Chapter 1181 How could her love for him possibly be exactly the same as it was back then?
Even at 11 or 12 at night, the opposite side is still brightly lit.
In the past, when Tang Wan'er was in a bad mood, she liked to come here to see the night view. Every time she stayed here for an hour or two, her mood would inexplicably improve.
Perhaps it is truly beautiful things that can make people forget their troubles.
Xia Youxin turned her head to look at Tang Wan'er and said with some worry, "You didn't really have a conflict with Fu Yanzun because of what happened just now, did you? I really don't think it's necessary. Fu Yanzun and Qi Xuan's relationship is probably like ours. Sometimes it's really difficult."
Now that she's calmed down, Tang Wan'er realizes that what happened wasn't a big deal, and she doesn't know why she was so angry.
Perhaps that's just how women's emotions are—they come and go quickly.
"Of course I know, but he saw how arrogant Qi Mengyao was towards me and didn't even say a word for me. If you were in his shoes, would you be happy?"
She observed the changes in Xia Youxin's expression and immediately changed the subject.
"Forget it, I'll just..."
"I didn't say it, but you've suffered far more than I have. I don't know how you endured all those years with such a domineering and unreasonable sister-in-law. How could you have tolerated it for so many years before getting a divorce? Just how hopelessly in love were you with Qi Xuan? If it were me, even if I loved a man deeply, I couldn't tolerate his sister being so rude to me."
Xia Youxin smiled bitterly. Thinking back to those years of enduring humiliation, she found it somewhat amusing.
If it were her now, she probably wouldn't be able to endure it any longer.
"I'm also curious how I managed to endure those years. Maybe I was just a bit slow on the uptake! But don't worry, I'll never let that happen again. If Qi Mengyao bullies me again, I'll just slap her like you did. At worst, I'll just stop being with Qi Xuan. Anyway, he's not the only man in the world."
These words surprised Tang Wan'er a little. If she could let go, why would she have been entangled with Qi Xuan for so many years?
"You really can let go? I find it hard to believe. If you can..."
"If you were so carefree, you wouldn't have gotten back together with him now. Knowing his family's attitude towards you, knowing he has a fiancée, why would you willingly bear the stigma of being a mistress and still stay with him?"
Xia Youxin sighed deeply. If asked who she truly loved, she would undoubtedly say Qi Xuan, for he was the only man she had ever loved in her life.
But the love is definitely not as strong as it used to be. After the divorce, there have been many rifts between us, so how could it possibly be exactly the same as it was back then?
"I still love you, but it's not as intense as it used to be. Even if we really break up now, I'll probably only be sad for a while. It's not like we've never broken up before. If we break up a second time, it probably won't be as heart-wrenching as the first time, right?"
No one is indispensable in this life; it all depends on whether you can accept it. I'm not eighteen or twenty anymore, not that little girl who used to follow him around all the time. For me now, even without love, I still have my career and friendships. As long as you're by my side, I don't feel so bleak.
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