Chapter 49 Confession
Ji Mian has never been able to defeat Fu Chenyu. He wanted to stand up, but Fu Chenyu's arm was across his waist, and he couldn't break free because of his great strength.
Fu Chenyu said, "Wouldn't it be nice to sit down?" After thinking for a moment, he said thoughtfully, "As you wish?"
Ji Mian: ...
Who wants to sit on your lap?
"Whatever you want." Ji Mian gave up on herself, blushing as she firmly occupied Fu Chenyu's legs and refused to move: "As long as you don't mind the weight."
Gnashing of teeth.
He wants to be more shameless, right? He just doesn't believe that he can't beat the big guy!
Fu Chenyu said with a smile: "Yeah. It's a little heavy."
Ji Mian gritted his teeth: "Then why are you still holding it!"
Fu Chenyu hugged him: "I don't mind."
Ji Mian was suddenly speechless.
He tried to concentrate his attention and looked out the window. The scenery along the way that was familiar to him on weekdays seemed to have changed in a new way today.
When passing by a bridal shop, Ji Mian's heart was beating like a frightened rabbit.
Fu Chenyu's breathing was very steady, and he looked like nothing had happened when he was held in his arms.
Ji Mian was confused. On one hand, she wondered if he had ever hugged her like this before. On the other hand, she wondered if he didn't feel her heart beating faster when he hugged her.
After two torturous stops, someone finally got off the bus.
Ji Mian quickly found an empty seat by the window and sat down.
Not long after, Fu Chenyu sat beside him, and the two of them sat shoulder to shoulder as usual.
Ji Mian supported his chin with his hand, actually covering his face. The window was opened a crack, and the night wind blew in, blowing away some of the heat on his face.
After getting off the overpass, Fu Chenyu did not go back to his own home. It seemed that he was planning to send Ji Mian home.
Ji Mian initially thought it was nothing, but today he felt a little awkward, as if this was no different from sending his girlfriend home...
When he was a child, he met an old pervert who followed him home every day. Ji Mian was still young at that time. Although he practiced Sanda with Zhang Xianzhen, his thin arms and legs were still not as good as the old pervert's.
Ji Mian went to the police station to report the incident. The old pervert was arrested and detained for a while, but was released because he did not cause any substantial harm to Ji Mian.
Ji Mian's life became even more difficult. The old pervert wanted to retaliate against him. For a long time afterwards, Fu Chenyu accompanied him to and from school and only went home after sending him to his doorstep.
Later, Lin Minzhi finally found a new home and moved away with Ji Mian, finally getting completely away from the pervert.
Ji Mian still remembers the time when he was in fifth grade of elementary school, when the setting sun stretched their shadows very long.
Fu Chenyu always walked by his side, and Ji Mian held the strap of his schoolbag, fearless of nothing, as if he could walk through this ordinary and long life.
At that time, Fu Chenyu was sensitive and suspicious, didn't like to talk, always pursed his lips and made an unhappy expression.
Later, as he grew older, he was no longer so cold, and would occasionally smile generously, gradually entering the society made up of ordinary people.
Ji Mian walked behind him, his heartbeat never slowing down. He thought narcissistically, maybe, is it possible, is it possible that he... changed the boss a little bit.
Fu Chenyu always carried his backpack with both shoulders, unlike other boys in the class who liked to wear one shoulder bag to try to be cool. He deliberately made one of the straps of his backpack very long, and swung the backpack around when he walked, making it look very dragging.
Therefore, when Ji Mian pulled the strap of his schoolbag, he noticed it immediately.
Fu Chenyu turned his head and looked at him with raised eyebrows, as if to ask him what he was doing.
Ji Mian: "I remember pulling your schoolbag strap like this before."
Fu Chenyu recalled: "It should be elementary school?"
Ji Mian nodded: "Do you still remember?" He suddenly remembered something and smiled slyly: "You were not like this back then!"
The boss was so well-behaved back then. Although he didn’t like to talk, he did more and said less.
It’s nothing like what we’re doing now, it’s so shameless!
Fu Chenyu said "Oh" and asked with great interest: "What's going on now?"
Ji Mian held it in for a long time, then silently complained, "A bit shameless."
After saying this, the two walked in silence.
Ji Mian was shocked. Why didn't Fu Chenyu mock him back?
He quickly turned his head to look at Fu Chenyu, his heart filled with fear: "Fu Chenyu, why don't you say anything?"
Fu Chenyu let out a long breath, his tone a little fake and fragile: "Sad."
Ji Mian was startled and confused: "Huh?"
Fu Chenyu asked him: "Do you think I'm shameless?"
Ji Mian: "No... just, I'll tell you a little bit."
No, no, no, no, you are not really sad, are you?
Ji Mian was frightened by him and felt dizzy. Then he heard Fu Chenyu speak slowly: "Then you should get used to it as soon as possible."
Ji Mian:!
I shouldn't care about him...
"We're home." Fu Chenyu stopped.
Ji Mian looked up and saw that he had already reached the downstairs without realizing it. He was bewildered: "So fast..."
"Oh." Fu Chenyu asked him, "From what you said, you don't want me to leave?"
Ji Mian raised his voice: "I didn't! Be careful on your way back, I'm going upstairs."
"Won't you let me stay for one night?" Fu Chenyu leaned against the gate of the yard, looking at him with affectionate eyes and a bit of seduction.
Ji Mian somehow remembered that in the original novel of "Stranger Tenderness", there was a passage in which Li Jue evaluated Fu Chenyu.
Of course, it was not a good evaluation. Apart from a long paragraph of swear words, the sentence that impressed him the most was that one.
It is said that Fox is an old fox with a dagger hidden in his smile. He always has a disgusting smile on his face and his eyes can even spit out electricity at a dog.
Ji Mian felt that he should not be a puppy.
But now he has a little understanding of what it means to have eyes full of affection, looking at everyone as if there is sparking in them.
In the original work, Fu Chenyu's childhood and adolescence were not described in detail, but only mentioned briefly in a few sentences.
It seems that as soon as he appears, he is a gentle, humble, and insidious old fox who is at ease and plays everyone in the palm of his hand, cunning and cruel.
Ji Mian's heart beat faster, and he thought: Isn't he very lucky? He has always been with the boss and witnessed everything he has done.
He lowered his head awkwardly.
In the past, it would be no big deal to let Fu Chenyu stay for one night.
But now Ji Mian is no longer the same Ji Mian in his heart. After he had improper thoughts about the boss, how could he dare to let Fu Chenyu sleep with him!
"Let's forget about it tonight." Ji Mian politely rejected him.
"Why?" Fu Chenyu didn't let him go.
Ji Mian definitely couldn't bring up his excuse. He took a deep breath and made up a story: "My room is a bit messy."
Fu Chenyu raised his eyebrows: "Can I help you clean up?"
Ji Mian opened his eyes wide like a cat, as if he had seen a ghost.
Fu Chenyu's words were a bit sarcastic. "Aren't you being feudal? Don't you like the type of good wife and mother?"
"Who said I like it..." Ji Mian choked, realizing that Fu Chenyu's words were too ambiguous, and said evasively: "I don't like this."
"Oh." Fu Chenyu responded, curling his fingers in his pockets and asking casually, "What type do you like?"
Ji Mian was stunned for a few seconds, "What type do you think it should be?"
Fu Chenyu stared at him, jokingly, as if testing: "Someone like me?"
A little unsure, he added two words: "...Is it okay?"
The night was so quiet that Ji Mian could even hear the rustling sound of leaves in the wind.
His lips opened slightly, then closed again, his mind was a mess, and fireworks were flashing before his eyes.
After a long time, I finally heard my own voice: "It seems, but not, no."
My heart was beating so fast as if it was going to explode.
Ji Mian felt like his feet were welded to the spot and didn't understand what Fu Chenyu meant by asking him this.
Do you like his type, or do you like him?
He was in a state of confusion, completely unprepared for what was about to happen.
"Fu Chenyu!" Ji Mian called out hurriedly, panicking: "I'm going upstairs."
He turned around and wanted to run, but the next second Fu Chenyu grabbed his arm fiercely. In an instant, Ji Mian felt dizzy, and his body turned in another direction and slammed into Fu Chenyu's arms.
Being hugged by him.
The young boys' hearts were hot and passionate, they were tightly pressed together, intimate and close.
Ji Mian tilted his head back with his chin resting on Fu Chenyu's shoulder. The latter hugged him tightly with his face buried in his neck.
He widened his eyes and counted his heartbeats one by one. His hands didn't know where to put them. His throat was dry and thirsty. A trembling feeling ran from his lower abdomen to the top of his head.
Then, Fu Chenyu's hoarse and suppressed voice was heard.
"Jimian, since I'm your type, it's not impossible."
"Then look at me, can I chase you?"
With a "boom", Ji Mian felt that he could hear the sound of his brain nerves exploding.
He couldn't even feel that Fu Chenyu's body, which was holding him, was trembling slightly.
My heart is about to jump out.
It was a long time before Fu Chenyu let him go.
Ji Mian suddenly felt that his face was not presentable to anyone. It must be as red as a cooked shrimp, and maybe even steaming.
So as soon as Fu Chenyu let go, he took the initiative to bury his face in Fu Chenyu's arms, holding the other's clothes tightly with both hands.
"Wait!" Ji Mian suddenly spoke, his voice changing tone with shame: "Let me, let me think about it."
After Fu Chenyu said this, his heartbeat did not calm down. He felt that if it kept beating any faster, he would die.
After all, knowing that the other person likes you is different from breaking the window paper.
People who have a crush on someone are always cautious and sensitive. Even if the other person has shown that he or she has enough affection for him or her, he or she is still not completely sure.
He put the knife in Ji Mian's hand, and it was up to the other party to decide whether to let him live or die.
Fu Chenyu put his hands on his arms, but Ji Mian lowered his head and refused to look at him.
After a long time, Ji Mian heard Fu Chenyu speak in a low, cello-like voice: "Have you thought about it?"
It's like coaxing him, making people dizzy.
"Still, still thinking about it." Ji Mian felt that his face was no longer so hot.
Fu Chenyu forced himself to remain calm, still in the mood to tease him. He heaved a sigh of relief and said helplessly, "Don't be so stubborn about gender."
Ji Mian wanted to laugh but was too embarrassed to do so. He slowly raised his head and came out of Fu Chenyu's arms.
Her hair was tangled and her face was red. Ji Mian stammered, "Just now, Fu Chenyu, you said, 'pursue me', is that the 'pursue'? I'm afraid I misunderstood, so I'm asking."
Fu Chenyu said: "You know I like men."
"Oh, oh..." Ji Mian touched his nose: "Then, it's happiness..."
"I like you." Fu Chenyu added seriously, without a smile this time, looking like he cherished her.
"Ji Mian, I like you, love you, and want to pursue you. Do you understand now?"
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