"No, it's not your fault." Xuan Yanyu pried her hands apart and held his palms.
"Xuan Xixi...Xuan Xixi, you should blame me, you blame me. If I hadn't foolishly run to...run to the vicinity of the cold palace, the baby would be fine, he would be fine..."
The girl's voice was filled with pain. She bit her lips in self-blame, tears falling from her eyes.
"It's... it's my fault." Yan Yuning's eyes were broken and she cried, "I'm sorry... it's all my fault..."
"Ningning, I don't blame you," the man said with a sour and unpleasant voice, his eyes red, "You will have a child in the future."
Yan Yuning burst into tears, unable to control her emotions. It was gone. In the future… there would never be another one in the future…
How should she tell him that she was going home?
There will be no more babies...
The baby and she were gone in a short time, what should he do...
Empress Xuan, who was standing outside the palace, felt a pang in her eyes and looked up, holding back her tears. After a while, she did not walk into the palace.
She should have blamed Ningning for this matter. Why did she go to the cold palace for no reason? But in the end it was Pei's fault. Even if Ningning went to the cold palace, Pei had no bad intentions and Ningning would be fine.
Ningning still doesn't understand the right and wrong in the palace. She should know that she needs to be careful at all times in the palace.
"I want to eat, I... want to eat." Yan Yuning wiped away her tears and tried to regulate her breathing.
Eat well and take good care of yourself, so that you can spend more time with him...
"good."
Xuan Yanyu glanced sideways and ordered the maid to serve the food.
Yan Yuning picked up the soup bowl, tears falling into it one by one. She tilted her head back, took a big sip of the soup, and forced herself to swallow it.
"vomit……"
"No more eating, no more eating." The man wiped the corners of her mouth, pressed her head against his shoulder, and comforted her, "It's okay, I'm not ready to be a father either. I'll leave us only if I'm angry."
Yan Yuning sobbed silently, she clenched the man's clothes tightly, her heart aching so much that she almost suffocated.
His voice was clearly choked with sobs, and it was clearly her fault, but he still endured the sadness and comforted her.
From his perspective, it was she who was willful and refused to let the maid follow her, and insisted on going to see Huai Xi, which led to the baby's accident. He...he should have scolded her...
A teardrop fell on her face, and Yan Yuning's eyelashes trembled.
"Qi Qingchen is about to cry, Xuan Xixi, when will you cry for me?"
No, no... don't let Xuan Xixi cry in front of her...
Yan Yuning's tears welled up again, her heart was tightened, and her emotions were almost broken.
——
In the next few days, even though Yan Yuning ate her meals seriously and drank her medicine diligently, her health was getting worse day by day.
I became more and more sleepy, often vomited after meals, had no energy, and felt tired easily.
"Crown Princess, it's time to take the medicine." Qiu Ci's hands were shaking as she held the medicine.
These past few days, when His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was with the Crown Princess every day, the Crown Princess was in a good mood. After His Royal Highness the Crown Prince left, the Crown Princess hugged Xuetuan and cried.
"Qiu Ci..." Yan Yu Ning murmured, "You don't know how much I look forward to having a baby with Xuan Yanyu."
Xuetuan noticed that Yan Yuning was in a low mood, and leaned clumsily into Yan Yuning's arms, calling her twice, trying to comfort her.
Qiu Ci wiped her tears and said, "Miss, don't be sad. You and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will have another child."
"No more... No more..." Yan Yuning hugged Xuetuan tightly, her voice hoarse and broken.
"Yes, of course." Qiu Ci sniffed, "You can't be so sad anymore, you have to take care of your body."
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