Chapter 359 Farewell
From anger and reluctance at the beginning, to fear and terror in the end.
Only when she stood between those high walls did she become truly frightened.
The days seemed to suddenly return to her childhood.
Helpless, dark, and no tomorrow in sight.
The feeling of suffocation, as if drowning, enveloped her at all times.
She hasn't had a good night's sleep during this period.
Zhao Daqing and Sun Hao always appear in her dreams.
She always saw blood flowing out of their chests, which eventually gathered into a bright red river of blood and drowned her in it.
She suffered a mental breakdown.
She was sick and couldn't eat or sleep.
Later, when the lawyer said she would be sentenced to death, she became numb.
I even feel like it’s a relief.
But now, it is life imprisonment.
What does life imprisonment mean?
It means she will have to spend her whole life behind high walls.
It means she will never see the sunlight outside again.
It means that she will always be like a sewer rat, trapped in the dark sewer, unable to turn over.
No, she doesn't want it.
She doesn't want a life sentence.
She would rather be done with it.
But now she didn't have the strength to resist.
She suddenly saw Jiang Ciyou.
The face that had made her jealous for three years.
She is still so beautiful, like a lotus blooming on the top of a snowy mountain.
She sat upright in the audience.
She possessed a dignified and noble aura of a lady from a wealthy family that she could never imitate in her lifetime.
She had hated her for so long.
She felt that Jiang Ciyou had taken away everything from her.
But now, she knew that she was inferior, envious, jealous, and obsessed with jealousy.
She was like crazy, shouting towards Jiang Ciyou.
"I don't want life imprisonment. Just shoot me. Just shoot me."
"Jiang Ciyou, I'm not willing to accept this. I'm really not willing to accept this."
"Jiang Ciyou, why, why do you appear in my life."
"Jiang Ciyou, I'm going to kill you... I'm going to kill you..."
At this moment, Jiang Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a deep regret in her heart.
If only none of this had happened.
It would have been great if she hadn't competed with Jiang Ciyou from the beginning.
Or maybe, if only Sun Hao could have killed Jiang Ciyou...
All kinds of thoughts in her mind were twisted and entangled like hemp ropes, connecting all the things in the past.
Finally it turned into an invisible fear.
She doesn't want to live like a mouse all her life.
She doesn't want to be locked up behind walls forever.
This is more terrifying than death.
Jiang Xiaoxiao was pulled away.
From beginning to end, Jiang Ciyou had a blank expression on his face.
Bo Jinxiu grabbed Jiang Ciyou's hand and said, "She really refuses to repent."
Jiang Ciyou said, "A person's personality is set in stone since they were teenagers, and it's very difficult to change. She won't truly repent, nor will she truly feel that she was wrong. Her so-called regret is just a reflection of the darkness and hopelessness of her life."
Bo Jinxiu frowned: "But in the end, you softened your heart and let her go."
Jiang Ciyou said, "No, this is just the beginning of her punishment. Day after day, she will lose hope and begin her lifelong journey of atonement. From her best years to her old age, she will have a lifetime to ruminate, struggle, and resent. I think in the end, she will definitely regret it."
Yao Shulan saw it on the news.
She didn't dare go to the scene.
But I turned on the TV anyway.
Seeing that Jiang Xiaoxiao was not sentenced to death but life imprisonment, she burst into tears.
She knew that it must be Bo Jinxiu who was behind this and finally let Jiang Xiaoxiao go.
She couldn't say that she loved Jiang Xiaoxiao very much, and she could even be said to hate her.
But after all, they are one's own flesh and blood, connected by blood.
As long as she is alive, it's good enough.
Yin Ruyun was at the scene that day and couldn't stop crying after hearing the news.
I hope she's alive.
As long as you are alive.
Jiang Ciyou came out of the court.
Looking outside, the sky is exceptionally clear.
She took a deep breath.
Yin Ruyun walked over with red eyes.
"Thank you, Xiaoyou."
Jiang Ciyou looked at Yin Ruyun and said, "Stop talking about this. By the way, I plan to go to Kyoto in a few days. I won't be back often in the future. You have to take good care of yourself."
Yin Ruyun was stunned for a moment.
Is she planning to leave Kyoto?
She must have been extremely disappointed with the people and things here, so she chose to leave.
Yin Ruyun also felt very uncomfortable.
But she had no right to say anything.
"Xiaoyou, live a good life in the future. Don't worry about us. We...we're sorry for you. You must live a good life and live happily."
Yin Ruyun hesitated to speak and left with red eyes.
Jiang Ciyou never told Yin Ruyun about his life experience.
That’s it for now.
Jiang Ciyou and Bo Jinxiu planned to leave in three days.
Before that, I have to say goodbye to many people.
Shen Nuo, Xiao Hechuan, and the Yan family.
Jiang Ciyou called Feng Yuping.
He said that he and Bo Jinxiu would go back to the old house for dinner in the evening and visit Yan Feng's children.
Feng Yuping was really delighted.
When Jiang Ciyou and the others arrived at the Yan family's old house, it was already dark.
Bo Jinxiu prepared a bunch of gifts, which made Feng Yuping smile.
The two went to visit the old man first.
Jiang Ciyou saw Bo Jinxiu and the old man chatting happily in the study.
I'll go out first.
I originally planned to go see the kids.
But when passing by Yan Yin's room.
I found that the door of Yan Yin's room was ajar.
There are sounds inside.
She didn't even know that Yan Yin was at home today.
Jiang Ciyou suddenly thought of Si Yufeng's instructions.
So he stopped and knocked on the door.
Yan Yin's voice came from inside: "Come in."
Jiang Ciyou pushed the door open and walked in.
I found Yan Yin lying on the sofa watching videos.
He was holding an apple in his hand and chewing it, looking very carefree.
And almost all the videos she watched were about Si Yufeng.
Yan Yin saw Jiang Ciyou suddenly sit up and was very surprised: "Sister Xiaoyou, you are back today?"
Jiang Ciyou nodded: "Come back to see godmother and you."
Yan Yin was very happy. She threw her cell phone on the table in front of the sofa and then took Jiang Ciyou's arm.
The little head rested on Jiang Ciyou's shoulder: "Sister Xiaoyou, I've been missing you recently."
Jiang Ciyou took the phone and pressed a button.
I found that the wallpaper of my phone is also Si Yufeng.
Jiang Ciyou simply got straight to the point: "Aren't you going to tell me what's going on?"
Yan Yin played dumb: "He has always been my wallpaper. What's the problem? Si Yufeng has always been my idol."
"Is he an idol or a boyfriend?"
When Yan Yin said the word "boyfriend", her expression changed instantly.
She opened her mouth in shock.
He glanced towards the door guiltily.
Then he stood up and closed the door.
The moment the door closed, she turned around, her back pressed against the door: "Sister Xiaoyou, how did you know?"
Jiang Ciyou didn't hide it: "Teacher Si told me everything. He asked me to ask you, you two were getting along well, but you suddenly ignored him, what does that mean?"
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