Chapter 41
Chi Ying's tone was filled with strong resentment, mixed with the personal feelings of these male dogs who found out that their little bitches were about to be pooped on.
Tang An: “…”
Wait, why did I subconsciously put myself in the role of the coveted little bitch?
He held his forehead with both hands, trying to dispel this strange association: "Impossible? Are you sure you didn't see it wrong?"
Chi Ying plopped down on the table, making the tea set clang loudly. "I promise I didn't see it wrong, honey. You didn't see that scene. It's more disgusting than Tang Bohu eating shit!!"
Tang An was silent.
That's really disgusting.
But he just couldn't understand why Su Chengyue had such rebellious thoughts towards Gu An.
This plot is exactly the same as those melodramatic stories he has been cramming recently.
What about "The Domineering Apprentice Forces Love" and "Where Can the Cold Immortal Escape"...
What exactly is the problem?
First, there's Gu An's inexplicable feelings for his adoptive father, Chen Qi, and then there's Su Chengyue's illicit love for her master, Gu An. Could it be that a broken heart in cultivation can be rekindled? Or is Gu An's stoic face essentially a walking succubus trap?
etc.
Tang An slapped his cheek hard.
Why did I come up with all this nonsense?
Chi Ying's face suddenly came very close, and her warm breath sprayed on his face: "Are you listening to me?"
The tips of their noses almost touched.
Tang An looked at the handsome face so close to him, and as if possessed, he moved forward and gave a quick kiss on the slightly open lips.
"Yes."
“…”
I don’t know if it was because of the abstinence for a year and a half that made Chi Ying become a Buddha, or if it was because the sudden sneak attack was too powerful, but he froze in an instant.
The next second, he sprang back like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, covering his mouth with his hands. His cheeks flushed red all the way to his ears, like a virgin being molested by a lecher. He growled in rage, "Tang An! What are you doing?!"
Tang An looked innocent and confident: "I kissed my legally registered husband, what's the problem?"
Chi Ying: "But but but..."
Didn’t you say before that it was because of someone’s health that they shouldn’t eat?!
How can you act like a hooligan now!!!
Seeing this, Tang An not only blushed, but his ears also turned red, almost dripping blood: "Not really."
Chi Ying rubbed his hot face: "How dare you say that."
I was talking seriously when suddenly this happened. My heart almost jumped out of my chest.
"I just told you a lot, and you promised me you didn't hear anything."
Tang An stood up.
Chi Ying crossed his arms over his chest reflexively and took a step back cautiously.
Tang An: “…”
He didn't bother to pay attention to Chi Ying, walked straight to the bed, took off his coat and trousers, kicked off his shoes, lifted the quilt and lay down in it.
"Since Su Chengyue harbors such feelings towards Gu An, even going so far as to find a substitute in the human world to satisfy his twisted fantasy, this shows that his feelings have... well, seriously deteriorated."
"Deteriorated?"
Chi Ying had somehow rubbed her way to the bed, took off her shoes and socks, lifted a corner of the quilt, crawled in, and lay down next to Tang An.
Tang An adjusted himself to a comfortable position. "Yes, the ancients were very repressed in expressing their emotions, and the social environment was harsh. It's easy to go astray if you're not careful. And then there's this guy Gu An..."
He paused, "He does look good, doesn't he?"
Chi Ying turned sideways, his arm naturally resting on Tang An's waist: "That's nonsense, he is cut from the same mold as you, saying he is ugly is the same as calling you ugly."
Tang An winked playfully: "Very smart."
Chi Ying pulled the person closer to her: "If you hadn't shown me that face in front of me, those things that happened later might not have happened."
Tang An curled his lips: "Oh, judging people by their appearance."
Chi Ying raised an eyebrow: "You are not?"
Tang An: “…”
Well, he admitted that he not only judged people by appearance, but was also a senior gay man who was obsessed with looks.
"Let's get back to the point," Tang An said sternly, "Gu An's face, coupled with his cold and aloof demeanor that keeps people at a distance, is like walking poison to someone like Su Chengyue, who might already have a bit of a special heart. His attraction is deadly."
Having said that, Tang An touched his face.
He is now wearing the gu Ann's shell, thinking back to when Su Chengyue came to visit him late at night, that look that seemed respectful but actually had undercurrents, that was definitely not innocent.
Combined with Chi Ying's information, this guy may have just had some tenderness with a substitute, and the substitute aroused a stronger desire for the real person, so he found a high-sounding excuse to come and "see the emperor".
Tang An felt a chill on the back of his neck, and thought with fear, "I wonder to what extent Su Chengyue's feelings for Gu An have become twisted."
Chi Ying tightened his arms and rested his chin on Tang An's head: "If he dares to touch a hair on your head, I'll skin him alive and pull out his tendons!"
In the past, Tang An would have simply scoffed at such violent remarks, but in this dangerous alien world, Chi Ying's harsh words became the most reliable piece of driftwood he could grab when he was drowning.
It's rough, but it works.
Tang An buried his face in Chi Ying's warm chest and said sullenly, "Next time we call, ask Gu An and the others for me."
"Um?"
"Can we use their bodies to pick mushrooms?"
Chi Ying: “…”
Tang An sighed: "It's been a long time since I've been picked by you. I miss you a little bit."
Chi Ying: “…………”
On the other side, just as Su Chengyue stepped out of the barrier surrounding the residence of Immortal Lord Gu An, the cold and bewitching male voice resounded in his sea of consciousness like a leech.
"Even now, you still don't believe me?"
"The only thing Gu An cares about most in his life is that dragon. You don't know that even if he reincarnates for many lifetimes, Gu An will still be with that dragon. In the world I told you about, they are not only Taoist companions, but also a husband and wife recognized by both heaven and the secular world!"
'They have a happy family, a distinguished background, impressive knowledge, and unparalleled looks, and they have been in love passionately since they were nineteen!'
'Not with me, and certainly not with you! It's with Shen Qi's reincarnation! Su Chengyue, don't you understand?!'
"Only I, Su He! I truly care about you! I plan for you!!"
Su Chengyue finally stopped in front of a remote hill.
The mountain wind blew, ruffling his dark sleeves.
Su Chengyue's face was calm, and her voice was so calm that no emotion could be heard: "How can I trust you?"
A demon that he repeatedly suppressed but kept roaring in his heart.
Su He seemed to have not expected that Su Chengyue would actually give in. He was stunned for two seconds, then patted his chest with full confidence: "Because I know that I love myself more than anyone else in this world!!"
ha.
A hint of sarcasm appeared at the corner of Su Chengyue's mouth.
"Wrong."
He raised his hand and pointed at the vast and boundless sky, which seemed to have never changed.
"I love and respect Gu An. In the past, I was willing to sacrifice my life for him and give him everything I had. Even now, knowing that his path to immortality is over, his cultivation will slip away like an hourglass, and he will eventually be unable to escape the five decays of the celestial beings and turn into a pile of yellow earth, I still care about him more than anyone else and feel the most heartache."
His voice was very soft, so soft that it would dissipate in the mountain breeze.
Su He, who was at the other end of the sea of consciousness, felt a biting chill.
He began to wonder if there was something wrong with his plan? Was it because he was so sure that the other person was him that he neglected to understand Su Chengyue herself?
"...But over the years, I've gradually come to understand," Su Chengyue's voice suddenly turned deep and cold, "Love alone is too pale and powerless. Hate is also necessary."
Su He's heart skipped a beat.
Su Chengyue's voice became clearer and heavier, and every word sounded like the whisper of a devil from hell.
"I love my master so much that I want to present all the beauty in the world to him, afraid that he'd be angry, afraid that he'd be displeased. Hate is different." He chuckled softly, his laughter sounding particularly creepy in the quiet mountains. "Rather than giving him beauty, I enjoy crushing the beauty around him bit by bit with my own hands for him to see. Watching him isolated and helpless, watching him bewildered, especially when he sits alone in the pavilion late at night, drinking the peach blossom wine I carefully brewed for him, his cold face revealing vulnerability and confusion, and he murmurs to me, 'Ayue, did your master do something wrong?'..."
He raised his hands to cover his face, his shoulders trembling slightly, as if he was weeping for his poor master.
"Master is more timid than anyone else, and more soft-hearted than anyone else. Tell me..." He lowered his hand, a mad and twisted look of delight in his eyes. "If he knew that the life-saving Nine-Turn Resurrection Grass I offered him when he was seriously injured and dying was made from the lives and souls of five hundred innocent mortals, how desperate would he be?"
The corners of Su Chengyue's lips trembled slightly, as if she was suppressing something.
"Such a kind person! Such a compassionate immortal! Hahahaha... He must hate himself to death, right? He must want to grind himself into ashes, right?! Hahahaha..."
Su He, who was far away in another time and space, felt a chill running from the soles of his feet to the top of his head when he heard the crazy laughter.
His entire body began to tremble violently and uncontrollably, and his breathing became as rapid as an old bellows.
At this moment, in the depths of Su Chengyue's vast sea of consciousness, a black nightmare as thick as substance and emitting a foul odor was surging and spreading wildly like a boiling swamp, almost completely swallowing up the ball of light representing Su He's consciousness.
'Why are you leaving?'
Su Chengyue walked up to Su He's consciousness, which was tightly entangled by the darkness and whose light had become extremely dim, as if she was strolling in the garden.
He waved his hand lightly, and the entangled dark nightmares retreated a little in an instant as if they were afraid of the king, revealing Su He's face, which was exactly the same as his, but full of panic.
"Let me go!!!!" Su He's voice was shrill and distorted by fear. "If you kill me, you will die too!!! We are one!!!"
Su Chengyue admired with great interest the fear that was almost overflowing from the other person's eyes, as if she was admiring a rare treasure.
He leaned over, and his cold fingertips stroked the illusory cheek of Su He's consciousness, his voice as gentle as a lover's whisper.
"For the past six months, you've been emphasizing that you are my descendant, a part of me. As you said, you care more about Su Chengyue's life and death than anyone else..."
He slowly stood up and took a step forward.
"But there's one thing I still can't understand. If you really are my descendant, then when my past self dies, shouldn't you, as the future self, celebrate?"
"Celebrate... what?" Su He's eyes flickered, and he guiltily avoided the gaze that seemed to be able to see through everything.
Although they shared the same face, the thinking and methods of Su Chengyue in front of him made him feel extremely unfamiliar and frightened.
Su Chengyue suddenly grabbed Su He's chin, forcing him to look up. She leaned over and whispered in his ear in a tone that only the two of them could hear: "The past me is dead, so that the future you can truly live, right? My afterlife?"
Using the gentlest voice, speaking the most scalp-numbing truth.
Su He felt as if he had fallen into an icy cave, and he didn't dare to think whether the other party had already seen through his entire plan.
He trembled: "My purpose in looking for you was really to save you. It was the fragments of memory you left behind that guided me, guiding me to save my past self!"
Su Chengyue's eyes moved slightly, and she seemed to be a little relieved.
Su He seemed to have grasped a lifeline. He continued to work hard, his tone becoming extremely sincere: "Aren't you curious why I know those secrets? Because those are memories of your past, imprinted deep in my soul. I have had those bizarre dreams since I was a child. In my dreams, there is you, Gu An, that dragon, your love, your hatred, your despair..."
The darkness on his body gradually loosened a lot.
This black nightmare also represents the owner's grief.
Su He knew that the other party was beginning to believe him, so he patted the other party's shoulder gently with his hand that had been released: "You can not trust anyone in this world, but you must believe in yourself, Su Chengyue. I know all the pain you have been hiding in your heart. I will help you, okay?"
Su He's hand tentatively touched Su Chengyue's face with a soothing tone: "Just trust yourself this once."
The sea of consciousness fell into a dead silence, with only the surging black nightmare making a low whimper.
After a long while, Su Chengyue raised her eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "You really won't betray me?"
A tear ran down his cheek so quickly that Su He almost thought he was seeing things.
He forced a smile at the person, and just like how he comforted Tang An, he hugged the person and comforted him softly.
"Because of you, I inevitably fell in love with Gu An's future life. This feeling lingering deep in my memory has turned me into a foolish person. But occasionally when I am sober, I will think of you who was abandoned by everyone in the past."
Su He felt the person in his arms tremble slightly.
Su He tightened his arms, tilted his head, and put his lips almost on Su Chengyue's earlobe. His voice was as soft as a feather: "You are such a good person, why do you live such a miserable life?"
Su Chengyue's body trembled.
There was a flash of contempt in Su He's eyes, but his tone was still considerate and gentle.
"So I want to defy fate and change my destiny, not only for you, but also for myself."
"We will definitely..."
The last few words were like stones thrown into a deep pool. Su Chengyue only felt an irresistible fatigue and darkness surging like a tide. Her consciousness quickly sank and fell into the bottomless abyss.
Sleep forever.
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