Chapter 442 Spiritual Collapse (4400)
"What kind of crap plot is this? Why would Xiaogu take on such a bad role? These actors' acting is worse than the cosplayers the master hired!"
"Ling'er is still a good actress. Send Ling'er a WeChat message."
Yuzi cursed while holding the pad, and with a move of his magician's hand, he sent an emoticon package of "You are the best" to Liu Feifei on WeChat.
"So disgusting, so disgusting." A gray-green light appeared on Youzi's body. It was obvious that she was very disgusted by the TV series called Lao Jiumen, which was played by Zhao Baozi.
Why don’t I have a mouth? If I had a mouth, I could at least vomit. Now I can only digest it myself.
Yuzi sighed and was about to close the pad when she saw a notification pop up on WeChat.
Ling'er replied to me!
Huh? When is the second experiment?
Yuzu thought for a moment, and a line of text gradually appeared in the dialog box: "Not yet. The master has been quite busy lately. I think the last experiment made considerable progress, so there may not be a need for another experiment."
Liu Feifei didn't expect that No. 12 would reply so quickly. Seeing Youzi's reply, Liu Feifei couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.
"Fei Fei, what do you want to talk to the master about?"
When Liu Feifei saw the reply on WeChat, she couldn't help but smile.
This No. 12 is really quite human-like and even asks questions proactively.
"Oh, nothing much. I just wanted to take the opportunity to consult Mr. Xiao Fang about some things during the next experiment." Liu Feifei pursed her lips. "Can you help me make an appointment?"
Yuzu enthusiastically said, "What's the favor? Can you tell me? Maybe I can provide you with some help."
Liu Feifei was about to say no, but suddenly remembered that the other party was an AI. She bit her lip, hesitated for a long time, and started tapping on the screen with her fingers.
Anyway, it's just a robot. There are many things that we can't say to others, so it should be okay to say them to it, right?
"It's nothing serious, I've just been feeling a bit lost lately. I have two friends whose living conditions weren't very good when they were young. Oh, not in terms of material things, but in terms of circumstances. B used to protect A and shouldered a lot for A, but recently, B doesn't want to go on like this anymore and wants to leave. But he's also worried that A is too naive and won't be able to survive in this world in the future. What do you think B should do?"
Yuzi was shocked. This was the first time Liu Feifei had talked to it about something slightly personal.
Although she was asking on behalf of her friend, it was her personal matter.
Then I have to analyze it carefully for Ling'er.
"I really envy A for having such a friend. Based on the information you've given me, I think B is a very good friend. B's concerns are reasonable. If she suddenly stops helping A, A, who has long been accustomed to her help, may indeed have a difficult time in the short term."
Liu Feifei pursed her lips, showing a hesitant expression, but also feeling relieved.
Liu Feifei tapped her fingers on the screen and was about to say something when she saw two more lines of words pop up on the screen.
Is No. 12 typing so fast?
"However, this does not mean that B is right to do so. In fact, in most cases, B's help may not be a good thing for A."
Seeing these words, Liu Feifei's pupils couldn't help but shrink.
The dialog box on the screen continued to pop up information.
"You said before that B has been protecting A since childhood. I don't know how young you are, but according to Erikson's eight-stage theory of personality development, humans need to complete the construction of their "self-identity" between the ages of 12 and 18. If A continues to deal with external conflicts on B's behalf, it will cause B's psychological repayment period to be extended indefinitely."
"In other words, although B has been helping A, it is precisely because of her help that A's psychology and personality have never been complete."
When Liu Feifei saw this sentence, her face changed suddenly, but messages continued to pop up on WeChat.
"First, from the perspective of dependency theory..."
"Secondly, from the perspective of developmental psychology..."
"In summary, various theories have proven that excessive support from person B may actually cause person A to remain stuck at a certain stage and not grow."
Seeing No. 12's analysis and summary of thousands of words, Liu Feifei's eyes gradually dimmed.
"Actually, from B's perspective, we shouldn't continue to help A."
Yuzu started talking excitedly, her mouth spitting out foam: "From the perspective of existential psychology, one of the most fundamental human needs is 'self-realization', that is, finding one's own meaning."
"B may be reluctant to leave because her sense of self is completely tied to A. If A no longer needs her, how will she define herself?"
"This is the psychological crisis that many long-term caregivers experience – a profound 'existential void' when the person they care for no longer depends on them."
A hint of doubt flashed across Liu Feifei's dim eyes, and she typed a few words on the screen: "What do you mean?"
Yuzu replied quickly: "To put it simply, the more you help A, the more B will tie the meaning of his or her existence to A. This is also not a good thing for B."
"If B exists only because A needs her, and not because she wants to live her own meaningful life, then she should ask herself: If A no longer needs her, what is the meaning of her existence?"
Upon hearing these words, Liu Feifei's face suddenly turned pale and her breathing became rapid.
Yes, what is the meaning of my existence?
Liu Feifei was silent for a long time, then typed the following line on the screen:
"Thank you, No. 12, I understand."
After sending this sentence, Liu Feifei hesitated for a moment and sent another sentence.
"You're a good friend."
Seeing Liu Feifei's reply, Youzi was delighted.
Ling'er said I was her good friend, hehehe.
Liu Feifei felt dizzy and threw her phone on the sofa. The phone rolled and leaned against the back of the sofa.
Liu Feifei also swayed twice, then fell onto the sofa, leaning against the back of the sofa, breathing rapidly, with a layer of cold sweat oozing from her back.
It turns out that my existence is really meaningless. Only when "I" disappears can "I" be complete.
In a trance, Liu Feifei seemed to see herself in front of a light gate emitting white light, and herself, no, that should be Ning Yu, wearing a white dress, was desperately shouting something at her.
But she couldn't hear anything.
She also didn't notice that after that sentence, No. 12 sent another message.
"For B, leaving A and entering a better world is also a kind of redemption for himself."
After sending this message, Youzi saw that Liu Feifei didn't reply for a long time, so he sent another WeChat message.
"Feifei? Feifei? Are you still there?"
After waiting for a few more minutes, there was still no reply from Liu Feifei.
?
Could it be that I said something wrong just now and made Ling'er unhappy?
No, it's impossible. How could the great Professor Jorz be wrong?
What I said is all the most authoritative psychological analysis on Blue Planet.
Then why did she ignore me?
Yuzu scratched her head with her mage hand.
How about taking a look at what she's doing?
Although it has no heart, it still feels its heart beating when this thought comes to it.
Just take a look.
Youzi secretly hacked into Liu Feifei's phone and turned on Liu Feifei's front camera.
What perspective is this?
After a quick look, Youzi saw Liu Feifei leaning on the sofa with a pale face and breathing rapidly.
What happened to Ling'er?
Why does it seem like my breath is getting weaker and weaker?
Oh no! Was it a heart attack? We're so far away, I can't perform a diagnosis.
The pomelo suddenly glowed red. With such brightness, if you put it at a traffic light, cars two kilometers away would have to brake.
What should I do? What should I do?
Rescue her quickly.
Did Ling'er just say she was in Puhai? Puhai is so far away, it would be too late even if I flew there, unless I teleported.
But I can't teleport either.
Oh, master, please contact me and ask me to rescue Ling'er as soon as possible.
Even if the master punishes her and gives her electric shocks, she must let the master save Ling'er!
Yuzu instantly put herself in Li Xiaoyao's shoes and communicated with the Core of Eselon with a heart full of tragedy.
(Flashback ends)
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Haipu, Dingxi Road.
A tall figure slowly emerged in an apartment with only two night lights on.
"Spiritual collapse?"
After performing an identification technique on Liu Feifei, who was covered in cold sweat, pale and breathing weakly, Fang Yu couldn't help but frown.
In Fang Yu's eyes, the two-colored spirituality in Liu Feifei's body seemed to have completely stopped functioning normally, and the original operating structure seemed to be slowly collapsing.
The orange-red "enchanting" spirituality on the periphery seemed to have lost all its power and was no longer functioning. Its spiritual structure was also slowly collapsing.
The blue "pure state" spirit inside seemed to be trying hard to prevent itself and the "enchanted state" from disappearing, but her presence was also becoming weaker and weaker, and the structure was also slowly collapsing.
Once the spiritual operating structure completely collapses, the spirituality will also dissipate and will no longer be concentrated in Liu Feifei's body. It will become an ownerless scattered spirituality and return to the astral realm after seven days.
By then, even if Liu Feifei didn't die, the best outcome would be that she would become a vegetative state close to brain death.
"What's going on?" Fang Yu asked Yuzi through the core of Eselan.
At Yuzi's urging, he did not return to Haixi to bring Yuzi with him, but teleported directly from Xinhao to Haipu, and then through the etheric world, entered Liu Feifei's apartment on Dingxi Road according to the address provided by Yuzi.
"I really don't know." Yuzi looked confused. "We were just chatting normally on WeChat, and she suddenly became like this."
"Master, is Ling'er okay?"
"There's a problem with the spiritual operation structure. We need to use the Soul Fixation Technique to help her reset it." Fang Yu looked Liu Feifei up and down. "Let's not talk about that for now. How do you have her WeChat?"
"Huh?" Yuzu shuddered and pretended to be dumbfounded.
"Okay, stop pretending and show me your chat history." Fang Yu was too lazy to ask about such details.
"Master, would you like to save Ling'er first and then look at the chat history later? I'm worried..." At Fang Yu's request, Youzi reluctantly sent the chat history to Fang Yu's mobile phone.
Fang Yu rolled his eyes and realized that this guy was pretending to be No. 12 and chatting with Liu Feifei.
After flipping it twice, I reached the end.
Fang Yu couldn't help but stare at it.
Depend on!
You are still so anxious about this ball. The problem Liu Feifei is in now is caused by you!
"How could it be my fault? Master, please don't slander me! I love Ling'er the most, how could I hurt her?" Yuzi became anxious when she heard that.
"Are you still yelling at me?" Fang Yu glared. "Are you stupid? You know Liu Feifei has a split personality, but you haven't realized that the two AB friends she's talking about are actually her?"
"Even the Orange model can recognize that 'I have a friend' is the user himself, and you can't tell? You're really going backwards. Watching bad movies really does lower your IQ."
"Ah?" Yuzu was stunned.
Fang Yu snorted, "Bullshit! Even from a psychological point of view, dual personality is inherently unstable. And you told her that the existence of personality B is meaningless. How can this not cause trouble?"
After hearing this, Yuzu felt so regretful that her eyes were turning blue.
Why am I so stupid?
"Master, you must save her, Master~ Ling'er can't be in danger, otherwise I will die of guilt." Youzi cried and wailed, extremely sad.
I guess it wouldn't be so sad even if its creator, Sekalis, died.
Fang Yu rolled his eyes, but also felt a little strange.
He had studied cases of dual personality in the Great Arcana Era some time ago, and had also studied many similar cases on Blue Star. If this was the case, it was generally a good thing. One of the ways to treat DID was to eliminate other personalities through psychological means, retaining only one main personality, so that the patient could be cured.
But why are both of Liu Feifei's spirits collapsing?
Could it be...
Let's stabilize her condition first.
Fang Yu frowned, carried Liu Feifei to the bed in the bedroom, laid her down flat, then stretched out his hand, and Orion Ye Shuo appeared in the palm of his right hand.
Fang Yu raised his left hand, palm facing upwards, and whispered, "Viteras Lumes Orvannum!"
A string of obscure syllables came out of Fang Yu's mouth, and the star core suspended on the top of Orion's Night Shine Staff emitted a faint yellowish light.
Fang Yu waved the Orion Night Light, drawing streaks of pale yellow light in the air, and these rays surrounded Liu Feifei, forming an extremely complex three-dimensional geometric pattern.
“Stabilitas Anima Perfecta!”
After saying a spell that was completely different from the previous one, the star core of Orion's Night Shine Staff gently touched Liu Feifei's forehead, and the three-dimensional geometric pattern composed of pale yellow light shrank smaller and smaller, and finally tightly wrapped around Liu Feifei's body, and then disappeared into Liu Feifei's body.
In Fang Yu's sight, this geometric figure composed of pale yellow light also disappeared into the spirits of Liu Feifei and Ning Yu. After supporting their spirits that were about to collapse, it began to slowly repair their spiritual structure.
Soul Condensation, a 4th-level spell from the enchantment school.
Its function is to re-bind the spirit of the recipient within his body, and it is also one of the prerequisite spells for the 5th-level ritual spell - resurrection.
A yellow light flashed on Liu Feifei's body, and her originally weak but rapid breathing gradually stabilized.
"Hmm..." Liu Feifei frowned slightly, groaned in pain, slowly opened her eyes, saw Fang Yu in front of her, shook her head, and it took her a full ten seconds to react.
"Mr. Fang...Mr. Xiao Fang? Why are you here?"
Fang Yu took back Orion Ye Shuo: "You are Liu Feifei now, right? Did you just... uh, have a personality breakdown?"
Liu Feifei's eyes were still a little dazed. When she heard Fang Yu say this, she was about to recall what happened before, but suddenly she felt a headache. She sat on the bed and hugged her head in pain.
"I-I don't know…what personality breakdown?"
Fang Yu pulled a chair and sat down: "Do you know that if your personality disappears, Ning Yu's personality will disappear as well?"
Liu Feifei raised her head, forgetting to ask why Fang Yu was here. She held her temple with her left hand and said in a trembling voice, "No, no, I've checked before. Only when my secondary personality disappears can Ning Yu's personality be complete."
Fang Yu nodded: "If the secondary personality of a DID patient is integrated into the primary personality, it can indeed cure the symptoms."
Liu Feifei's eyes turned red, and she was about to say something when she heard Fang Yu's voice again.
"But this is when she is the dominant personality."
"But what if you are the dominant personality?"
(End of this chapter)
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