Chapter 188 Awakening



Jun Mochen subconsciously thought that the source of the hostility was all because of himself.

So, after Shen Yan heard his words, she almost used up all her life's strength to barely control herself from laughing out loud.

If she didn't still need Jun Mochen, she really wanted to knock open his dog head and see what was inside.

What kind of man is he to be so self-righteous?

Perhaps because she was too shocked, Chen Yan did not refute Jun Mochen.

But in Jun Mochen's eyes, such an attitude meant tacit agreement.

A look of disappointment appeared on his face.

"I have already agreed to marry you, why are you targeting her?"

Chen Yan suppressed the sneer in her heart and looked at Jun Mochen with her usual eyes, with a puzzled look on her face.

"That's not what you said at the beginning. You said you hated her to death and didn't want to see her at all. If she attacked me again, you would never let her go. These are all the words you said before. Have you forgotten them?"

Every word Chen Yan said struck Jun Mochen's heart. His face stiffened for a moment, but he quickly covered it up.

"I haven't forgotten, but didn't she hit you again? Why have you become so aggressive? Yanyan, you've changed."

Chen Yan could no longer suppress the sneer on his face.

She kept thanking her luck that she had never been moved by Jun Mochen's cheap and superficial pursuit, otherwise she didn't know how she would feel when she heard his heartbreaking words.

"Second Prince, what you said is really interesting. Is it me or you who has changed? Second Prince should know clearly, right?"

Hearing that Chen Yan had mercilessly exposed his disguise, Jun Mochen felt ashamed for a moment, and a trace of panic appeared visibly on his face. Although he quickly concealed it, Chen Yan still saw it.

In an instant, the mockery in Chen Yan's eyes became even more intense.

She felt that Jun Mochen was extremely hypocritical.

Jun Mochen was a little annoyed by Chen Yan's sarcastic look, and couldn't help but frowned, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"I'm just a little curious. How could the Second Prince change his mind so quickly? Now caring about someone he once treated like a piece of trash? Doesn't the Second Prince feel awkward?"

Jun Mochen had long known that Chen Yan had a sharp tongue, often saying things in court that would leave the emperor speechless. He frowned, "Do you have to be so sharp?"

Hearing him say this, the smile on Chen Yan's face became even wider, "Hasn't the Second Prince known what kind of person I am?"

Chen Yan still remembered that the Queen looked down on her and wanted to persuade Jun Mochen not to focus all his attention on her, so she mentioned that her personality was too cold and sharp, and that Jun Mochen would always suffer in the future.

But what did Jun Mochen say at that time?

He said, "It is her personality that I love. If she were not like this, what would make her different from others?"

Even Chen Yan, who was completely focused at first, couldn't help but feel moved when he heard these words.

Now that I think about it, the excitement I felt back then was just a joke.

A sarcastic smile appeared on Chen Yan's lips, but it was hard to tell whether the smile was directed at Jun Mochen or herself.

"I have always been like this. Did the Second Prince just recognize me today?"

Jun Mochen naturally thought of what he had said at the time, but he found that he really could not find the mood he had when he said those words.

Jun Mochen admitted that perhaps he was indeed a person with an unstable mind. It was precisely because of his unstable mind that he changed his mind after seeing Chen Yan and pushed Sang Liwan to Jun Moyi's side with his own hands.

Thinking of this, he wished he could go back to the past and teach his ignorant self a lesson.

He looked into Chen Yan's cold eyes, which were so deep and icy that he could not see any affection for him at all.

Jun Mochen was stunned for a moment, as if he realized something.

He looked at Chen Yan steadily, his eyes full of doubt, "Yan Yan, do you really have me in your heart?"

Before Chen Yan could answer, he muttered to himself again: "If I exist, why can't I see my existence in your eyes? But if I don't exist, why did you agree to marry me?"

Chen Yan was a little surprised that Jun Mochen, who had always been arrogant, suddenly became sober at this moment.

It's just that it's a little too late to wake up now.

Chen Yan didn't answer his question directly, but simply said, "You're only asking this now. Don't you think it's a little late? The situation between you and me has become a turbulent one. Everyone in the capital knows that I'm the future Second Prince's consort. Besides your Second Prince's Mansion, is there anywhere else for me to go?"

But although Chen Yan did not answer directly, Jun Mochen understood the meaning of her words. His feeling was not wrong. She really did not like him.

"Have you never been attracted to me from the very beginning?"

Chen Yan thought this man was really interesting. He had clearly put his mind elsewhere, but he didn't allow his heart to be away from him. How could there be such a shameless person?

Or is this the tradition of the Jun family?

"Since you have already set your mind on Sang Liwan, why bother with me?"

Jun Mochen also felt that his behavior was a little unreasonable, but he just felt unwilling to accept it.

After all, what he had paid for Chen Yan was not fake. Anyone who knew that he had been infatuated with the wrong person would probably not be able to let it go easily, not to mention that Jun Mochen was a nobleman who had been admired since he was born.

"You've never been attracted to me, why didn't you refuse?"

"Reject?" Chen Yan's voice was cold. "You are a prince, the son of the emperor, and I am just a female official with no background. How can I refuse you if you fall in love with me? Moreover, why should I refuse?"

Having said that, Chen Yan raised her head and looked at Jun Mochen steadily. There was still no warmth in her eyes, but a coldness that Jun Mochen was familiar with.

Jun Mochen then realized that Chen Yan had always looked at him with such eyes, but he seemed to be trapped in a self-deceiving illusion and could not see it at all.

Chen Yan never liked him.

He should have been disappointed, but for some reason, Jun Mochen suddenly felt relieved.

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