All my expectations were extinguished in an instant, and I felt cold from head to toe.
I feel completely hopeless, that's probably what it's like now.
I held the phone, speechless for a long time.
I wanted to ask something, but it seemed pointless.
It's obvious where he went.
圭圭 told him that there would not be a next time.
So, this is a choice he has made.
Isn’t it.
There is no one in the world who does not know how to make choices and weigh the pros and cons.
I was the one he gave up on after repeated considerations.
I subconsciously reached out and touched my belly, and suddenly began to wonder whether I should really keep this child.
Once he stays, it will be difficult to completely break off the relationship between him and me even if I want to.
Child custody is a big issue.
On the other end, he called me, "Nanzhi?"
"Um."
I didn’t say anything more, or rather, at this moment, I didn’t want to say a single extra word to him.
After breakfast, I drove to the hospital by myself.
㳍I accompanied him because I wanted to surprise him.
What's the point of bothering Aunt Liu? I'm already pregnant and having difficulty moving.
Maybe I was too distracted, so I didn't react at all when a car overtook me without any warning.
It crashed into him with a bang.
When I came to my senses again, I felt dizzy and instinctively used my remaining strength to call Fu Qichuan.
After marrying him, the first thing I did was to set him as my emergency contact.
——Fu Qichuan is my husband.
This is enough to make me happy for a long, long time, and I can't wait to do something to show my relationship with him.
But after thinking about it for a long time, I could only set up emergency contacts.
And he didn't know it yet.
Just a one-person carnival.
Just like now, the phone has been ringing for a long, long time.
No one answered.
My stomach started to hurt too, and when I thought of the child, I was gripped by intense fear.
Fu Qichuan, please answer the phone!
Finally, he answered.
But the voice that came was not his. Fu Jinan said softly, "Nanzhi, what's the matter? Didn't Qi Chuan say that he has no time to talk to you today?"
Her voice was like a sharp knife, piercing my heart quickly and fiercely, making me bleed.
My breathing was blocked, tears welled up in my eyes, and my fingertips trembled uncontrollably.
I never thought about how long love could last.
At some point in time, you will be filled with hatred.
All his strength seemed to be drained by hatred, and his vision suddenly went dark, plunging into bottomless darkness.
When I woke up again, all I saw was a sea of white.
The medicine flowed into the body through the infusion tube, and the back of the hand felt cold.
Memories before I fell into a coma flooded into my mind, and I subconsciously reached out to touch my stomach, which was still aching.
My child...
Thinking of this, every second was torture. I sat up suddenly and wanted to get out of bed to find a doctor.
"Ruan Ruan!"
The door of the ward suddenly opened. Seeing my movements, Jiang Lai immediately ran in, held me down, and said anxiously, "Don't move. The injection is not finished yet. Don't you want your hand anymore?"
I am not a person who cries easily, but when I thought about the child who was completely out of control, I looked up and met Jiang Lai's concerned eyes, and tears rolled down my face.
"Jiang Lai, I, my child..."
I regret it.
I felt extremely guilty when I thought about how I was still considering whether to keep the child before leaving.
It's my child.
He must have spent a long time in heaven choosing me to be his mother.
I was thinking about whether to keep him.
Jiang Lai carefully wiped away my tears and hugged me, showing a temper she had never shown in front of others. "Why are you crying? The child is still in your belly. He is very well behaved and very strong."
"real?"
"Of course it's true. If you don't believe me, ask the nurse," Jiang Lai said.
The nurse who had just come in with her smiled helplessly, "Don't just worry about the baby. You hit your head. I bandaged the scratch on your forehead, but because you're pregnant, I didn't take a CT scan for you. How are you feeling now? Are you very dizzy?"
"Alright..." I shook my head, feeling a little dizzy.
"That's fine. After the infusion, you can go home and observe the situation. If you feel any discomfort, come to the hospital immediately."
The nurse patted my shoulder and said, "Don't worry, the baby is developing very well. Taking care of yourself is the greatest care you can give to the baby."
After saying this, he went out.
Hearing this, my tense nerves finally relaxed and I hugged Jiang Lai and sobbed softly.
It's like I want to cry out all my grievances and resentment.
After a long time, when I gradually calmed down, Jiang Lai let me go and dragged a chair over to sit next to me.
With a lingering fear on his face, he said, "You really scared me to death, you know? Aren't you going to take Fu Qichuan to the cemetery today? Why are you the only one in the car? Where is Fu Qichuan?
If I hadn't called you when the hospital was contacting the emergency contact, you would have been lying alone in the hospital, and no one would have known anything had happened to you! !
"I checked the dashcam. With your reaction speed, you should have been able to avoid the car, but you didn't. What were you thinking at the time? You almost killed yourself, do you know that?"
Jiang Lai became more and more angry as he spoke, his eyes turned red. At the end, he turned his face away and wiped the corners of his eyes, obviously very scared.
I want her not to be angry, I want her not to be afraid, I am here now.
But in the end, all that came out was a very calm tone, "Lai Lai, I've thought it through."
Jiang Lai looked at me, "What?"
"I want a divorce."
I exhaled a breath of foul air, and suddenly felt a sense of relief that I had never felt in the past half month. "I don't want Fu Qichuan anymore."
Jiang Lai stared at me in surprise. After a long pause, he finally said, "Have you really thought it through?"
"Um."
Seven o'clock.
After a few meals, I really liked him seven times.
But he never even showed any emotion because of me.
It's funny to say, but when I saw him getting angry at Fu Jinan again and again, I actually felt a little envious.
It's quite sad.
I also know deeply that he will always be concerned about Fu Jinan.
I don’t want to think clearly today, but I will think clearly about him tomorrow.
If that's the case, why embarrass yourself so much?
Jiang Lai suddenly raised his eyebrows, "Good fortune and bad luck really go hand in hand. A car accident destroyed my love brain. If I had known earlier, I would have let you get hit."
“…”
"What about the child? Does he know about the child's existence?" Jiang Lai started to think about divorce for me.
"have no idea."
The corners of my mouth curved up, and I said with difficulty, "Originally, I was planning to tell him today."
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