a little big and it blocks my throat."

Xie Xiyi said coldly: "That's not what I'm talking about."

Chi Yu laughed, a deep dimple forming on his left cheek. He said, "Brother Xuan Ji, just pretend you didn't hear what I just said. Just like the truth is always in the hands of a few, those who hold the truth always have to endure loneliness. But I can endure it. After all, this is the price of enlightenment."

Xie Xiyi: "..."

Xie Xiyi said: "Eat another one."

Chi Yu: "..."

After being stuffed with another Delusion-Breaking Pill, Chi Yu became completely obedient. "Senior Brother Xuan Ji, I was a little confused just now."

Xie Xiyi understood: "This is normal. After enlightenment, there will be a period of crazy talk and nonsense. After taking the Delusion-Breaking Pill, you will recover."

After he finished speaking, he threw the bottle of Polu Dan to Chi Yu and said, "Take it. Take one by yourself when you feel unconscious next time."

Chi Yu said honestly, "I understand, Senior Brother Xuanji."

Xie Xiyi glanced at him and asked, "Did you suddenly realize these things?"

Chi Yu glanced at his expression and said honestly, "It means I have seen my true nature. I have seen my own mind."

Xie Xiyi said, "You have a high level of understanding, but saving me is nonsense. I have no worries, so how can there be a sea of suffering?"

Chi Yu said, "Everyone has troubles, even cultivators are no exception. Brother Xuanji, just because you don't have any now doesn't mean you won't have any in the future. Moreover, I have a feeling that if you ever have troubles, your inner demons will surely arise, and by then, it will be too late."

He looked at Xie Xiyi with clear eyes: "I hope to become the most important person to Senior Brother Xuanji, and the one he cares about the most. Then, if Senior Brother Xuanji has any troubles, I can still share some of them with him. In this way, Senior Brother Xuanji will not be possessed by the devil. Even if he really is possessed by the devil, I hope to be the other shore of Senior Brother's heart, and help him turn back and achieve the supreme fruit."

Xie Xiyi's mind moved slightly, but his expression remained unchanged. Instead, he raised the corner of his lips and said, "You worry too much. I won't have such a moment. Do you overestimate yourself, or underestimate me? --- Be more self-aware and take a Delusion-Breaking Pill."

Chi Yu: "..."

Chi Yu angrily said, "Brother Xuanji, if you don't believe me, then stop trying to trick me!"

He turned to leave, but saw Xiaoqiu. He didn't know how long he had been listening behind him, "Xiaoqiu, when did you come?"

Xiaoqiu said resentfully, "I never left, Brother Aotian. I also came with His Highness to protect you, but you never saw me."

Chi Yu quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, Xiaoqiu, you're too short, I really didn't see it."

Little Ball: “…”

Xiaoqiu was even more resentful, "Brother Aotian, you are now just as unpleasant to the ear as His Highness!"

Chi Yule was happy and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Xiaoqiu forgave him and said, "It's okay, but what you just said, Brother Aotian, was quite touching."

After saying that, he mimed it, "I don't know how to save you, but I want to do my best to be your other shore. —Wow, that sounds so beautiful."

Chi Yu belatedly realized that he felt a little embarrassed - how damn sentimental!

He covered his blushing face and dared not speak.

Xie Xiyi raised his hand and gave Xiaoqiu a chestnut. "If you are too idle, go practice."

The little ball cried out in pain, not daring to say anything more, and walked away covering his head.

Chi Yu advised: "Brother Xuanji, don't play small ball like this next time. You are not smart to begin with, what if you play even dumber?"

Xie Xiyi: "..."

You didn't let him go either.

Xie Xiyi changed the subject and said, "Although what you said just now was crazy, Xiaoqiu was right."

He smiled slightly, a hint of tenderness in his golden eyes. The sharpness and indifference in his brows melted away gracefully like ice and snow in early spring. "You speak very beautifully."

"If that day ever comes, I hope you will be my other shore."

Because of your mercy and tolerance, you will definitely lead me back.

I will only look back for you.

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