Suddenly, my heart softened.
She put her arms around his waist, hugged him tightly, and let him do whatever he wanted.
Perhaps out of consideration for the two people, one large and one small, in the bedroom, Zhou Fang did not indulge himself. He only tried briefly, his eyes deep, "Come to my house?"
“…”
My cheeks heated up and I glared at him, "Is Jiang Lai here to bring your nephew to you?"
"Once in a while."
“…”
So shameless.
But I still declined, "No, we just confirmed our relationship, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry."
"Are you tofu?"
His eyes were playful and his voice was clear. "Besides, I just want to hold you and sleep. You're on your period, and I can't fight bloody battles..."
"Zhou Fang!"
So muddy!
Say whatever you want.
I tried to cover his mouth with my hands, but I couldn't stop him from saying the word. My face got even hotter, and I felt my earlobes were so red they seemed to be bleeding.
He gently moved my hand away, took it into his palm and squeezed it, raising an eyebrow, "Can't tell?"
"cannot."
"Why?"
"...㫯...㫯 is too big."
"How big is it?"
He looked at me teasingly, "The ancients said that food and sex are human nature."
“…I can’t argue with you.”
Embarrassed, I pulled him up and pushed him out. "Okay, okay, it's getting late. Go home and get some sleep."
"oh."
Zhou Fang responded sullenly, then reluctantly cooperated with me as we walked out of the house and waited for the elevator.
There is one household per floor, and it is a small villa.
The elevator came quickly.
However, Zhou Fang had no intention of going in.
I looked up at him, "Why..."
Before she could finish her words, he suddenly grabbed her arm and hugged her tightly.
Gentle yet resolute.
I was stunned for a moment, not knowing where his emotion came from, but I didn't push him away. Just as I was about to enjoy his hug, his hand on my arm slowly fell down.
From the elbow to the forearm.
Finally, it lands on the wrist.
The man's warm, dry thumb reached into the jade bead necklace I was wearing and rubbed the scar on my wrist again and again.
I was in a state of confusion.
I've been hiding this from him...
How would he know?
Before I had time to think, I heard him say in a low voice: "Baby, does it hurt?"
He didn't say much, but I could clearly read the heartache from his tone.
I was a little confused by the nickname I had never used before.
However, I quickly came to my senses and looked up at him in his arms. "It hurts, it hurts so much. Zhou Fang, if anything happens to you again, I might feel the pain again."
In fact, this injury has little to do with him.
But that day was indeed his birthday.
That day, I won a very prestigious award and received applause from the whole room.
Many familiar and unfamiliar people gave me various compliments, and I received nothing but kindness.
I left with the trophy, but saw Zhou Fang on the crowded street.
I was distracted and he disappeared.
I searched every shop on that street and asked in every office building.
None of them have him.
The excitement and sense of accomplishment of winning the award formed a huge gap with the fact that "Zhou Fang was dead".
I even vaguely bought a bottle of red wine on the way home.
When he woke up again, he was lying on a hospital bed.
Then I realized that I had cut my wrists.
Dave is not a good-tempered person. He tried his best to control his anger and not scold me.
He was terrified. "The awards ceremony is over, and everything was fine, right? Why did you do something so exciting right after returning home?"
"I seemed to see him, but I didn't find him."
"he?"
Dave reacted immediately, speaking in fluent French, "Your light?"
These things happened when he told me all about his seven or eight love affairs without reservation and then started gossiping about me.
I told you everything honestly.
There is always some secret exchange between people.
Besides, I know Dave is a good person.
——My light.
This is the three-word summary Dave gave Zhou Fang after listening to my experience.
I lay on the hospital bed and nodded, "Yes, Zhou Fang."
Originally, while I was looking for Zhou Fang, I had slowly accepted the news that he might be dead.
But that time I was lying in bed.
I thought it through again.
He is definitely not dead.
That day, our meeting on the street must have been God’s guidance.
After that, my condition improved rapidly, like a dying person who suddenly had some hope of recovery.
…
At that moment, Zhou Fang lost all his usual carefree attitude and said seriously, "No, Ruan, you can't..."
"Then you just protect yourself."
I wasn't at all afraid of his serious expression, and spoke word by word, "Zhou Fang, if you dare to get into trouble, I'll die in front of you."
"Threatening me?"
"Yeah, if I threaten you, are you afraid?"
"Afraid."
He couldn't do anything to me, his eyes were filled with fear and doting, "I'm not afraid of anything, I'm just afraid that something might happen to you."
"Then you must promise me that you will protect yourself."
I'm scared too.
I'm afraid that when I confront Zhou Yan this time, what happened before will happen again.
It is easy to dodge a spear, but hard to guard against an arrow from the dark.
Zhou Fang gently stroked my brow and placed a kiss on it. "Okay, I promise you."
"Hook."
I raised my little finger to him like I did when I was a child, "You promise me, and I promise you. Zhou Fang, for each other, let's live well."
"good."
He curled the corners of his lips, hooked my fingers, and shook them slightly, "Aruan, from now on, no one can take my life except you."
"Bah, bah, bah, why do I want your life!"
I immediately felt unlucky and said, "I just want you to be here."
As I was talking, I suddenly remembered seeing him in Country F. I knew that I had probably recognized the wrong person, or it was just my own illusion, but I still asked the question out of some unknown reason.
"By the way, where were you on this day last year?"
Zhou Fang thought for a moment, "Country F."
He paused and touched my wound again, "It's just that I couldn't touch you. Tell me, if we had met that day, would you have suffered less?"
——Will you not cut your wrists then?
I understood the subtext of his words.
My heart was trembling slightly.
It turns out that the person I saw that day was him.
It's not a mistake.
It's not an illusion.
We didn't really meet, but he saved me again.
I smiled at him. "But I saw you. You went to the Champs-Élysées that evening, didn't you?"
"right."
Zhou Fang's pupils shrank slightly, and his breathing suddenly became disordered. "You committed suicide because..."
"no."
Before he could start overthinking, I gave him a negative answer and grabbed his hand. "Zhou Fang, you were sent by God to save me, right? It was after that incident that I felt hopeful. Within a few months, I was able to stop taking the medication."
He was suspicious, with self-blame still in his eyes, "Really?"
"Lying to you is like a puppy."
I looked at him frankly and said, "If you don't believe me, ask someone to check my doctor's prescription records. You've always brought me salvation."
He didn't say anything. He was silent for a long time. He raised his hand and rubbed my hair. "Okay, go back to bed. You can't stay up late when you have your period."
"Yes, sir."
I agreed with a smile, but I also knew that he would not let this matter go so easily.
He will blame himself and feel guilty.
There is no need to rush to explain everything. Just give him some time and stay with him.
However, I was still a little worried, "Do you remember the agreement we just made?"
"Remember."
Zhou Fang chuckled, "Don't worry, I'm not as stupid as you."
I finally breathed a sigh of relief. "We're having a family dinner tomorrow night. Are you really going?"
"go."
"I'll accompany you..."
"I'll go by myself."
Zhou Fang pinched my face and said, "If I take you back to the Zhou family, it's for you to be the head of the family, not for you to be the one to please others."
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