Chapter 403: Beyond the Rules

Unexpectedly, after the once docile little sheepskin was finally torn off under external stimulation, the appearance it showed was an unprecedented evil nature.

He approached slowly and silently, and his voice, which used to be clear and transparent, was now tinged with a deliberately suppressed hoarseness. In this quiet night far away from the bustling city, it showed a temptation with a sharp contrast.

Shocked by his words which were completely different from his usual personality, Su Yun was stunned for a moment, and then looked him straight in the eyes without giving in.

However, his eyes were filled with extreme seriousness, as if he was trying to look through the windows of his two hearts to find out Su Yun's deepest thoughts.

This world is always so realistic. According to traditional social concepts, men and women are always "strong" and "weak" respectively. However, once external conditions such as power and money are added to these two conditions, a reversal seems to occur.

At this time, the "stronger" party with more external conditions will intentionally or unintentionally naturally oppress and fatally attract the "weaker" party.

To her, he was just a very good choice; but to him, it might be a struggle against years of obsession and self-entanglement.

So a person who pursues perfection will eventually fall into the trap of a relatively perfect person.

This is a kind of helplessness, but it is also a compromise under helplessness.

Combining their previous closeness and subsequent separation, he has gradually figured out Su Yun's character. However, the "understanding" and "acceptance" after the understanding are another tangle and struggle that requires reconciliation with himself.

The entanglement and struggle have come to an end, and at the same time, there are examples of others who are brave enough to make progress and get the "sweetness", how can the previously slow and tepid personality not be tainted with tough and radical genes?

The crying child gets candy; our ancestors’ words have always been so simple and yet they speak volumes about the essence of human nature.

Therefore, he no longer wanted to be the one who stood by silently waiting for the person in his heart to look back, but he wanted to use an attitude that was a mixture of toughness and weakness to seduce this undetermined wind to stay in his arms for a moment.

She is tough because her heart is too hard; and she is weak because her heart still retains the last bit of tenderness of conscience.

Only with such a double attack can this wind, which has no direction, be willing to stay and warm the desire in our hearts.

He no longer wanted to care about what others thought. He had practiced so hard before, but he became a victim of the game of capital. It became his eternal regret and sigh, and even led to many misunderstandings and insults...

This year of peace gave him not only spiritual peace, but also spiritual growth.

Yes, growth.

Even if hard work does not necessarily bring the desired rewards, at least he has worked hard towards his goal and strived for it. No matter what the outcome is, he will not regret not letting go of everything and trying again when he looks back on that moment one day.

After all, only by working hard can you reach out and get closer to hope.

He deeply loves music, the stage, and... the person in front of him.

Sensing his silent yet obvious feelings, Su Yun was actually a little at a loss for a moment.

The person who usually has no control over his words and keeps saying "of course I want them all" becomes really confused in his thoughts and words when he is faced with a truly tempting choice.

However, the feelings of knowing each other for many years always allow her to distinguish what the other person really wants in the fastest time.

Different from Zha Lan's hedonistic nature, Chen Boyang's proactive approach this time was a compromise after millions of entanglements, leaving aside his principles and obsessions.

In the former, desire is greater than love, while in the latter, love is greater than desire - in this case, it is more difficult to deal with.

For those who indulge in pleasure, not getting what they want is the best, so she would rather endure the confusion that comes with being lured in, and stick to her original intention to maintain the bottom line of this relationship: because she deeply understands that once this relationship deteriorates, it will never be able to return to the carefree and intimate relationship of the past.

For someone who is in love, whether to let him get it or not is a very difficult choice.

After getting it, people who love deeply will only want more love to fill their long-empty hearts; but when they don’t get it, they will always be trapped in this bitter love and unable to extricate themselves, which will eventually lead to unexpected bitter consequences.

All ten fingers were of different lengths, thicknesses and thicknesses. There was no doubt that she could bear to reject the romantic and frank temptation, but it was hard for her to bear to resist the sincerity that seemed to offer her his whole heart to do whatever she wanted.

"Do you know what kind of path you're embarking on if you say that?" Looking at those eyes, Su Yun sighed and then shook her head gently, "You should know my character very well. For a long time in the future, I don't plan to let the word 'emotions' control my normal life and career."

In particular, she had seen with her own eyes him holding a child and smiling so happily.

"I don't care." He whispered, then raised his voice again, "I really don't care about this!"

"No matter what dreams and goals I once had, I can now give them up." He lowered his eyes and said with some self-mockery and nostalgia, "I have also tried to give up... but I can't do it. I really can't do it."

Perhaps his emotions were really at a stage of high excitement but also confusion and complexity. He would always repeat himself subconsciously when speaking, as if he wanted to emphasize through such repetition that his heart had gone through struggles and entanglements and finally came to compromise and determination.

"I... I know I may not be very good at expressing myself, but please believe that my heart has always been here." He stared into Su Yun's eyes, "From the day the bauhinia flowers bloomed, to the distant future that I still don't know."

"Danny..." Su Yun called him softly, and when she was about to say something, he kissed her with a decisive and regretless attitude, as if he was afraid that she would say something that would hurt him.

It was no longer as gentle and shy as before, but now contained a toughness that had finally been established, and a taste that was both bitter and sweet...

It was the taste of the throat-soaking tea and sugar cubes he had just tasted. The sweetness and bitterness were entangled with each other, along with the intense temperature of emotions.

He had been so docile in front of her, but now it all turned into forced obsession and grief, tortured by the unrequited love to the point of giving up everything, as if he wanted to entrust his heavy and fragile life to the other person, just asking for a reward of pity.

However, in the real world and in unsolved love, many times, there is no reward for giving.

And this was done to a "heartless" person who had already broken free from the shackles of material things and had begun to seek some relaxing pleasures during his long and endless career struggles.

Some people are like plants, starting their life plans early; some people are like the breeze, moving freely in the world and hard to find - even if she occasionally lingers on a little gentle warmth, she will always yearn for freedom.

Perhaps it is also due to the world's tolerance for the "strong". The stronger a person appears, the lower people's expectations and bottom line are, allowing them to receive more love and affection than usual.

He was aroused by the scent that was a mixture of the freshness of plants, flowers and fruits and the warm fragrance of passionate love. He followed the scent all the way, and the previous warmth gradually melted into boiling, with dots of red dotted on the white and creamy skin, just like gorgeous red plum blossoms proudly spreading on the snow, melting the long-frozen cold, and bringing about a spring return to the world that warms the heart.

The eyes that looked at each other were filled with sparkling light, as bright as stars falling into the world. Suddenly, she seemed to understand the true meaning of beauty misleading people.

Everything in the world always has two completely different sides. The more powerful people think they are, the more likely they are to be hit by something they never expected at some unexpected moment.

Once you cross this line, there is no turning back - but what does morality and rules mean? They are just...

Cherish the people around you and enjoy the spring while it lasts, that’s all.

Noticing Su Yun's change of heart, he gave her a few random kisses again, as if to comfort her: "Don't be nervous..."

"You..." Su Yun slowed down and said hoarsely, "It seems that you are more nervous..."

Before she could finish her words, the young man, who seemed to be angry out of shame, blocked her mouth fiercely. His annoyance and love turned into his response to refute that she was not nervous.

Perhaps he had really done his homework seriously in private, and his movements were obviously softer than before - however, being an excellent student in theory classes does not mean he can get excellent grades in practical classes. When the small and warm kisses fell on the skin on his neck, I could vaguely hear a soft gasp that he tried to suppress but escaped from his throat involuntarily.

His acting skills have always been just barely adequate. If he encounters a role with a suitable personality, he can still play his true self to a certain extent. But if he encounters an unsuitable role... then people with relevant experience can easily see through his true nature.

In every sense of the word, experience.

Noticing the subtle smile that Su Yun revealed subconsciously, he bit her earlobe with a bit of embarrassment, and the breath that he had maintained with great difficulty was broken from then on, turning the calm and lingering breath into a rapid and chaotic one.

The more anxious you are, the more you appear to be a rookie.

As if he heard the other party's teasing and comfortable chuckle again, his shame gradually accumulated into anger. After calming down a little and recovering his breath, he relied on the heaviness of his body to press down, trying to seal the red and soft breasts that made him love so much but also annoyed.

While chasing and playing, it seemed as if I recalled the lessons I had done before, and then, with some innate understanding of human beings, I explored the true meaning of love and desire in such extreme intimacy.

The other free hand wrapped around and intertwined with hers, and as their ten fingers clasped together, the sense of relief that the long-awaited dream had finally come true surged over them like a tide, soaking them until they were weakened to the point of being numb and limp, with no more strength left to resist the call of reason.

In the midst of confusion and trance, I seemed to hear a breath that couldn't be any softer, but the three words in it that were filled with endless love were so heavy that they couldn't be heavier.

"I love you."

A drop of boiling tear seems to burn an indelible mark on the skin. All the entanglements and obsessions of the past are thrown away on this night, and deep emotions filled with infinite complexity are about to be born in silent tears and smiles.