Chapter 147 Possessiveness
Da Zheng left, but Gu Xizhou's expression did not improve.
After his last unpleasant parting with Su Nanzhi, he has been worried about her illness.
At his wit's end, he even went to the next county to send a telegram to a doctor he knew in the army.
I hope the doctor can make a preliminary diagnosis of Su Nanzhi's illness based on what he said about her symptoms.
But at the moment he sent the telegram, he couldn't help but laugh at himself. He was really desperate and trying every possible means.
Just as he was distracted, there was a knock on his door.
When he opened the door, he didn't see anyone, but he saw a blue shadow flash by at the gate.
Thinking of the blue floral shirt Su Nanzhi was wearing, Gu Xizhou's eyes lit up and he immediately followed her.
After Su Nanzhi confirmed that Dazheng had left and there was no one in the old house, she immediately knocked on Gu Xizhou's room.
After passing through several alleys and turning left and right, Su Nanzhi stopped in front of an abandoned house.
This was the old house of a wealthy Zhou family in Zhoushan County. During the turmoil in the past, the entire Zhou family hanged themselves in the old house, and the Zhou family house became abandoned.
Not long after Su Nanzhi entered the dilapidated house, Gu Xizhou also arrived.
The two hadn't seen each other for a few days, and when they saw each other, they felt a little nervous. For a moment, neither of them spoke.
"Did you cry last time?"
"How is your illness?"
The two voices sounded almost at the same time.
Su Nanzhi looked at Gu Xizhou's face which suddenly turned red, and she had the answer in her heart. A barely perceptible smile appeared on her face.
"What if I'm really sick? What are you going to do?"
After saying that, Su Nanzhi suddenly realized that what she said was nonsense.
Gu Xizhou had already told her with his actions.
Give her money so she can see a doctor.
Gu Xizhou didn't know why Su Nanzhi was smiling, but Su Nanzhi's smile made him unconsciously relax a lot.
"Don't give up hope. Your illness can definitely be cured."
Su Nanzhi looked at his anxious eyes, and the smile on her face became a little brighter, but she was also more certain that she could no longer hide the fact that she was not sick from Gu Xizhou.
Although she did enjoy Gu Xizhou's caring gaze a little.
"Actually... I'm not sick."
Gu Xizhou blinked, and a moment of confusion appeared on his usually cold face.
He felt like there was something wrong with his ears.
Su Nanzhi said she was not sick?
Although Su Nanzhi's complexion looks better now than a few days ago, he saw Su Nanzhi vomiting blood a few days ago.
"Are you getting sicker?"
This possibility instantly popped up in his mind, and the sadness and helplessness in his eyes almost overflowed.
A trace of guilt flashed through Su Nanzhi's heart. She seemed to have really scared Gu Xizhou.
She had no choice but to take out a fake blood bag from her pocket and put it into her mouth. Then a line of blood slowly flowed from the corner of her mouth as Gu Xizhou looked at her in shock.
"I pretended to be one a few days ago."
When Gu Xizhou came to his senses, he felt his hands and feet all over his body go weak.
Even if he was shot in the chest by the enemy on the battlefield, he could stand up and continue firing at the enemy without changing his expression.
But seeing Su Nanzhi bleeding again, he felt even more uncomfortable than being shot several times himself.
Fortunately, Su Nanzhi was not sick.
After coming out of the confusion, he felt lucky. Gu Xizhou couldn't help but let out a deep breath.
"Don't curse yourself next time."
Su Nanzhi looked at his slightly pale face and felt a little embarrassed, but did not agree to him.
"Let's talk about it after we sort out the issue of my house."
Gu Xizhou wanted to say that he would help her solve it, but when he met Su Nanzhi's clear eyes, he didn't say it out loud.
He knew that the strong-willed Su Nanzhi would not accept it.
Just thinking about the task assigned by Brother Long, depression crept up his brows again.
Su Nanzhi is not sick, and it is even more impossible for her to leave Zhoushan County.
But he couldn't really do what Brother Long asked him to do and damage Su Nanzhi's reputation.
Just a mission...
"Leave Zhoushan County! Huang Baogui's men are targeting you!"
Gu Xizhou thought for a moment and finally said it.
This time, there was another person with a frown on his face, Su Nanzhi. "I know, I have a way to deal with him."
Gu Xizhou's face darkened. "You don't know! You don't know how Huang Baogui plans to deal with you."
He was too embarrassed to say the rest of the words.
Su Nanzhi blinked, "How does Huang Baogui plan to deal with me?"
"He...he asked me...to ruin your reputation." After Gu Xizhou finished speaking, his wheat-colored face had turned red.
Although she was a little surprised at Huang Baogui's insidiousness and cruelty, Su Nanzhi couldn't help but have bad thoughts when she saw Gu Xizhou's rare shyness.
"How do you know?"
"Huang Baogui wouldn't want you, a scoundrel, to ruin my reputation, would you?"
Her voice was full of amusement.
After all, she lived a few decades longer in her previous life, so Su Nanzhi didn't take the so-called slut-shaming to heart at all.
However, Gu Xizhou frowned immediately when he saw Su Nanzhi's playful smile.
"I'm talking to you about serious matters, be serious."
Su Nanzhi immediately put on a stern face, but the smile in her eyes could not be hidden.
"If it were another gangster, I might be scared, but I'm not afraid of you."
Gu Xizhou didn't expect Su Nanzhi to trust him so much. Although he felt happy in his heart, his face was still very serious.
Seeing Gu Xizhou frowning, Su Nanzhi immediately apologized to him.
"I'm sorry, don't be angry, I will definitely take it seriously."
Su Nanzhi herself didn't notice that her voice unconsciously carried a hint of coquettishness.
Gu Xizhou's heart skipped a beat. Looking at Su Nanzhi, who was completely different from the well-behaved girl she used to be, he felt his whole heart swell up.
Such a good Nanzhi...
"I'm not mad, I'm just worried about you."
Although Gu Xizhou said he was not angry, Su Nanzhi could feel his low mood.
At this moment, the smile on Su Nanzhi's face slowly disappeared. She felt that she was bowing her head by coming to see Gu Xizhou.
However, Gu Xizhou did not give him a good look.
"Even if you're angry, I don't care." Su Nanzhi looked into Gu Xizhou's eyes and said word by word, "After all, you and I are not even ordinary friends."
"And it was you who said in the telegram not to contact me again."
Gu Xizhou's pupils trembled, and his eyes were full of shock and anger.
Su Nanzhi did not miss his strangeness and reacted instantly.
The telegram he received was not sent by Gu Xizhou.
But she only left her address to Gu Xizhou.
"Do you have anything to explain?"
Su Nanzhi took a deep breath and looked at Gu Xizhou.
Gu Xizhou just moved his mouth, looked at the expectation in Su Nanzhi's eyes, but couldn't say the words that were on the tip of his tongue.
Su Nanzhi is a very good person, smart, kind and brave.
He is not worthy of her.
The light in Su Nanzhi's eyes slowly extinguished. Looking at Gu Xizhou, who seemed to be hesitant to speak, she said, "If you want to say that you have dedicated your whole life to the country, then there is no need to say it."
"Don't worry about me and Huang Baogui. I can handle Huang Baogui myself."
Gu Xizhou is a good person, but his kindness is given to too many people.
This is not what she wants.
Su Nanzhi looked at Gu Xizhou disappointedly, then turned and left.
Gu Xizhou looked at Su Nanzhi's resolute back as she left, and moved his feet.
He had a feeling that as long as Su Nanzhi left the house, he and Su Nanzhi would be strangers for the rest of their lives.
"Can you give me a moment?"
If he is given a little more time, his illness may be cured.
Su Nanzhi paused and turned to look at Gu Xizhou, "Gu Xizhou, I've given you enough time. Perhaps, just like what was written in that telegram, we are not suitable for each other."
Gu Xizhou felt ashamed in front of Su Nanzhi's clear eyes.
He is a coward.
Also a hypocrite.
"I was injured during the mission. Marrying me means you can't have children in the future."
Su Nanzhi paused, and under Gu Xizhou's expectant and fearful gaze, she suddenly asked another question.
"Gu Xizhou, what was the content of the telegram you sent me?"
Gu Xizhou's face turned pale. He wanted to give himself a chance at the beginning.
But when he really faced Su Nanzhi, he didn't dare to speak.
He wanted an answer.
Su Nanzhi waved her hand to interrupt him, her voice full of fatigue.
"Never mind. It's not important."
After meeting in Zhoushan County, Gu Xizhou had so many opportunities to explain to her, but he didn't.
After all, Gu Xizhou didn't like her that much.
Love is possessiveness, love is the courage to try even if the chance is only one in ten million.
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