An incomplete match made in heaven (dark version ending, be careful!)
The alarm clock rang and Ji Jinyan opened his eyes.
He has been having frequent dreams recently, and when he wakes up he can't remember anything about his dreams.
He went to the company as usual to handle work matters.
The tedious chores made him frown and look at the table.
I looked around and found that everything on the table was still there, but suddenly I felt like there should be something here.
I feel depressed and always feel like I have lost something. My soul is wandering around with nowhere to rest.
The mark deep in his soul was not engraved, and he was confused and at a loss as to what to do.
Ji Jinyan didn't know what he wanted, but he was in great pain because he couldn't get it.
This feeling of emptiness tortured him, and he walked alone on the road with a heavy heart.
He passed by a man in a white shirt and quickly chased after him.
"what?"
Seeing her face clearly, Ji Jinyan let go of her hand and said, "Sorry."
The loneliness in his life grew deeper and deeper. His current life had no hope and he had long since lost his direction and self.
Sometimes he wanted to indulge in dreams, not wanting to wake up, and sleep forever.
He was looking for something in this city and searched every corner.
I went back to my alma mater and attended a lecture.
He sat down aside and a boy started talking to him.
"Are you Senior Ji?"
"Do you know me?"
"Of course..."
Ji Jinyan glanced at the podium, lost interest, and interrupted him.
"Sorry." He strode away.
When he walked out, he saw an advertisement for "Yiyou Jianghu", a popular game in Quan State, on the screen of a roadside building.
He stared at it for a while, then looked away.
Sometimes he would be in a trance, thinking that he was fake, everything around him was fake, and the whole world was fake.
It's like a programmed program that keeps repeating itself.
He didn't find what he wanted, but the feeling was about to overwhelm him.
Ji Jinyan made a decision. He wanted to try to save himself.
In the old house of the Ji family, Old Man Ji looked at Ji Jinyan who was kneeling in front of him.
She threw the report at him in a rage. The cover had four big words written on it: "Resignation Approval."
"Tell me what you're thinking? You're leaving the group and even leaving the Ji family."
"Grandpa, I don't know what's wrong with me. I shouldn't be like this, but I just feel..."
"It's very painful. I want to die." He tried hard to hold back his tears.
"Son, you might be ill. I know you're under a lot of pressure managing the group, but this is your father's legacy."
Ji Jinyan's expression was numb, tears streaming down his face. Seeing him like this, Master Ji sighed.
"You should take a break first, and then return to the company after you've rested."
He shook his head. "I won't be coming back."
"Jin Yan, are you really going to abandon the group and leave me, an old man, to struggle to support it?" Master Ji knocked his crutch heavily in anger.
"There's still a younger sister in the group. I'll transfer her position and send someone to assist her."
"You..." Master Ji almost fainted.
"Grandpa, don't be angry. I will arrange everything. Don't worry about it. I will leave soon."
Ji Jinyan stood up and walked out of the Ji family mansion.
At Kyoto Airport, Gu Li'an and Ji Anna saw them off.
He patted Gu Li'an's shoulder and said, "I'll leave the group's affairs to you."
"Are you really leaving?"
"Um."
"Ji Jinyan, don't be so outrageous. Don't give up a bright future and talk about finding something to dream about."
He remained silent.
"I'm your brother after all. Brothers are there to support you. Go with peace of mind. I'm here for you."
"Thanks."
"Well, say that."
“Brother.” Ana Shen stepped forward.
"Anna, I'm sorry to trouble you."
"Although I don't know what happened to you, don't worry, I will study hard and help you take care of the group. If you want to come back, come back. I will keep this position for you for the time being."
Ji Jinyan smiled with relief, then looked at Gu Li'an. "Take good care of her."
Ji Jinyan walked into the crowd. Ji Anna was reluctant to leave, so Gu Li'an put his arm around her shoulders.
The plane landed and he stepped on different pieces of land, crossing out one place after another on the map.
Before I knew it, I had traveled all over the country and seen many people and things.
Still unable to find comfort in my heart, I went to a new place.
This is an ancient and deserted city with very distinctive buildings.
He settled down here and planned to stay for a few days.
After settling in, he went out to explore the next day carrying the prepared food and tools.
This city looks small but it is well connected with many roads.
The further I walked, the fewer people there were, and as I walked, there was no one left on the street.
Ji Jinyan felt a little strange and looked around. It was still daytime, but where did everyone go?
The road ahead was wider, with only one main road. He walked forward for a long time but still couldn't reach the end.
Ji Jinyan planned to go back first, so he turned around.
The road behind him disappeared, and everything around him changed.
Where is this place?
It looked like an abandoned wasteland that had been empty for a long time. He looked around as he walked.
This place is like the ruins of the post-apocalyptic world, filled with fear and helplessness.
Ji Jinyan turned on his camera and took some pictures to record the situation. The road ahead was blocked by rubble.
For some reason he suddenly became very determined and crawled over using his hands and feet.
Ji Jinyan saw a shocking scene: desolate land with corpses and bones scattered everywhere.
There were almost no living things, not even a bird in the sky, and the whole place was devastated.
He walked through here and forward.
There were fewer corpses ahead, but as we moved forward, there were no more debris around us, and the ground was intact.
Ji Jinyan stopped. One step forward would lead him to a bottomless abyss, and a huge crack appeared in the earth.
He seemed to hear some sound in the crack and was attracted.
His entire soul trembled for a moment, and a tear shed unconsciously.
Ji Jinyan stretched his foot towards the abyss, trying to get closer.
A snowflake floated into his eyes, and his eyes became clear again.
He withdrew his foot, and heavy snow began to fall in the gray and depressing sky.
Heavy snow covered the ground, and the wind and snow gradually grew stronger, blocking his vision, as if isolating him.
He was in the center of the blizzard, the vortex sweeping around him.
Ji Jinyan covered his face with his arms and closed his eyes.
The heavy snow fell and ended from then on.
The next moment, the surrounding noises became noisy.
He suddenly lowered his arms and found himself standing in the middle of the street, surrounded by passers-by.
There was not a speck of snow on his body, and everything that had just happened seemed like a mirage.
Ji Jinyan quickly looked through the camera, but there were no photos at all, and no signs of deletion.
A mirage? This might be his first remembered dream of these.
He stood in the vast sea of people, smiling but not with a smile on his face, his eyes filled with sadness.
Later, Ji Jinyan lingered here and never found his way into that continent again.
After returning disappointed time and time again, he finally realized that perhaps it was meaningless.
The last news about him was that Ji Jinyan, who was only in his teens, suffered from depression and committed suicide.
After that, no one saw him again.
No one will know his persistence, understand his frustration, and eventually disappear with him.
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