Chapter 717 Rediscovering Childhood Dreams (Update 2)

Ji Qingqing was so obsessed with an uncurable disease that so many expert doctors had given a death sentence, but only she and her mother were still hoping for the best.

She had been a burden to her mother for so long, and life was long. Would she continue to be a burden to her mother?

If she was gone, would her mother be freed?

Such thoughts kept lingering in her mind, which directly led to her doing stupid things.

After hearing this, Sang Yian also sighed.

Ji Qingqing was a sensible little girl, and also a pitiful little girl.

"Gao Qin is also thinking about the child, thinking that any cure would be the best. Little girl, who doesn't like to be pretty?"

Sang Yian rubbed her temples. She didn't know who was right or wrong in this matter.

Both mother and daughter are doing it for the good of both parties, and they are considering both parties.

The mother hopes that her daughter can get the best treatment, and the daughter hopes that the mother will not cut off her own retreat. In the end, she will not even have her own home .

There are so many helplessness in the world, either because of this reason or because of that reason.

Human power is too small.

Hua Shannai is a doctor. Although he is still young and he is a traditional Chinese medicine doctor, he basically grew up in Huayi Clinic and has seen a lot of life and death.

Such helplessness and bitterness are commonplace for doctors.

To become a doctor, you must have a strong psychological endurance.

After the grief, you must accumulate strength, study hard, and study hard. The conquest of each serious illness requires the unremitting efforts of several generations.

Faced with these, as doctors, they have no choice but to keep learning and working hard.

However, Sang Yian is not a doctor. For a while, she couldn't get rid of such emotions!

When people were young, they were ignorant and fearless. They always imagined that they had the ability to change everything and looked forward to becoming heroes and saving the world.

Such innocence and childishness will be gradually forgotten as the years go by and they grow older.

The more people understand and the more they know, the more they know how insignificant they are.

It seems that, except for themselves, no one else can control other things.

And more people may not even be able to control themselves. In today's society, there are really not many people who can be self-disciplined.

Those childhood dreams have long been drowned in heavy schoolwork.

Like many people, Sang Yian had some unrealistic fantasies when she was a child.

What about being a female knight, robbing the rich and helping the poor;

what about traveling around the world with a sword, doing justice.

After growing up, these fantasies have long been forgotten by her. Her time and energy are firmly occupied by mathematics, physics, chemistry, politics, history and geography.

After working, time becomes even more tight.

Colleagues with different thoughts, leaders who only know how to take credit, employees who take the blame for anything, stupid bosses, brainless clients, and overtime that seems to never end.

All of this fills her life.

The childhood dream has long been sealed.

If she hadn't almost died suddenly, her life might never have changed. This person is like a screw, dispensable, and can be replaced by others at any time, but can't stop for a moment.

If she hadn't met Lao Men, her life after resigning might not be so colorful.

Although she has done her best, Sang Yian suddenly realized that she might not have done enough, she could try harder, or even be more radical.

After all, some people may never have the chance to realize those innocent childhood ideas, but she can!

She has unique conditions.

Maybe the second-year ideas of robbing the rich to help the poor and traveling the world with a sword can't be realized.

But she can still do things like being a hero.

Although she doesn't have the ability to change the world, although she can't save everyone alone, let alone make everyone live a happy life, but as long as her efforts can slightly reduce the occurrence of tragedies like Ji Qingqing, and can slightly reduce the probability of misfortune, that's good.

Isn't society relying on everyone's little efforts to get better little by little?

Sang Yian looked up at the night sky. He was lucky today. He could actually see the stars in the sky, which was a scene rarely seen in the city.

"There are stars." Sang Yian put his hands in his sweater pockets and said in a relaxed tone.

Hua Shannai's mood has not yet calmed down from Ji Qingqing's suicide. When he heard her words, he subconsciously looked at the night sky. The stars were shining, and suddenly his heart calmed down.

The breeze blew, bringing a scent of green grass in the air. He turned his head to look at Sang Yian, only to see her black hair fluttering in the wind, and the corners of her lips slightly raised, revealing a faint smile.

"You seem to be in a good mood."

Sang Yian nodded, smiling and his eyes were full of stars. "Yes, it's not bad."

Hua Shannai was very curious. "Is there anything to be happy about?"

Just now when he talked about Ji Qingqing, she couldn't hide the sadness in her eyes. Even though she didn't say a word, the people around her could feel the strong sadness and helplessness.

He had already drafted in his mind how to comfort her. Although he was not very good at this, he had seen it many times and could still copy it.

However, only a few minutes had passed and he hadn't even finished the draft in his mind. This person had already gotten rid of the sadness and helplessness just now and became in a better mood.

This surprised him even more.

It's rare to see someone who can adjust his emotions so quickly.

If he hadn't been standing here the whole time, one would have thought that the person who was filled with sadness and helplessness just now was not Sang Yian.

"Just now, I figured out something." Sang Yian stretched his right hand to the night sky, with his five fingers spread out. "Although our power is small, but a little effort can make a tower, a little effort can make a coat, and a little effort can make a boat sink, right?"

What kind of eyes are these?

Brighter than the stars in the sky, full of enthusiasm and vitality.

In the following decades, Hua Shannai always kept it in mind, supporting him to move forward when he encountered difficulties.

"I have a new plan, and I'm going to do a big one!" Sang Yian threw another heavy bomb.

Hua Shannai calmed his pounding heart a little and smiled, "Is it related to Ji Qingqing?"

Sang Yian nodded, "Not entirely, but she was the initial reason for me to start this plan."

"Are you willing to join?"

This is a simple inquiry, not a mandatory requirement from the boss to the employees.

Sang Yian doesn't like to force others to do things they don't like or don't want to do. This will not only affect work efficiency, but also work results.

Voluntary is the beginning of everything.

It doesn't matter if Hua Shannai doesn't join, she can find someone else.

Facts have proved that she is still very good at judging people.

Hua Shannai smiled: "It's an honor."

The two smiled at each other and reached a preliminary agreement.