Chapter 74 Chapter 74 Sincerity.
Two nights of high-intensity exercise.
It's somewhat physically demanding.
It was a little after nine in the morning. Shi Shu saw that everyone was still sleeping soundly. He estimated that even if they woke up in a while, they would not have the energy to go out and practice. So he simply let the two children play freely and just had to come back before three in the afternoon.
I stayed in the hotel and roughly packed up my scattered luggage. I picked up the cotton pajamas and underwear at the end of the bed, went to the balcony to wash and dry them. When I returned to the room to pack them into the suitcase, the person on the bed had already woken up.
He looked like he had been awake for a while, but he was still in a daze, with a blank expression and empty eyes.
Their eyes met and he blinked slowly.
After a while, she saw the clothes that she was supposed to wear neatly placed on top of the folded clothes in his hands, and she recalled the scene of them being violently torn apart.
Her muscle memory was gradually recovering, and the shameful pain spread from her lips to her legs, causing her to shrink back reflexively. She pulled up the quilt with a muffled sound, turned around and turned away.
Only then did I realize I was still wearing clothes.
Last night, as soon as they got on top of each other, he stripped off her clothes one by one, but he didn't take off his T-shirt until almost dawn, put it on her, and then got up and went to the bathroom.
At that time, she was kissed so hard that she was stunned, and no part of her body was spared.
The mental shock and physical exhaustion made her neither think nor bother to get out of bed and retrieve her clothes.
After watching the undulating back muscles like mountains disappear from his sight in the darkness, he gasped, closed his eyes, and fell asleep due to exhaustion.
It is no surprise that it is in a vacuum state at this moment.
Realizing this, her body, already covered in red marks, gradually turned redder. Her back stiffened, her fingers grasping the hem of her dress limply, she slowly pulled it down under the quilt. A shadow fell behind her again.
The quilt covering the head was pulled open, and a large palm fell down, gently stroking the top of the hair while leaning over to kiss the soft earlobe.
Warm breath covered my skin, and a low, magnetic voice pressed against my eardrums: "It's time to get up."
A tingling sensation like an electric shock.
His body couldn't help but shudder again, as if he couldn't bear it anymore, and he trembled and let out a moan.
Su Tu didn't say anything because his voice was a little hoarse.
I yelled for too long last night...
I felt a little bit at a loss, unable to turn around and look at him as if nothing had happened, so I just curled up in shame, hoping that he would come to his senses on his own.
He had to go out first before he could get up and change his clothes.
What I waited for was the quilt being lifted up.
The whole person was pulled out from behind and placed sideways between the legs.
She let out a low cry and subconsciously clutched the hem of her T-shirt to protect her privacy.
Even though his clothes were large enough to be her skirt, even though he had seen everything and had felt it with his fingertips and lips...
Shi Shu didn't say anything. He just bent down to find her slippers, put them on one by one, then stood up and carried her into the bathroom. He supported her waist with his long arms and squeezed the toothpaste into her hands.
The facial features in the mirror are delicate, the eyebrows are picturesque, the corners of the eyes droop, and the cheeks and ears are all covered with patches of charming red.
Her long hair was scattered on her shoulders, covering some red marks. Her white T-shirt was soft and transparent, fitting perfectly with her proud curves and rosy vertebrae. The two bracelets of different textures on her wrists made her forearms look even whiter, more delicate, and softer, without bones.
He lowered his head and bit the thin back of his neck which was already covered with red marks.
Place your big palms on the base of your legs, kneading and caressing them gently.
He was clearly doing whatever he wanted, but his face was tense for no reason.
There was a thick mist in the depths of his drooping eyes, as if he was suffering from some kind of contradictory and torn torture, and even the trembling of his eyelashes showed his repression.
After brushing his teeth, Su Tu felt his lower back being pushed again. He tightened his arms around his waist with such force that he felt trembling, but he turned around in the end.
She hooked her arm around his neck and asked in a muffled voice, "Is it uncomfortable?"
Shi Shu raised his eyes.
His body pressed against hers.
Su Tu's ears turned red, he bent his knees and rubbed his thighs, whispering: "I'll help you too, okay?"
To be honest, it was to that extent last night.
It's no different from having a real relationship.
But because she was caught stealing, and he suddenly turned over and pressed her down, under the pressure, she instinctively struggled to say no, she was not prepared at all!
And she hoped that he would let go quickly because she was really ready to go to bed.
So later on, no matter how he did whatever he wanted, he never asked to go to the final step. Even when she saw that he was really uncomfortable and asked in disguise if she wanted her help, she was ignored.
Finally, he went into the bathroom alone. She didn't know whether he solved it or not, but she was so tired that she fell asleep.
I didn't expect him to be so patient.
If you say you have to wait until she is ready, then you really have to wait until she is ready.
But this kind of thing, no matter when it happens, should be impossible to prepare for it, right?
As long as it is the first time, you will inevitably be nervous. It’s just a matter of whether you are willing or not.
If there was no condom, she actually wanted to ask him directly if they wanted to do it now.
But if I go out to buy them now, I might not be able to make it in time, and I’m also worried that the two little ones will suddenly come back when I’m halfway through, so I can only rub my leg muscles to urge him: “Is it okay?”
If I use my hands, it shouldn't take long, right?
And even if someone comes back, I can still deal with it.
But that person seemed determined not to let her touch him. He immediately grabbed her hand that was reaching down and pressed it forcefully on the sink.
He kissed her for a while at a distance before leaning against her shoulder and letting out a sigh.
The hot breath fell on my skin, instantly burning it red. My voice was low and hoarse, so suppressed that it was almost begging: "Lunch is in the restaurant."
"Eat out by yourself, huh?"
They ate her up completely.
But he doesn't allow people to touch or look at it.
Su Tu suddenly felt unhappy.
Anyway, he could handle it himself, so she didn't bother to care. She just snorted and turned away with a puffed face, as if she didn't want to waste it.
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Said it was lunch.
In fact, it was already past lunch time.
Su Tu changed his clothes and sat in the restaurant, eating slowly. However, he was still a little worried and looked towards the room from time to time.
I really want to sneak in and watch.
Even if you can't help, it's okay to simply appreciate it.
But thinking about how I had already been caught last night, if I was caught red-handed again...
He immediately became well-behaved again.
And then again, until now, she still didn't know whether he was pretending to be asleep last night, and whether he had discovered that she had secretly met with other men behind his back.
You can't ask either.
What if he really slept with her and no one knew about it? If she brought it up herself, it would be exposed even if it hadn't been exposed yet.
In the end, I could only turn around.
Finish your meal honestly.
Not long after, Song Yu and Su Xin also came back with snowboards. They packed their luggage, checked out and returned to the car. It was already getting dark.
It's snowing again.
During the several hours on the return journey, the street scenes outside the window were gray.
There is little life and visibility is low.
The two children were very lively, because they had learned some skills in the past two days, and they inevitably needed to help each other when posing for photos. Since the morning, they had temporarily reached a strategic cooperation agreement, and their relationship had eased a lot.
After getting in the car, we kept discussing the photos we had just taken, how to edit them, and which one looked more handsome.
At the same time, I posted it to the family group, complaining that my mom was so annoying and insisted on seeing the photo, but at the same time, I laughed and said I knew she would like this one...
In comparison, the front row was unusually silent.
Apart from the occasional handshake on flat roads, there was almost no verbal communication.
This silence goes beyond the fact that neither of them speaks much.
Also, the increasingly dark sky hides the true countdown to separation.
There were 24 hours left at this time yesterday, and now there are less than 4 hours left. It should be just enough to send both of them home and drive the car back to the basement.
But the two of them didn't know the inside story, so they thought it was because the frequent mention of their family touched the hidden scars in Su Tu's heart.
When they were almost home, Su Xin took the initiative to ask: "Sister, do you want to go back home and sit for a while? My brother-in-law is here too, let's go see Dad together."
At the same time, Zhan Dui pretended to be relaxed and said, "Don't worry, brother-in-law, I will definitely speak well of you!"
At this point, Song Yu became unhappy again: "Then why don't you come to my house!"
"You haven't been home for a long time, sister. Mom actually missed you very much. I kept talking about introducing you to someone... cough - in short, I would mention you all the time!"
"This time I said I was coming to see you, and she asked me to ask you when you'd be free to come back so she could make you some fish soup."
Su Xin: "Who doesn't know how to make fish soup? I have it at home too! Go to my sister's house!"
Song Yu: "My sister likes to drink the soup my mom stews! Come to my house!"
"Come to my house!"
"Go to my house—"
As expected, the two started arguing again, and the voices were getting louder and louder. The carriage was suddenly in an uproar. Shi Shu glanced at the person beside him, but found that he was distracted.
It was like realizing that this situation had happened so long ago that it had begun to feel unfamiliar and somewhat at a loss as to how to deal with it.
It was like an emotional disconnect, and she couldn't respond in the way she once was familiar with. She couldn't happily attend the meeting or leave in anger.
Just like how she feels about them now.
I neither expect their love nor feel any hatred.
The reason for the distraction was not melancholy, but the sudden realization that I seemed to have really let it go.
Things will become simpler if you don't have to be swayed by emotions anymore.
Su Tu turned around: "Next time."
He smiled and pointed to his side and said, "I have to go back to the team at 8 o'clock. I don't have time to stay longer."
"ah……"
Song Yu paused and asked a nonsensical question: "Brother-in-law still needs training?"
Su Tu nodded: "Yeah."
Su Xin asked again: "When is the holiday?"
Su Tu said, "New Year's Eve."
"That……"
Song Yu said dryly: "Sister, will you come back for the New Year?"
Su Tu smiled.
He said without any emotion: "Go back."
She used to be obsessed with this and always asked for too much. She believed that all parents must love their children and always wanted to integrate into a family that did not belong to her.
Later, the house was sold and her obsession came back to bite her. She thought that since this was the case, she might as well just stop having any contact with him.
But now think about it.
Actually, what's the need?
Su Housheng and Xu Zhiyun didn't love her, but they didn't owe her anything either.
They had their own lives and families, and didn't have the energy to spare for her. While it's true they neglected her, they never did anything to hurt her. They even paid her monthly living expenses until she came of age. Legally, they'd fulfilled their responsibilities.
As for borrowing money to buy a house, Su Housheng is rich, but most of it is invested. Xu Zhiyun is not that rich, and the family will become financially tight after borrowing.
It is normal for someone who does not love to not want to take the risk of spending such a large sum of money.
In other words, she treats them the same way now.
It is impossible to love wholeheartedly, and it is also impossible to give out all your wealth to help someone.
It's like a distant relative or a neighbor you see every day. There's nothing wrong with visiting him during the holidays and maintaining superficial peace.
At least, my younger brothers and sisters are still cute.
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7:30.
The car drove into the basement.
Shi Shu stopped the car, turned off the engine, stretched out his long arms, scooped the person up into his arms, and confirmed again: "Are you going home for the New Year?"
She looked very indifferent just now.
He wasn't sure whether he was serious about agreeing or just saying it casually.
Su Tu thought for a moment and said, "Not really."
"Just a guest."
Aren’t they going to have a home soon?
How can you call going to someone else's home going home?
Shi Shu lowered his eyes, as if trying to discern whether this relief was true or false.
After a while, under her frank and indifferent gaze, he lowered his head and kissed her: "Wait for me to come back."
Su Tu hooked his neck.
The voice blended into the sound of the rolling water, and trembled slightly: "...Okay."
The big hand supports the back of the neck.
The force grew little by little with each passing second.
It seems that it is really difficult for people to be content.
Yesterday he thought that it was a happy thing that two months turned into two weeks, but after one night, his feeling was completely overturned.
He didn't want to leave and wanted to stay with her.
Regardless of whether her relief was real or fake, her wish to have a home and someone to accompany her was always real.
But that’s not possible. Not only does he have to leave today, he also has to leave after the New Year.
After that, we would be separated for several months every year.
He may not know that every time he gets into a dilemma, even though he doesn't say anything, his expression is very obvious.
It was as if he had endless energy, constantly rubbing and venting his feelings on her.
After being kissed so hard, Su Tu felt a little regretful. Why didn't he put off going to see him until now? Now the threshold has been raised. If he wants to coax him again, he has to show more sincerity than yesterday.
But in practice, it is not that simple.
She was breathing hard, and after being pressed down and kissed for a while, she finally squeezed out a sound from her lips: "...Shi Shu."
He twisted her tongue, the harder he pushed, "Hmm."
She tilted her neck back and gasped for breath: "Two, two weeks...it will be very quick."
He acted as if he didn't hear it.
His big hand sank into the hem of her clothes and rubbed it fiercely through her bra.
"Um……"
Her whole body tensed up, and she moaned softly, unable to bear it. After a long while, she finally managed to form a voice with trembling lips: "Wait, wait for you to come back."
"I'll…will be ready."
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