“I was an orphan who wandered to Yingzhou City. It was Qi Huaiyu who gave me a bite to eat.”
"Of course, I know he's not a good person. He saved me so that I would be used by him. After all, he has nothing. He can't buy loyalty with money, so he has to rely on something else."
"But I don't care. As long as I can survive, it doesn't matter if I repay him."
“Singers like us don’t value our lives. You may think that Pan Yue Lou is good enough, without so many sordid things, but where in this world is there really any good place?”
"Whether it's me or the other sisters, we all suffer every day. Those high-ranking officials and nobles, don't they all treat us like livestock?"
"So when Qi Huaiyu told me that he wasn't some high-born young master either, that he was just like me and was looked down upon by those young masters, and asked me to help him deal with Young Master Xin, I agreed without hesitation. After all, for me, how I live and what I do are all the same."
"But……"
At this point, the songstress paused, her voice lowering slightly.
"It may seem ridiculous to you, and perhaps even Young Master Xin himself doesn't remember, but that day he was persuaded by you to stop blaming me and even gave me medicine. I will never forget that."
“I deliberately let him see my wound, and deliberately showed weakness to get close to him. He thought the same thing as me. How stupid of him to take the bait so easily, to be provoked by me so easily, and to fall into my trap.”
"But after that day, I would feel a little regretful every night when I held this ointment. If it weren't for the Third Miss coming that day, Young Master Xin would have fallen into my trap."
"Perhaps it is because of regret that I am telling you these things today."
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