Little Sweethearts 06
In winter, Jiang Qixin's hands and feet would feel a little cold and difficult to warm up. Every time before going to bed, Xu Cheng'an would help her warm up her hands and feet.
Xu Cheng'an lowered his head and looked at his hands. He had always been a normal person in her dreams. His hands should have been warm. Why did she feel that his hands were cold?
Some somewhat absurd thoughts flashed through his mind, and Xu Cheng'an looked down at his hands that were no different from those of an ordinary person.
Jiang Qixin frowned and moved to the edge of the bed. She bent down and reached out to grab Xu Chengan's hand, but this time his hand was warm again.
But she was indeed stimulated by the unusual and cold temperature of Xu Cheng'an's hand.
"How strange." She muttered to herself.
"What's wrong? Are you tired from shopping and have hallucinations?" Xu Cheng'an pulled his hand out of hers and wrapped it around hers. He clearly had other ideas in mind, but he still tried to comfort her in her dream.
Jiang Qixin nodded slowly, "Maybe, I'm so sleepy."
Saying she was sleepy and wanted to sleep in a dream was really cute. Xu Chengan couldn't help but let out a chuckle from his throat, "I'll be able to sleep after soaking my feet."
Hearing him say this, Jiang Qixin immersed her calves in the hot water. The water emitted white mist, making the scene in front of her eyes a little hazy.
The water temperature was a little high, but this temperature was comfortable and suitable for soaking. Jiang Qixin subconsciously wanted to lift her calves again, but silently covered her legs in the water.
"I'll keep track of the time for you." Xu Cheng'an stood up from the bedside and sat back on the edge. "I'll massage your shoulders and neck."
She sometimes stood and sometimes sat for long periods of time while working, so Jiang Qixin prepared various plasters in the office. The ointments provided a cool or hot sensation that could relieve her muscle pain.
His palm, as warm as anyone else's, rested on her shoulder, touching Jiang Qixin's skin through her thin pajamas.
The strength in Xu Chengan's hands was just right, causing Jiang Qixin to feel a little sore. His sore muscles felt a little painful but comfortable from the massage and kneading.
Jiang Qixin was really sleepy. Sitting on the bed, with nothing to support her waist, she gradually became unable to sit still. Xu Cheng'an changed the hot water for her again, and the bath was over after she finished this time.
But she was very tired and wanted to sleep. Jiang Qixin glanced back at Xu Cheng'an, and while his hands were still massaging her shoulders, she fell straight towards his body.
Xu Cheng'an had to interrupt the massage and reach out to catch her who fell down.
Her head rested on Xu Chengan's shoulder and her back leaned against him.
"Are you that tired?" He lowered his head and asked close to her ear.
"I'm so tired. It feels like I'm always tired."
Jiang Qixin spoke weakly, feeling that he had no energy. Everything he did seemed to be in the same state. He had no hobbies or interests, and no entertainment methods.
Sometimes she felt that she was actually a very boring person. From childhood to adulthood, her homeroom teacher's comments at the end of each semester were always: "Jiang Qixin is a quiet child..."
Xu Chengan combed her scattered hair and said, "Why do you always have to work part-time when you are so tired? You can rest more."
"Part-time job?" Jiang Qixin was a little confused when she heard Xu Cheng'an's words. Yes, why did she always have to work part-time and always push herself so hard?
She couldn't seem to recall a reason.
But Xu Cheng'an knew that Jiang Qixin wanted to devote all her free time to work, leaving her with no free time to think about her own life, let alone the fact that Xu Cheng'an was dead. With her life completely filled with work, sleep, and food, she wouldn't have time to grieve.
Jiang Qixin wasn't the type of girl whose life revolved around her lover, nor was she the type to agonize over the death of her loved one. But when people are most heartbroken, they can't cry. When faced with the most heartbreaking events, they often become eerily calm.
Xu Cheng'an was still alive in the dream, so Jiang Qixin couldn't understand why he was working non-stop and didn't know why he was so busy.
Xu Chengan pinched her face, interrupting her thoughts, "Is the water cold?"
Jiang Qixin was distracted by him and swayed his feet. "It doesn't seem to be hot anymore."
Xu Chengan picked up the dry towel he had prepared and helped her dry her calves and feet. He held her calves and put them back on the bed. "If you're tired, go to bed early."
Seeing Xu Cheng'an seemed to be about to leave the room, Jiang Qixin climbed up again and grabbed his arm, "Where are you going?"
He pointed at her foot bath tub and said, "Pick it up. I'm not going to disappear. I'll be back with you later."
Jiang Qixin let go of her hand after hearing Xu Cheng'an say this, but her heart seemed to twitch. Why did she feel so uncomfortable when she heard Xu Cheng'an say that he would not disappear?
It was as if he would really disappear suddenly.
Xu Cheng'an didn't know how long Jiang Qixin's dream would last, but this was one of the few dreams that were closest to her daily life that he had entered in such a long time.
He quickly returned to Jiang Qixin's room and when he opened the door, he saw Jiang Qixin lying on the bed with one leg raised and the other leg raised. This body movement showed that she was in a good mood.
Xu Chengan walked back to the bed and picked up the quilt to cover her. "The air conditioner is turned on so cold, and your belly button is exposed. Be careful not to catch a cold."
Jiang Qixin buried half of her face under the soft quilt, raised her eyebrows and looked straight at Xu Chengan. Seeing that he didn't lie down on the bed for a long time, she frowned and poked her head out from under the quilt again, "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
Xu Cheng'an looked around. The place in her dream was the rental house where she lived now. When Xu Cheng'an was still alive, he had never lived here.
He graduated before her, and when Jiang Qixin was preparing for her postgraduate entrance exam, Xu Cheng'an had already started working. At that time, they lived in a two-bedroom apartment. Xu Cheng'an worked as a cook to earn money and take care of her, allowing her to concentrate on studying for the exam. He had actually already found a house by then, and planned to buy a house and get married after she finished her exams or finished her studies, so that they could have a new home that belonged to just the two of them.
But the accident happened before tomorrow, and his death put an end to all plans.
Seeing Xu Cheng'an like this, Jiang Qixin felt a little strange. Even when they lived in separate rooms in the apartment before, they often slept in the same bed.
What's more, when they were younger, they had slept together. Of course, it was just sleeping in the literal sense, simply lying in the same space with the person closest to them and breathing the same air.
"The house is just a single room, there are no other rooms, so you have to sleep with me." Jiang Qixin turned over and patted the empty bed beside him while speaking to Xu Chengan.
Xu Cheng'an was stunned for a moment. It seemed that he had never encountered such a plot in his dreams before. Now he seemed to have some control over the direction of the dream.
But it wasn't the first time he and Jiang Qixin slept in the same bed. He quickly put away the hesitation on his face, smiled at her and nodded, "Okay."
A voice that was extremely familiar to Jiang Qixin rang out in the silent room.
On countless nights before, he had been lying on her not-so-big bed and holding her like he was doing now.
But during those nights, he was cold towards Jiang Qixin, not as warm as he is now.
She couldn't feel his presence, nor did she know how much he wanted to be by her side all the time.
Xu Cheng'an never thought of leaving her, but he broke his promise and did not accompany her to spend a happy and peaceful life.
Jiang Qixin moved closer to him, feeling the rise and fall of his chest with her breathing. She turned over so she was face to face with Xu Cheng'an. She raised her hand and touched the silky fabric of his pajamas pressed against her chest. "You still smell good. Why don't you smell like my shower gel?"
Jiang Qixin leaned her head against his collarbone and sniffed carefully.
Xu Chengan felt a little itchy from the hot breath she exhaled. He couldn't help but chuckle, "As long as it tastes like you, it's fine."
Most dreams are usually illogical and chaotic, but occasionally they are logical.
The pajamas Xu Cheng'an was wearing were the same ones he wore four or five years ago, because in her last memory, he was wearing these pajamas.
As for the smell on his body, Jiang Qixin always said that he smelled good. Xu Cheng'an thought it was probably a mixture of clothes and shower gel, so the smell she smelled now should be the smell she remembered four or five years ago.
Then the smell on his body is certainly not the same as the shower gel she is using now.
However, Xu Cheng'an had no intention of explaining to Jiang Qixin. Of course, he seemed unable to tell her the reason directly.
He just silently tightened his grip on her waist and held her tighter.
Although he knew that she would probably forget this dream again.
"Why are you holding me so tight?" Jiang Qixin noticed that Xu Cheng'an seemed a little strange.
She raised her eyebrows, without even noticing it herself. Now her dream was in color, and Xu Chengan's facial features were clearly presented in front of her. She touched his brow bone and always felt that Xu Chengan's eyes always looked a little sad.
But the expression on his face seemed happy. Jiang Qixin knew that Xu Cheng'an was afraid of being tickled, so she reached her hand back into the quilt, reached out to Xu Cheng'an's waist, and tickled his lower back.
As expected, Xu Cheng'an couldn't help laughing at her actions, but even though he had no strength to laugh anymore, he still kept holding her tightly.
His warm, familiar and addictive scent filled the space around her. Jiang Qixin stopped tickling her, raised her head and suddenly touched his Adam's apple. Her fingertips, which were not as warm as his body temperature, gradually slid from the protruding Adam's apple into the flesh covered by his pajamas.
Xu Cheng'an only realized now what she wanted to do. He was obviously looking forward to her closeness, but he was a little at a loss about her current actions.
Before this, most of her dreams were chaotic and rarely took place in the room, so they rarely had the opportunity to have physical intimacy.
The lights in the room were turned off, but Xu Cheng'an knew that his face was probably flushed.
He did not stop Jiang Qixin's actions. His body trembled slightly due to the excitement of the touch, but he did not expect that Jiang Qixin simply touched his muscles.
Jiang Qixin even lifted his pajamas with some malicious intentions and took a look inside. Because of her love for his body, she laughed twice.
"Jiang Jiang..."
Xu Chengan felt a little uncomfortable. She was just an imaginary person in his dream, but he was real. How could he resist the temptation from Jiang Qixin? "Do you like it? Do you like it?"
He was asking her if she liked his body.
Jiang Qixin nodded in the dark. Fortunately, her eyes had adapted to the darkness in the room, and Xu Cheng'an clearly saw her nodding.
Jiang Qixin could naturally see his expression clearly. He seemed to have a frown on his face. His facial features, which usually looked like a mature and reliable brother, now looked very delicate. His expression looked a bit unbearable, but also a little excited.
Xu Cheng'an knew that Jiang Qixin liked to act coquettishly towards her at the right time. He didn't know how to do that before, so he learned to do it.
Jiang Qixin turned over and sat on him. Xu Cheng'an had a good figure. He was neither thin nor fat. His muscles were just right, and he looked healthy and strong.
So when she sat on him, she didn't feel uncomfortable. Xu Cheng'an took the initiative to provide her with a support point so that she could sit more comfortably.
He raised his hand, grasped her wrist, and brought her hand toward him. "Jiang Jiang, you can unbutton your clothes."
He didn't know if he could make her feel comfortable in the dream, but Xu Cheng'an just wanted to make her happier. Even if she couldn't remember it after waking up, at least she would feel happy in her consciousness in the dream.
Jiang Qixin swallowed subconsciously and unbuttoned his pajamas in the dark. White things would be particularly clear in the dark, such as his fair skin.
She reached out and touched it gently. Xu Cheng'an smiled and held her hand tightly, letting her stick close to his body.
Jiang Qixin subconsciously moved her body, clamped her legs around Xu Cheng'an's body and moved forward.
Xu Cheng'an tilted his head slightly, closed his eyes and groaned.
"I kind of want to kiss you," she said.
"Feel free to enjoy." It's my honor.
Xu Cheng'an narrowed his eyes and looked at her again. Jiang Qixin didn't think much about it and lowered her head to bite his collarbone lightly, then took a few deep breaths, and then rubbed his neck with her nose as if teasing a kitten.
Xu Cheng'an was afraid that her movements were too big and she would lose her balance, so he put his hands around her waist to steady Jiang Qixin.
Jiang Qixin really kissed him, and Xu Chengan responded to her actions, turning his head away to let her kiss and bite his neck better.
She doesn't like to interact with people or get too close to others, but she can't help but get close to people she's familiar with.
Just like now, Jiang Qixin seemed unable to control herself and just wanted to lie on him.
Xu Cheng'an's breathing seemed to become heavier and heavier. All the buttons of his pajamas were undone. Two or three of them were undone by Jiang Qixin, and some were undone by him quietly.
His warm breath sprayed on her body, and the silent room was filled with sticky and ambiguous sounds.
Just when Xu Chengan was seriously thinking about whether making love in her dream would have a bad impact on her, she suddenly stopped.
"I'm so tired." Jiang Qixin buried her head in his shoulder and said in a muffled voice. She seemed to be out of breath after the kiss just now. Now she was lying on him, gasping for breath.
"Hmm?" Xu Cheng'an was stunned for a moment, looking down at the top of her head, without getting her next reply.
Half a minute later, Xu Cheng'an found that Jiang Qixin had fallen asleep on him.
Jiang Qixin did have a magical physique that allowed her to fall asleep whenever she wanted to, but Xu Cheng'an didn't expect that she could fall asleep in her current situation. However, remembering that she went shopping for such a long time yesterday, she looked tired even in her dream, so it seemed that she was really tired.
Xu Cheng'an had no choice but to carry her down gently. Looking at her calm face, he found that she was actually asleep and not dreaming. Xu Cheng'an almost thought that he had a chance to enter a dream within a dream.
"Go to sleep, go to sleep." Xu Cheng'an said silently with his mouth open, and fell asleep peacefully in the dream where he could still feel his body temperature.
He pulled the quilt to cover her belly and hugged her gently.
Xu Cheng'an no longer remembered when he woke up from the dream, but after this dream, Jiang Qixin seemed to have stopped dreaming.
The weather had been great recently, and the days started early in the summer. As soon as the sun rose, Xu Cheng'an was fully awake. His spirit sat up from the bed and wandered around her room. Worried that his physical condition might affect Jiang Qixin and make her feel uncomfortable, Xu Cheng'an finally sat down at her dressing table, not too far from her.
His body doesn't actually need much rest now. After all, life no longer exists, so he will wake up as soon as the sun rises.
After the dream ended, Jiang Qixin slept very well. As usual, she woke up when she heard the alarm on her cell phone. Jiang Qixin reached out to turn off the alarm, hugged the phone and continued to squint. After two minutes, she opened her eyes completely, and her eyes were still hazy with sleep.
Before she regained consciousness, Jiang Qixin suddenly remembered that she seemed to have had a dream last night. In the dream, she seemed to be sleeping with a man whose face she could not see clearly.
A man whose face can't be seen, sleeping?!
Jiang Qixin suddenly sat up from the bed and tried hard to recall the dream, but she could not remember the specific scene.
After Xu Cheng'an passed away, she suddenly became very interested in metaphysics and ghost stories. The knowledge she explored spanned the East and the West, and she had even heard of many niche folk legends.
Jiang Qixin held her forehead with her hand. Could she be dreaming about Yin Taohua?
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