"..."
After he finished speaking, he couldn't wait to lower his head. He only reacted when they were a breath apart, and stopped there, his thin lips slightly parted, looking at Mu Yiran with raised eyes.
Mu Yiran could even feel the stimulation of his warm breath brushing against her skin, a sensation that spread throughout her body like an electric current, and Mu Yiran suddenly leaned back.
"What the hell? I can't do that!"
"No? Then how did you and that Englishman get so intimate?" Shi Youxi sneered. "Oh, so he was the one who kissed you? You were only thinking about enjoying yourself, weren't you?"
Is this situation insurmountable?!
Mu Yiran angrily retorted, "Are you never going to stop?! Candice and I have absolutely no relationship—"
Shi Youxi didn't want to listen, so he grabbed her chin and lifted it up. "But I'm not him. Now it's my sister who's begging me. My sister should try her best to make me enjoy myself. If you don't know how, I can teach you."
He gently rubbed Mu Yiran's lips, then grabbed her struggling hand and kissed her palm. "Watch closely, sister, and see how I teach you."
"I'll teach you how to kiss me."
Before Mu Yiran could speak, her index finger was nibbled, and then the moisture seeped into her fingertip, glistening from the nail to the soft, fleshy pad and knuckle.
Mu Yiran stared blankly, her mind completely out of control—the thing was soft and had a slightly prickly feel to it. She hadn't been fully conscious last night, and now she could feel the force of it hooking onto her soft flesh.
Shi Youxi raised his jaw, the sharp edge of his canine teeth piercing Mu Yiran's skin. Mu Yiran snapped back to reality and forcefully pulled her hand away. Shi Youxi, startled by the pain in his jaw, narrowed his eyes and, without hesitation, released his grip, letting her escape.
Licking his lips, Shi Youxi asked her, "Like this, is that it?"
"..."
Seeing that Mu Yiran did not respond, Shi Youxi ignored her, sat down next to her, held her back and pressed her into his arms, with a look of waiting to enjoy it on his face.
"It's okay if you don't know how, you'll learn after a kiss."
"What... Shi Youxi!" Mu Yiran grabbed his mouth, feeling where his hand was under hers. Mu Yiran tightened her fingers, pinching his mouth and saying in embarrassment and anger, "Don't push your luck!"
"Trying to push your luck?" Shi Youxi grabbed her wrist and turned his face away. "I just wanted you to kiss me, and that's considered pushing your luck?"
"You let that Englishman touch you without him doing anything."
"……you"
His lips were red from being pinched, and there was ointment on his face. He sounded inexplicably aggrieved when he spoke like this, and Mu Yiran was at a loss for words. "...Can you choose another one?"
"..."
Shi Youxi didn't speak, but simply put her feet, which were resting on his lap, onto the bed, his fingers intentionally or unintentionally brushing against the leather.
It's disgusting and makes people want to die.
Mu Yiran knew that Shi Youxi was reminding her that if she wanted to make a deal, she had to make an exchange, and this exchange carried an unprecedented sense of oppression and coercion.
The seemingly selective transaction actually left her with no choice at all, and Shi Youxi was certain she wouldn't refuse.
He was no longer the pretty girl who let Mu Yiran have her way.
Or perhaps this is what Shi Youxi was originally like.
Seeing her struggle for so long, Shi Youxi's annoyance grew stronger. He coldly stood up to leave, saying, "Since you don't want to, I won't force you. Get some rest—"
The last syllable disappeared between their intimately pressed lips.
Shi Youxi paused for a moment, forcibly suppressing his hand that wanted to reach out, his eyes deep and unfathomable as he stared straight at the woman's trembling eyelashes.
Mu Yiran tried to treat Shi Youxi like an ice pop, swallowed a few times, and tentatively licked the stick.
Then, it got stuck.
The ice melted into water, which trickled down her lips.
Mu Yiran gripped Shi Youxi's sleeve tightly, her head spinning from lack of oxygen, her tongue numb and sore.
It wasn't until Shi Youxi gently bit the mole on the tip of her nose that Mu Yiran regained some of her senses.
Shi Youxi licked and nuzzled unsatisfiedly, like a cat stroking its fur, only feeling comfortable after licking its entire territory with its own flavor. He pecked at the woman's broken lips, his voice very low, "Sister, say you like me."
"..."
"Tell me you like me."
Mu Yiran hesitated for a moment, then pursed her lips and said, "...I like you."
Shi Youxi was happy and kept rubbing against her neck.
Mu Yiran thought she had been appeased, but little did she know that it wasn't over yet. Under Shi Youxi's coercion and enticement, Mu Yiran stammered out several more sentences before he finally sat up with her arms full of satisfaction.
Shi Youxi's fingers traced the delicate skin inside the leather clasp, "I really don't want to unlock it..."
Mu Yiran exclaimed in panic, "Shi Youxi!"
"Only if I lock you up will my sister say she likes me, but if I don't unlock you, you'll hate me, won't you?"
"I will hate you to death!" Mu Yiran said fiercely.
Shi Youxi smiled, a hint of mockery in his expression. "I'll go get the keys."
"Wait a moment!"
Shi Youxi turned around and met Mu Yiran's hesitant gaze, raising an eyebrow: "Does your tongue hurt?"
"no!"
Mu Yiran pressed her stomach, hesitated for a few seconds, and then said, "You crushed my medicine, and... I haven't taken it yet."
medicine....
Shi Youxi lowered his eyelids, and after a long while looked at her with a faint smile, "What's wrong with the medicine? Do you want me to go and get it for you?"
"They've all turned into carbon dioxide by the sun, how are you going to pick them up? And even if I did pick them up, I couldn't eat them." Mu Yiran's face was full of absurdity.
"So?" the man said, still smiling.
“It’s still valid for three days, have someone go buy it…” She was speaking when she suddenly realized something was wrong, “Three days…?”
"You locked me up here for three days, it couldn't be because... could it be..." Mu Yiran looked at Shi Youxi's smile and felt a chill in her heart. She immediately said, "You owe me a can, I want to eat it now."
Shi Youxi asked calmly, "Can this be considered another transaction? What do you intend to offer me in exchange this time?"
"Let's make this clear first, just kissing this time isn't enough."
Mu Yiran finally understood his evasive intentions, and her anger flared. "What kind of deal is this! Isn't this what's supposed to be?!"
She asked almost frantically, "Are you planning to lock me up here until the contraception period is over?!"
Shi Youxi decided to drop the pretense and nodded, "Yes."
Mu Yiran could hardly believe it, "...Why?"
Shi Youxi looked at her quietly.
Why? Why else could it be?
Sometimes Shi Youxi wondered what her purpose was in relation to Shi Yan.
He thought about it for a long time, and even hoped to add many self-righteous answers.
It wasn't until last night that Shi Youxi realized it was actually meaningless.
Putting aside the fatherly love he had always fantasized about, it was nothing more than a bargaining chip for an ordinary, selfish, and despicable man to achieve his goals.
He was Shi Yan's bargaining chip to keep Bai Shengsheng.
As Shi Yan's son, Shi Youxi, in that instant, surprisingly understood Shi Yan and did the same.
The moment Youxi saw that bottle of medicine, he thought to himself: he wanted to have a child with his sister.
A child who would keep her by her side.
Perhaps this child could keep her by his side forever. As long as there was a possibility of keeping her by his side, Shi Youxi would do it no matter what.
It doesn't matter how despicable or base it is.
“Wouldn’t it be nice to have a child?” Shi Youxi looked at Mu Yiran with a fascination, murmuring, “Like you or like me. Didn’t my sister always love me when I was little? Having one child of ours would be enough.”
"...You're really crazy, can you stop being so childish, Shi Youxi?" Mu Yiran was both shocked and annoyed by his unspoken thoughts. She couldn't believe when Shi Youxi had come up with the idea of using a child to keep her.
"What we did last night was already incredibly wrong, what were you thinking?! Are you out of your mind, Shi Youxi?!"
"Yeah, you're sick, you're insane, don't you know that?" Shi Youxi chuckled, bending down and pressing his thumb against her moist lips, ignoring her resistance, saying whatever came to mind:
"I like you, I want to kiss you, sleep with you, get married, have children—is that wrong?"
"That's wrong!" Mu Yiran slapped his hand away, took a step back, and looked at Shi Youxi with undisguised unfamiliarity and disappointment in her eyes. The composure she had managed to maintain finally crumbled.
"You don't even understand what liking someone means! It's not like you can do whatever you want just because you think you like someone; that's selfish!"
"Shi Youxi, you say you like me, but have you ever thought about my feelings?! How am I supposed to look back on the past when we lived together?! You're a pervert yourself, and now you're making me seem like a pervert too!"
As Mu Yiran continued to yell, her words became increasingly nonsensical. Perhaps she was afraid, or perhaps she felt wronged. From yesterday until now, Shi Youxi was like a train that had escaped her control, wanting to take her with it and smash her to pieces.
Perhaps the train was never under control from the beginning, but Mu Yiran never imagined that a train with automatic driving could harbor such a self-awareness.
Mu Yiran didn't know if she was cursing him or herself; she just kept talking.
"You're not even an adult yet!"
"I slept with Wei Chengyan! And now he's going to blackmail me into having his child?!"
"Do you know what having a child means? You don't know, you just want to! You want to! Because you like it! Just because you like it! Yet you force my body and mind to submit to your liking!"
"Is this what you meant by liking me, Shi Youxi!" Mu Yiran wiped away her tears that flowed meaninglessly. She never thought that one day she would be so harsh and confrontational with the person she loved most.
"Do you remember the first time I met you, you said you didn't want to have a meaningless birthday because your birth was meaningless, so I wanted to celebrate your birthday... You said you hated your father, but what are you doing now! Do you want me to become like your mother and have your child repeat your meaningless life?!"
"Shi Youxi shouldn't be like this! It shouldn't be like this..."
Shi Youxi held her arm as she pushed him away, trying to wipe away her tears while preventing her from backing away. He held her tightly in his arms, his voice hoarse with helplessness and heartache.
"Yes, my birth was meaningless; you made it meaningful, so it can only be this way, and it must be this way!"
“My life only has meaning if you stay by my side,” Shi Youxi said, rubbing her wet cheek.
"It was my sister who promised to stay with me forever. It was you who promised me. I just want you to stay by my side... I want you to like me like a normal person. Is that wrong? Is that wrong?"
"...Let me like you like a normal person?" Mu Yiran felt the cold leather on her feet and even found it a little ridiculous. She pushed Shi Youxi away. "If you want me to like you like a normal person, take this off and let me go."
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