Chapter 359 Farewell

From anger and reluctance at the beginning, to fear and terror in the end.

When she stood between those high and dark walls, she was really scared.

The days seemed to have suddenly returned to her childhood.

Helpless, dark, no tomorrow in sight.

The suffocating feeling, as if drowning, enveloped her all the time.

She hasn't had a good night's sleep during this period.

Zhao Daqing and Sun Hao always appear in her dreams.

She always saw blood flowing out of their chests, and finally it gathered into a bright red river of blood, drowning her in it.

She was mentally weakened.

She was plagued by illness and couldn't eat or sleep.

Later, when the lawyer told her that she would be sentenced to death, she became numb.

I even felt it was a relief.

But now, it is life imprisonment.

What does life imprisonment mean?

It means she will have to spend her whole life behind high walls.

It means she will never see the sunlight outside again.

It means that she will always be like a rat in a gutter, trapped in the dark sewer, unable to turn over.

No, she doesn't want it.

She doesn't want a life sentence.

She would rather be done with it.

But now she didn't have the strength to resist.

She suddenly saw Jiang Ciyou.

The face that had made her jealous for three years.

She is still as beautiful as ever, like a lotus blossoming on the top of a snowy mountain.

She sat in the audience.

She had a dignified and noble temperament that she could never imitate in her entire life.

She had hated her for so long.

She felt that Jiang Ciyou had taken away everything from her.

But now, she knew that she was inferior, envious, jealous, and obsessed with jealousy.

She yelled in Jiang Ciyou's direction like crazy.

"I don't want life imprisonment, just shoot me, just shoot me."

"Jiang Ciyou, I can't accept this. I really can't accept this."

"Jiang Ciyou, why, why do you appear in my life."

"Jiang Ciyou, I'm going to kill you...I'm going to kill you..."

At this moment, Jiang Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a deep regret in her heart.

If only none of this had happened.

It would have been better if she hadn't been so worried about Jiang Ci from the beginning.

Or, it would have been better if Sun Hao had killed Jiang Ciyou at the beginning...

All kinds of thoughts in her mind were twisted and entangled like a hemp rope, connecting all the past events.

In the end it became an invisible fear.

She doesn't want to live like a mouse all her life.

She doesn't want to be locked behind walls forever.

This is worse than death.

Jiang Xiaoxiao was pulled away.

From beginning to end, Jiang Ciyou had a blank expression on his face.

Bo Jinxiu grabbed Jiang Ciyou's hand and said, "She really refuses to repent."

Jiang Ciyou said, "A person's personality is set when they are in their teens and it is very difficult to change. She will not truly repent, nor will she feel from the bottom of her heart that she is wrong. Her so-called regret is just that her life is dark and hopeless."

Bo Jinxiu frowned: "But you finally softened your heart and let her go."

Jiang Ci said worriedly, "No, this is the beginning of punishment. She will start her lifelong journey of redemption as she loses hope day after day. From her best years to her gray hair, she has a lifetime to ruminate, struggle, and regret. I think in the end, she will definitely regret it."

Yao Shulan saw it in the news.

She didn't dare to go to the scene.

But I turned on the TV anyway.

When she saw that Jiang Xiaoxiao was not sentenced to death but life imprisonment, she burst into tears.

She knew that it must be Bo Jinxiu who was behind this and finally let Jiang Xiaoxiao go.

She couldn't say how much she loved Jiang Xiaoxiao, she could even be said to dislike her.

But after all, they are one's own flesh and blood, connected by blood.

As long as she is alive, it's good enough.

Yin Ruyun was at the scene that day, and after hearing the news, she couldn't stop crying.

I hope she's alive.

As long as you are alive.

Jiang Ciyou came out of the court.

Looking outside, the sky is exceptionally clear.

She took a deep breath.

Yin Ruyun walked over with red eyes.

"Thank you, don't worry."

Jiang Ciyou looked at Yin Ruyun and said, "Don't talk about this. By the way, I plan to go to Kyoto in a few days. I won't be back often in the future. You have to take good care of yourself."

Yin Ruyun was stunned for a moment.

Is she planning to leave Kyoto?

She must have been extremely disappointed with the people and things here, so she chose to leave.

Yin Ruyun also felt uncomfortable.

But she had no right to say anything.

"Don't worry, live a good life in the future, don't worry about us, we... are sorry for you, you must live a good life, a happy life."

Yin Ruyun hesitated to speak and left with red eyes.

Jiang Ciyou never told Yin Ruyun about his life experience.

That's all for now.

Jiang Ciyou and Bo Jinxiu planned to leave after three days.

Before that, I have to say goodbye to many people.

Shen Nuo, Xiao Hechuan, and Yan Jia.

Jiang Ciyou called Feng Yuping.

He said that he and Bo Jinxiu would go back to the old house to have dinner in the evening and visit Yan Feng's children.

Feng Yuping was really delighted.

Jiang Ci worried that it would be dark by the time they arrived at the Yan family's old house.

Bo Jinxiu prepared a bunch of gifts, which made Feng Yuping smile.

The two of them went to visit the old man first.

Jiang Ciyou saw Bo Jinxiu and the old man chatting speculatively in the study.

I'll go out first.

I originally planned to go see the kids.

But when I passed through the soundproof room.

I found that the door of the soundproof room was ajar.

There are sounds inside.

She didn't even know that Yan Yin was also at home today.

Jiang Ciyou suddenly thought of Si Yufeng's entrustment.

So he stopped and knocked on the door.

A stern voice came from inside: "Come in."

Jiang Ciyou pushed the door and walked in.

I found Yan Yin lying on the sofa watching videos.

He was chewing an apple in his hand, looking very carefree.

And the videos she watched were almost all about Si Yufeng.

Yan Yin was very surprised to see Jiang Ciyou suddenly sit up: "Little Sister You, you are back today?"

Jiang Ci nodded: "Come back to see your godmother and you."

Yan Yin was very happy. She threw her cell phone on the table in front of the sofa and then took Jiang Ciyou's arm.

The little head rested on Jiang Ciyou's shoulder: "Sister Xiaoyou, I've been missing you recently."

Jiang Ciyou took the phone and pressed a button.

I found that the wallpaper on my phone was also Si Yufeng.

Jiang Ciyou simply got straight to the point: "Aren't you going to tell me what's going on?"

Yan Yin played dumb: "He has always been my wallpaper. What's the problem? Si Yufeng has always been my idol."

"Is he an idol or a boyfriend?"

When Yan Yin said the word "boyfriend", her expression changed instantly.

She opened her mouth in shock.

I glanced towards the door guiltily.

Then he stood up and closed the door.

The moment the door closed, she turned around and pressed her back against the door: "Miss Xiaoyou, how did you know?"

Jiang Ciyou did not hide it: "Teacher Si told me everything. He asked me to ask you. You two were getting along well, but you suddenly ignored him. What does it mean?"