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Ye Wenyu stepped forward, grasped Lin Tingfeng's hand, and pleaded with him with utmost sincerity, "Tingfeng, don't send me away! We are both pitiful people, we are very similar, we must stay together so that we can comfort and redeem each other."
She gazed at him, pleading with him, tears welling in her eyes. She choked out, "I made many mistakes before, but now I'm more sensible. I can see things clearly. I know you're good to me, and I'll cherish it even more. Please, don't send me away. I finally saw through the fog and came to your side. I know where my true feelings lie. Please don't send me away."
Her heart was in turmoil and pain, like dandelions in autumn, scattered and chaotic. She thought to herself, Lin Tingfeng actually doesn't want her anymore. She has lost all direction and all goals in her life.
What should she do? In that instant, all the value and meaning of her life was lost.
Fear and confusion, like creeping vines, had climbed up and filled her entire body.
She had wanted to save everyone and make amends for all her mistakes, but now she has lost that opportunity.
He actually doesn't want her!
Ye Wenyu shed tears of pain and despair. She stood pitifully in front of Lin Tingfeng, her mouth agape in agony, but she could not utter a word.
Looking at her, Lin Tingfeng felt as if his heart was bleeding. Her words were like knives piercing his heart.
He was breathing weakly, as if he had suddenly fallen seriously ill. Even when he learned he had stomach cancer, he was not in such agony as he is today.
Ye Wenyu's words, such as "I made many mistakes in the past, but now I am more sensible and I can see things clearly. I know you are very good to me, and I will cherish it even more. Please don't send me away. I finally saw through the fog and came to your side. I know where my true feelings are. Please don't send me away," revealed all her experiences from both lives.
Lin Tingfeng didn't understand the words, but he sensed another layer of meaning: this girl was truly looking at him, loving him unconditionally and without regard for societal norms. Her love for him was deeper than the sea.
How could he possibly drive such a wonderful girl away from him?
But keeping her by his side would be too selfish! She wouldn't gain anything from him. He was penniless, had lost his shares, and was now penniless, his future uncertain. It would be dangerous for her to be with him; she'd already been kidnapped once, did she want to be kidnapped a second time? Zhang Yingzi might want to kill him, because only with his death could she truly be at ease. So being with him was extremely dangerous. Even if he could take good care of her and keep her safe, what if he died one day? He was so much older than her. Rather than spending more time together and developing deeper feelings, only to suffer even more loss, it would be better to leave now. At least their feelings weren't that deep yet; separating now would lessen her pain.
This was Lin Tingfeng's decision.
He said to her earnestly, "Xiaoyu, we're not a good match. I'm doing this for your own good. You'll definitely pass your interview tomorrow. You'll soon be a government employee. With a job like that, you'll definitely find a better man, someone your age, with a high social standing. You can build a perfect family together. I can't ruin your life, so go now, quickly!"
At this point, he could no longer bear the overwhelming pain of loss in his heart. He reached out, turned her around, pushed her towards the door, closed the door, and shut his eyes.
She remained outside the door, repeatedly knocking and pleading with melancholy.
Lin Tingfeng remained unmoved, like a stone statue.
Ye Wenyu knocked on the door until she was exhausted and in great pain. In despair, she turned around and went home.
Her life lost its direction. She was reborn, but because Lin Tingfeng didn't want her, everything failed.
She's such a failure as a person, what should she do?
If he leaves her, will Lin Tingfeng revert to his former self, unleashing a bloodbath that leaves everyone dead and rivers of blood flowing?
Ye Wenyu returned to her rented apartment, a wave of fear washing over her.
Outside, the night was as black as ink. Looking at the darkness, she thought that her and Lin Tingfeng's tomorrow would be just like this night, without any light or hope.
That night, Ye Wenyu didn't sleep a wink. She tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what. Whenever she closed her eyes, the faces of the people who died in her past life would spin and overlap in her mind, like a Montage scene in a movie, causing her immense pain.
As dawn broke and the room was filled with the light of day, Ye Wenyu got out of bed. She thought to herself, "No, I can't accept this outcome!"
In this life, if she doesn't accompany Lin Tingfeng in doing something, he will definitely be the same as in the previous life, because he has no regrets and no scruples.
But he broke up with her. So, what should she do to get back to him? To redeem him, and in doing so, to redeem herself.
Standing in the morning sunlight, Ye Wenyu squinted as she recalled the moments they had shared in this life: when he saw her, he would smile, a smile as warm as the sun; when he was with her, he would talk more and feel much lighter; even when they didn't speak, they were happy together.
When he was hospitalized, the medical staff mistook her for his girlfriend. Every time this misunderstanding happened, she would blush with embarrassment, and he would be very happy, looking at her with amusement, as if he really enjoyed the misunderstanding. He accompanied her to take the civil service exam, and while she was taking the exam, he waited outside the exam hall, baking in the sun, without complaining. When she was kidnapped, he actually sold one-third of the shares of the Lin Group and spent 80 million yuan to save her.
Tell me, how many men in this world would be willing to spend 80 million on a woman?
I ask you, how many men in this world have spent 80 million on a woman and then driven her away?
The only reason he did this was because he loved her!
Thinking of this, Ye Wenyu suddenly opened her eyes. She realized that Lin Tingfeng broke up with her not because he didn't love her, but precisely because he loved her too deeply and didn't want to be a burden to her, so he sent her away.
This discovery made Ye Wenyu stand up. Once the idea was realized, it lingered in her mind for a long time, as conspicuous as a signal light.
Lin Tingfeng's words from yesterday still echoed in her ears: "You'll soon be a government employee. With a job like that, you'll definitely find a better man, someone your age, with a high status, and you can build a perfect family. I can't ruin your life, so go now, hurry up."
Ye Wenyu became excited, her lips pressed tightly together, her hands clenched into fists, her eyes shining like stars, and her face glowing. She thought she was really stupid, why did she only realize now that Lin Tingfeng loved her, whether in the past life or this life, he loved her, and loved her more deeply than the sea!
Why would she listen to such a good man and leave his side?
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