Chapter 137 Adrian confesses: I don’t want to party, I don’t want to live…
Adrian took out the communicator again and checked the time.
He had just checked the time when he was downstairs, but now he suddenly forgot it.
Adrian stared at the number for a few seconds, and vaguely realized that it was already late at night.
Yun Fuyu should have gone to bed already.
Is Yun Fuyu asleep?
Should I send a message first?
Adrian stood at the door of Yun Fuyu's room and hesitantly opened Yun Fuyu's dialog box.
The conversation interface between the two people did not have much content, but was mostly blank.
Adrian rarely communicated with Yun Fuyu using the communicator. More often, he would go to Yun Fuyu in person.
His fingers paused on the screen, wanting to type, but then he pulled them back.
If I send a message, what should I say?
......If Yun Fuyu is not asleep, what will she say after opening the door?
Adrian typed.
"exist?"
After a few seconds, he deleted the message in the dialog box and retyped.
"Have you slept?"
It's complete nonsense.
If you sleep, you can’t reply to messages. If you can reply, it means you haven’t slept.
So Adrian deleted it again.
"I have something for you"
Adrian clicked his tongue...but stopped himself before making any sound.
The way of speaking that Adrian hated the most was the hesitant and tentative way of speaking. He was clearly asking others a question but was unwilling to state his purpose frankly.
But how is he going to explain his purpose?
Should this matter... be discussed on the communicator?
Even though Adrian had no experience in love or confession, he could vaguely sense that this kind of thing could not be informed to the other party by sending a message.
Separated by two layers of electronic screen, any words can easily become light and vague.
Just like when Adrian wants to say something important, he will go to Yun Fuyu in person instead of sending a message.
"If you're not asleep and see the message, open the door."
Adrian deleted it again.
Even if Yun Fuyu saw this message, he would probably get up fully armed and defend himself, fearing that Adrian was coming to take revenge for the bombing of his bedroom some time ago... Although Adrian was not so naive at all.
But in Yun Fuyu's eyes, he seemed to be classified as one of the people who could do such a thing.
"I have something to discuss with you face to face. If you are awake, I am outside the door. Please open it."
Adrian deleted it again.
It was obvious that every time he came to see Yun Fuyu before, he would just knock on the door.
But Adrian now felt a little timid.
He stood at the door hesitantly, unable to figure out what to do next.
......It was obvious that during the military exercise, Adrian could directly express his inner thoughts and let Yun Fuyu kiss him.
Perhaps it's because the two are inherently different.
Give a kiss.
If it's just a kiss, then it's a flirtation with room for advancement and retreat. There's no need to dwell on the past or consider the future. It's just a kiss in the rain when the mood strikes.
Adrian didn't ask for anything more from Yun Fuyu, and Yun Fuyu didn't have to worry about being restricted in any way.
Even if he was rejected by Yun Fuyu, Adrian could still enthusiastically plan for the next round of challenges.
Just like an invitation to a dance party, if you miss this song, the next one will begin.
Song after song played on the dance floor, and when the dancers tired, they left. But there was always a constant stream of spinning music and new joyful faces, continuing the carefree revelry.
Just like humans living in pollution. Tomorrow could end at any moment. In the next second, the earth might shake, the sky might crumble, and all the elegant women and dancing hems of their clothes might be destroyed today.
Don't think about tomorrow, just ask for a kiss.
......
So what new thing does he want to ask for now?
The dark wooden door in front of me suddenly opened.
After a slight "creaking" sound, a warm yellow light from behind the door was released as if by alms, illuminating the person who had been standing in the corridor for a long time.
Yun Fuyu yawned as he opened the door.
The snow-white face seemed a little sleepy, with tears in the eyes.
Adrian looked dazed, his Adam's apple rolling slightly.
Yun Fuyu had a cold expression on his face and raised the communicator in his hand.
"what?"
On the communicator, Adrien only sent a period.
After Adrian deleted and revised it several times, he accidentally sent out the period while staring at the communicator in a daze.
Yun Fuyu never rested.
After Xie Huaiyan's illusion ended, Yun Fuyu lay in bed, slowly pondering the meaning of his words. The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't fall asleep. She simply turned on the communicator to check tomorrow's class.
And as soon as he opened the communicator, he saw the period message from Adrian.
Yun Fuyu used his mental power to get out of the door and noticed Adrian standing at the door like a sculpture, motionless.
It's so weird.
Once Yun Fuyu discovered that there was someone standing at her door, she would definitely not be able to sleep peacefully.
He simply turned on the light, ran to the door, and asked Adrian straight to the point.
Yun Fuyu sighed: "Is there something wrong?"
Adrien's lips moved.
If the trance-inducing warm light could be condensed into smell, it would be the fragrance of Yun Fu Yu.
All the warmth is contained in it, and it is beautiful to an incredible degree.
Yun Fuyu had probably just gotten out of bed, and her hair, which was as soft as crow feathers, was still a little messy.
The thin pajamas clung to her body, outlining her slender curves vaguely.
Her calves were slender, her bones and flesh well balanced. Her knees were a healthy shade of pink, and her softly curved thighs were hidden beneath her dress...but it was hard to find any obvious signs of muscle.
Yun Fuyu kicked people with great force.
But Adrian could feel that more than 99% of Yun Fuyu's strength came from his mental support, not his own muscle strength.
Yun Fuyu seemed to be in a hurry and was not wearing shoes.
The toes were slightly curled up on the carpet, and the color was more obvious than the pink of the knees, closer to bright red.
Yun Fuyu frowned slightly and stared at Adrian with some vigilance.
Why isn't this person talking?
Yun Fuyu is ready to fight at any time.
But Adrian had none of that in mind.
Speaking had never been so difficult for him.
His throat seemed to be blocked by the burning heat of thirst, and Adrian opened his mouth several times but no words came out.
Finally, his gaze stopped at Yun Fuyu's feet and asked:
"...Why aren't you wearing shoes?"
Yun Fuyu: “.”
Yun Fuyu had an expression on her face that said "Are you crazy?" and looked at Adrian in confusion.
Yun Fuyu usually wears slippers.
But the carpets inside were clean and were cleaned every day.
Over time, Yun Fuyu often ran around the room without shoes. Of course, this was limited to her own room.
Adrien's hand dropped to his side, his thumb unconsciously pressing against the side of his index finger joint.
He still had some energy left in his head to think...this little action was a big taboo.
Small, unconscious movements of the hands can reveal emotions. Whether it's during an interrogation or when assessing an opponent's psychological state, this is something very simple and elementary.
Everyone knows it, and everyone will cover it up.
Adrian never had to hide his movements before because he was never nervous at all - why should he be nervous?
Nervousness is an unnecessary emotion.
Go for what you want, and if you can’t get it, try again next time.
If you lose, just win it back next time.
Adrien's mind went blank, and a stiff heat surged up his spine to the back of his head.
However, this doesn't seem to be an opportunity to win back after losing by working hard.
So what should he do?
should......
should......
Just like the most difficult situation in a war sandbox, one small move can affect the entire body, and we must find...a foolproof plan.
At the very least, it should be treated solemnly and seriously, rather than suddenly visiting the other person's door in the middle of the night and casually throwing out a question.
Yun Fuyu waited for a long time but received no reply, and yawned again.
Adrien didn't seem drunk, but why was he still not talking?
Those green eyes were hidden in the deep shadows of their eye sockets, but the expression...why did it look like he was in a daze?
He woke others up in the middle of the night just to have them stand at the door and stare blankly with him?
Yun Fuyu's fist hardened, and he asked for the third time:
"What's going on?"
Things never happen three times, Yun Fuyu asked again.
If Adrian still didn't speak, Yun Fuyu would slam the door in his face.
Adrien slowly reached out his hand, trying to hold it against the door, then pulled it back.
His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he asked in a hoarse voice:
"Are you free tomorrow afternoon?"
Yun Fuyu looked at Adrian quietly.
"Tell me what it is first."
Adrien: "Right now...I can't tell."
Yun Fuyu: “…”
He then proceeded to close the door.
Adrian looked at Yun Fuyu steadily without reaching out to stop her.
But before the door was closed, he suddenly said:
"Give me a chance."
Yun Fuyu had already closed the door and stood inside without moving.
Adrian: "Tomorrow afternoon, on the first floor of the clubhouse. I have something I want to make clear."
Yun Fuyu flipped through the communicator.
He has classes in the morning tomorrow, but he has nothing to do in the afternoon.
Yun Fuyu: "How long will it take?"
Adrian paused, "Should be soon."
"Should" and "some" are hesitant and indecisive.
Yun Fuyu couldn't guess what Adrian was going to say for a while, but if this matter was enough to embarrass Adrian, then maybe it was necessary to listen.
After waiting for a few seconds, Adrian didn't say anything else, and Yun Fuyu walked towards the bedroom.
The communication between two people is basically like this now.
Most of them are quick decisions, and very few are long-winded.
Adrian's deep voice came faintly through the door.
"good evening."
*
Adrian didn't sleep all night.
While Yun Fuyu was in class, the hall was decorated like a wedding scene.
Of course, you have to wait until Yun Fuyu walks in to see it.
The entire first floor of the hall was almost filled with a sea of flowers, with potted plants in full bloom everywhere.
Yun Fuyu likes plants, and especially likes plants that grow near the roots of the World Tree.
From these plants, select the varieties that will bloom, and then select the varieties with beautiful flowers.
These plants have limited production.
Overnight, almost all the potted plants in full bloom were transported to the main island of the military academy.
After the venue was set up, the hall was cleared.
Only Adrian was left.
Adrien sat silently on the sofa in the middle of the hall, his elbows resting on his knees, his body leaning forward.
He didn't move for a long time, like a silent, murderous sculpture.
This sculpture is wearing a formal black dress and sitting in a sea of fresh and fragrant flowers.
This made the atmosphere in the entire hall very strange.
Adrien felt a rare...nervousness.
He had never been nervous in his life, and the only few times he was nervous were all because of Yun Fu Yu.
There was a bouquet of red roses in full bloom next to him.
It's a bit ridiculous.
But why is it funny?
Is it because it’s too old-fashioned?
Adrien looked at the bouquet of flowers in his hand and felt speechless.
These things have no effect.
Yun Fuyu should prefer something more practical, such as the dagger that is a token of the Fenrir family, rather than these bloody things that appear in idiotic love TV series.
......But what if Yun Fuyu really likes her?
Why is that funny?
Is it because Adrian doesn't fit in with his surroundings?
He should be wearing tactical clothing, with a bloody knife and inactivation spray stuck to his weapon belt, and all sorts of other equipment.
Instead of sitting among the flowers, he carefully placed aside a bouquet of roses whose petals would fall off if touched, even more carefully than when killing mutants.
He really didn't fit in.
Adrian seemed like an inexplicable and unqualified decoration, appearing out of place in this scene that was too close to that of a normal human being.
Level 3S is probably not considered a normal human.
......But Yun Fuyu looks normal.
Is it because he is not sincere enough?
Is it because he accepted the confession scene recommended by others instead of planning it himself?
But if Adrien planned it himself, he might confess at—where?
A place vaguely emerged in Adrien's mind.
But that place is too far from here, the scenery is not very good, it is rainy and foggy all year round, and the atmosphere is even more depressing. No one except Adrian would go there.
In comparison, Yun Fuyu might prefer these gifts that "please the tutor."
Clouds support rain.
Each one is a cloud supporting the rain.
Since when, Yun Fuyu's likes and dislikes, every single one of them, became like a shackle that bound him willingly. Even before the wielder of the shackles knew it, they had already been firmly fastened to Adrian's body.
"To please the teacher."
Such a strange thing.
To be honest, Adrian never imagined that he would be in this situation in his life.
......
The clear and soft voice was tinged with doubt.
"What's going on?"
Adrien's back froze instantly.
Yun Fuyu stood at the door with a confused look on her face. Before she took a step into the hall, she hesitantly retracted her foot.
The Fenrir family changed their business to selling flowers?
Or is there any festival?
Yun Fuyu extended his mental power to investigate and found that there was not a single shadow in the hall and all the waiters were gone.
But the figure sitting in the middle of the flowers in the hall was obviously Adrian.
After confirming that there was no ambush nearby, Yun Fuyu took a few steps forward.
But at this moment, Adrian suddenly stood up, holding the delicate roses in his right hand, and turned to face Yun Fuyu.
The emerald eyes looked solemnly into the beautiful, clear black eyes.
Black eyes.
They are both black, but the Xie family members are disgusting, while Yun Fuyu is likable.
Both are black, but pollution is annoying, while clouds and rain are good.
The lingering heat burned upward from the internal organs and broke a certain string.
Adrian's mind was in a frenzy, and suddenly, he figured it out.
As the price of gaining the ability to resist mutants, offensive psychics are all a bunch of lunatics.
Even if humanity were to perish today, these lunatics would perish in a carnival of death, living a life of drunkenness and dreams under the shadow of pollution and death, wanting both flowers and brocade and a raging fire.
Keep dancing like crazy, keep laughing and drinking, until the pollution penetrates the body and takes away the broken life -
Adrien suddenly understood.
I don’t want a party, I don’t want to live today without tomorrow, I want clouds and rain.
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