Chapter 454 I Might Be About to Fall in Love
"But what happened in the end? We still went our separate ways, didn't we? I never felt that he loved me. No matter how good I was to him, it was all worthless in his eyes! Maybe you're right about one thing. If you have enough security, you won't bombard him with phone calls. I was particularly insecure in that marriage. I would send him a lot of messages every day, and he would call me a lot, but he basically wouldn't answer or reply. Maybe my behavior really annoyed him?"
Even now, when Xia Youxin mentions her past marriage, there's still a sense of loss in her eyes.
Although she had tried her best to get out of the shadow of that failed marriage, that man was the only man she had ever loved in her life, so how could she just let go of him completely?
Sometimes you can only pretend not to care, forcing yourself not to care.
Emotions are something that are hard to control and that others can't understand.
Everyone can spout grand principles, but when you actually encounter problems, you realize that all that inspirational talk is just nonsense.
Tang Wan'er
Suddenly, I regretted what I had just said. I was so focused on preaching that I completely forgot to consider Xiaxia's feelings. I wished I could bite my tongue off. How could I rub salt into her wounds?
Tang Wan'er immediately hugged Xia Xia, feeling truly guilty.
"I'm sorry, Xiaxia, I really didn't mean to bring up your sad past. I was just saying it casually, please don't take it seriously!"
Xia Youxin realized that her emotions were a bit off, and immediately forced herself to adjust them. She couldn't let Tang Wan'er be unhappy because of her.
She smiled nonchalantly, "I was just making a comment, you don't need to be so nervous. It's been so long since the divorce, do you think I would live in the shadow of the past forever?"
Has that jerk harassed you during this time?
"No, I don't think so. I believe he wouldn't dare to do it now. After all, I almost made him lose his manhood last time. He must hate me even more now and wish he could turn around and leave as soon as he sees me. How could I possibly offer myself up to be humiliated?"
Tang Wan'er breathed a sigh of relief. "That's good. I don't want you to get hurt again in the future."
"You can rest assured about that. By the way, there's something else I wanted to share with you today."
"What's wrong?"
Xia Youxin suddenly smiled charmingly, "I might be about to fall in love."
This answer surprised Tang Wan'er greatly, but at the same time she was overjoyed.
We've been divorced for so long, and I don't know how many times I've advised her to find someone better than Qi Xuan.
But she always said she'd talk about it later, though Tang Wan'er always knew she couldn't let it go.
People say that the best way to completely forget someone is to start another relationship.
Although Tang Wan'er didn't know if what he said was true, since she had no similar experience, she still hoped that Xia Xia could be happy in the future. She couldn't possibly live alone for the rest of her life, could she?
Now that we see her finally taking that step, it means she's starting to let go of Qi Xuan and is willing to accept others, which is a good start.
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