Chapter 337 She would rather have never loved in her entire life
Xia Youxin poured herself a glass of sake, took a sip, and a hint of sadness flickered in her eyes.
In front of Tang Wan'er, she could always be herself frankly and without hiding her emotions, unlike in front of others where she always had to pretend to be indifferent.
She cared deeply about Qi Xuan; she had loved him for so many years and given him everything. Now, she wanted to take him back completely—how could that be so easy?
She just didn't expect to run into him again so long after the divorce, and not only did she run into him, but she ran into him frequently. Wasn't this just deliberately trying to disgust her?
If they were just strangers, perhaps she wouldn't be so heartbroken now. But each entanglement leaves her feeling physically and mentally exhausted, fearing that the defenses she has maintained for so long will collapse again in an instant.
"What use would I have for a eunuch? Even if he were completely obedient, what good would it do? I'm a realistic person, and I still hope to have a normal husband."
Tang Wan'er poured herself a glass of sake, and then clinked glasses with Xia Youxin.
"Who told you to love him so much? I've told you before that he's a jerk, but you wouldn't listen. You knew he was a jerk, but you still got stuck in the mud. Now you know what I said was right, right?"
Xia Youxin sighed deeply, feeling somewhat powerless. "It's a pity there's no going back in this world. I'll just consider it a mistake I made when I was young. There's a saying, 'Who hasn't met a jerk in their life?' Maybe the next one will be better. I'm still so young. Although I've been divorced, I don't have any children. I'm capable, and I'm beautiful. I refuse to believe I can't find someone better than him. When I have a new boyfriend, I'll definitely flaunt it in front of him and let him know how much he regrets not cherishing me back then."
Although Xia Youxin said that, over the years, she has had many suitors, including many with good qualities, but she simply doesn't look down on them.
Perhaps it was the stark contrast that made them feel that others were inferior to Qi Xuan, or perhaps they already had someone else in their hearts and simply couldn't accept others quickly.
Tang Wan'er has never loved,
She didn't understand that feeling.
If love is so excruciating, then she would rather have never loved at all.
Although there was no emotional foundation between her and the older man, they got along very well. Although there was no love, the older man doted on her and took good care of her, which she felt was a kind of happiness.
Who says relationships and marriages have to be dramatic and incredibly romantic?
For her, a peaceful and uneventful life is the most authentic.
At least a glass of plain water is free from any other contamination, and this feeling will always be pure.
Even without love, it can last a long time.
Even romantic love will eventually transform into familial affection in the long run of marriage.
Who can guarantee that their life will always be filled with passion and romance?
Tang Wan'er scoffed, clearly not believing Xia Youxin's words. "If you're really so capable, then hurry up and forget about him. I'm waiting for you to find someone better than him, to show off in front of him, and make him regret it for the rest of his life! Just like me!"
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