Suddenly, I thought about the past.
At that time, Fu Qichuan and I had just been married for half a month, and my period was delayed for ten days. Although he wore a condom every time, I still had a vague suspicion that I might be pregnant.
When I bought the pregnancy test stick, I couldn't wait to think about how to share the news of my pregnancy with him.
Now that she was really pregnant, she wanted to see Fu Qichuan who was standing just outside the door.
But I couldn't feel any excitement or joy.
Some are just afraid, nervous, and uneasy about what changes will happen next.
The worst outcome is losing the child.
Thinking of this, cold sweat broke out on my back.
In just two and a half years, everything has changed and it feels like a lifetime ago.
My legs felt like they were filled with lead, and I rushed to the door with mixed feelings, but I found that Fu Qichuan was nowhere to be found outside!
Where are the people?
Only my handbag was left, placed alone on the metal stool at the door.
He... is dead?
I took out my phone from my bag and a WeChat message suddenly appeared on the screen.
"I have something urgent to attend to. Qin Ze will send the medical report home after it comes out. I will be back later. Just wait for me."
…
I breathed a sigh of relief and walked out of the hospital, when suddenly my thoughts changed.
The ultrasound report is already in my hands.
It's also easy to change something during this time.
I called Jiang Lai, and she answered almost immediately. "I was just about to call you. Where are you? Why didn't you come to work? What happened last night? Why did your phone suddenly turn off? Did you have some lingering sex with Fu Qichuan?"
She was in a hurry and questions came out like a barrage of cannonballs.
The last question made my ears burn.
What the hell is going on!
I chose to answer the first one first, “I’m at Sacred Heart Hospital.”
"Are you going for a prenatal checkup? Tell me, I can go with you."
Jiang Lai always caught the clue immediately. "No, this isn't a hospital under the Fu Group. Why did you go there?"
I briefly explained the consequences of the previous incident to her, "However, when I came out of the B-ultrasound room, Fu Qichuan had already passed away."
"Fuck, you almost scared me to death."
Jiang Lai concluded, "So Fu Qichuan still doesn't know about your pregnancy, right?"
"Um."
"That'll do."
I hailed a taxi on the side of the road, got in, and leaned back in the seat. "Lai Lai, I'm a little confused."
I originally wanted to do something with the report.
However, when I looked down and saw the little child in the report, my heart softened uncontrollably.
The doctor's words also rushed into my mind and kept circling around.
Is it possible that he would change his mind because of the pregnancy?
In this way, can I give my child a complete family, and I can also be satisfied.
"Are you wondering whether he will break up with Fu Jinan because he has a child?" Jiang Lai thought for a moment and asked pointedly.
I didn't hide it, "Well, am I stupid?"
"Don't you dare say that about yourself."
I thought Jiang Lai would scold me if she knew what I was thinking, but instead she said, "Ah Ruan, I know how much you love him, and love isn't something that can be born out of rationality. If everyone could cut their losses in time and weigh the pros and cons, love would become an even more scarce emotion."
"Besides, one-third of your life is spent on him. If he gives you even a little hope, it will be difficult for you to withdraw in time."
"It's not that you're stupid, it's that all men are cheap."
Hearing this, I was silent for a long time, and then I spoke with difficulty, "I want to try again."
For the children.
Also for myself.
Jiang Lai didn't try to persuade me, but only asked, "Have you considered the consequences of failure?"
"Yeah, I've thought about it."
If things don't turn out as I expected, I will disappear completely.
Avoid any possibility of losing your child.
With this decision, I no longer had the heart to go home and cook. I just ate some beef noodles downstairs in the community and then went home to curl up on the sofa.
While waiting for Fu Qichuan to come back, he started working with his notebook.
Until the afternoon, there was no movement at the door.
I couldn't help but send a message to Fu Qichuan, "Are you coming back soon?"
I waited for a long time but got no reply.
What urgent matter could make him so busy? Jiang Lai didn't even tell him what happened to the company on the phone.
In autumn, the days are short and the nights are long, and the sun sets at five o'clock.
The orange sunset poured in, and the autumn wind was blowing outside the window. Suddenly, a strong sense of loneliness arose in my heart, and my movements were faster than my brain.
By the time I reacted, I had already picked up the phone.
I hate this feeling of waiting and being suspended in mid-air.
Almost at the same time as he dialed Fu Qichuan's number, Qin Ze called in, embarrassed: "Madam, I'm sorry, I have some personal matters to attend to. Can I have your medical examination report delivered to you by SF Express?"
"Have you finished dealing with the urgent matter of the Secretary?"
Roy Qin wondered, "What's the emergency?"
"that is……"
I immediately understood that letting Fu Qichuan leave me behind today was not a big deal at all.
He immediately changed the subject and asked, "Has the medical examination report come out?"
"Yes, the hospital called me this afternoon."
"Then I can go there by myself."
"Young Madam,"
He hesitated, "How about I..."
"It's okay. Qin Ze, I'm very close to the Sacred Heart, just go and do your thing."
After hanging up the phone, I drove to the hospital. While waiting for the red light, I still called Fu Qichuan.
No one answered.
Just as the green light was about to turn on, a black car suddenly ran through the red light and sped past, so fast that nothing could be seen, and finally drove into Sacred Heart Hospital.
Only when your wife is about to have sex can you be so anxious.
It turns out that a word spoken by a person may actually come true.
I parked the car at the hospital and heard passers-by sighing as I passed the emergency room.
"If every woman could have such a good husband, who would be afraid of having children? The man's eyes turned red with anxiety."
"Exactly. Mainly, he's incredibly handsome. And that anxious look makes him even more handsome!"
"But why do I feel like I've seen him somewhere?"
"Come on, you're familiar with any handsome guy."
“…”
It should be the car just now.
I smiled and was about to go to the outpatient hall when I saw a tall man being driven out of the emergency room by the nurse.
"Go wait outside! Only if you wait outside can the doctor better treat your wife!"
When I saw that familiar handsome face, my brain started buzzing and I stood there in shock.
The man's suit, which usually had no wrinkles, was now wrinkled, and there were clumps of blood on his cuffs and trousers.
shocking.
Whose blood is it and where did it come from? The answer is self-evident.
I was standing not far away, and he could have noticed my presence with just a quick glance.
But no.
He just waited outside with an impatient look on his face, his mind and eyes filled with the woman in the emergency room. I had never seen him like this before, like a trapped animal.
"Fu Jinan."
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