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How should she answer?
Is there an answer?
Is the answer right there on the scene?
The answer is that it had been almost half a month since I had any contact with the other person, and then we bumped into each other here?
After her long silence, Si Ning anxiously answered for her: "...Sister Sheng Sheng doesn't have a boyfriend."
"Is that so?" Xu Yu's expression was ambiguous.
Xu Yu knew that such a question would embarrass or even upset her, but he still asked it.
Ji Shengsheng could only look at the other person and say, "I choose dare."
This was the first big adventure on set, and no one knew what was going on between them. Everyone was very excited.
Then, Ji Shengsheng looked at Xu Yu and pointed to her own cheek.
He wanted her to kiss him in front of everyone.
Siyu looked at her husband in surprise, only to find that he was just as surprised.
Although Xu Yu is her husband's friend, she has a very good reputation and is known for her clean conduct. It is said that she already has a girlfriend, and she doesn't seem like the kind of person who would do such a thing in this kind of setting.
Besides, Ji Shengsheng is the person she wants to be her younger brother or sister-in-law.
It was too late to stop them, and some people at the scene started to jeer.
Ji Shengsheng could only stand up, return the coat on her shoulder to Si Ning, then walk to Xu Yu's side and lower her head to kiss his face.
"Thank you," she heard Xu Yu say.
"You're welcome." Ji Shengsheng heard her own voice again.
The next few rounds of the game were no longer relevant to her. After persisting until the end of the game, Ji Shengsheng made an excuse to leave.
"I'm going back to rest now, I'm a little tired."
"I'll take my sister back to her room."
Si Ning followed behind Ji Shengsheng, the two walking side by side in silence.
Back in the hotel lobby, Ji Shengsheng stopped Si Ning from seeing her off: "I want to be alone for a while."
“But I want to take care of you,” Si Ning said stubbornly.
"I don't need your care, at least for now. Let me calm down."
"I...then I'll keep some distance from my sister."
Ji Shengsheng went to press the elevator button, only to find that the elevator on this side was out of service.
Next to the elevator was a staircase. Her room was on the third floor. Thinking this, Ji Shengsheng walked to the stairwell.
This was not a wise decision; the stairwell lights were intermittent, and the voice-activated lights didn't work.
Si Ning was still following her.
She was very tired and found it difficult to speed up.
The other person seemed to be observing their prey like a hunter. When she was fast, the other person was fast; when she was slow, the other person observed. They always seemed to maintain a distance that was neither too close nor too far, never getting too close.
She was on the verge of a breakdown when she reached the room door and pulled out her room key.
After opening the door, she immediately closed it, a hand stopping her.
She recognized the hand.
This hand has rescued people from the snow with its bare hands.
This hand can draw.
This hand has held her, hugged her, carried her on its back, and served her more than once.
"Xu Yu".
The door closed behind her, and the room was dimly lit, so she couldn't see the other person's expression.
"Don't you have a boyfriend?"
Xu Yu's voice was very soft, a tone she had never heard before: "Ji Shengsheng, is this how you introduce yourself when you're out in public?"
"Sheng Sheng, why is loving you so painful?"
"Why am I in so much pain? I still don't want to leave you."
Ji Shengsheng was speechless.
Doesn't she suffer?
"You cried?"
Xu Yu gently raised his hand and lightly stroked the corner of her eye: "Are you feeling wronged?"
She remained silent, which somehow angered Xu Yu.
He bound her hands and began kissing her without giving her a chance to speak.
From the doorway, the bedroom walls, to the bed, he was domineering, forceful, and brooked no resistance or refusal.
Seemingly to observe her reaction, Xu Yu released her shoulders, and she heard Xu Yu whisper in her ear: "Sheng Sheng, is this the kind of passion you like?"
Ji Shengsheng had been crying for too long. When she opened her eyes, they were still full of tears, which were falling in large drops.
She didn't know what Xu Yu's purpose was in doing this, or what he meant by saying those words.
Seeing that she didn't respond, Xu Yu suddenly coaxed her gently, "Come back with me, okay?"
His tone of voice and his behavior since entering the room seemed to be those of two completely different people.
"...Are you trying to make peace with me?" Ji Shengsheng heard her own voice, which sounded like shards of glass shattered by a violent impact.
"Yes." Xu Yu repeated gently for the third time, "Come back to Lucheng with me."
He won't be blinded by anger. He may be despicable, he may have dark thoughts, but he's not that animalistic.
They do this because they can only be sure that their hearts are still with each other through intimate relationships.
The only way to confirm that the other person's mind has not shifted is through physical acceptance.
The verbal and emotional communication that Ji Shengsheng wanted was only something she imagined could solve; in reality, it was completely useless.
It won't work on her, at least not. She simply won't listen.
They started this pathological state three years ago, and it can only continue to become the norm.
As for a healthy relationship?
At least at this stage, we can't expect too much.
Having confirmed this, Xu Yu continued kissing her.
Ji Shengsheng did not offer any resistance.
She had no desire to resist.
Her body always tells a lot.
only……
Do they always do this when they argue?
"Xu Yu, not every argument can be resolved in this way."
“Last time you did that, you apologized, and I forgave you.”
Ji Shengsheng said, slowly and deliberately, "If you continue like this, I will not make up with you."
"I won't go back with you."
Her body surrendered before her will, a fact that Xu Yu should have known better than she did.
But this can't go on. It can't always be like this.
This is not the kind of relationship she wants.
"Don't you like it this way?"
The dampness on her shoulder proved that Xu Yucai wouldn't listen to her.
She felt her skin being sucked and twisted together, and then she heard Xu Yu speak.
"Besides this, what else about me do you like?"
...Has he always thought that way? What does he take her for?
What did all that she gave mean to him?
What a complete bastard...
For a moment, she actually felt the emotion of "hatred".
"Yes, this is the only thing I like. I don't like being with you for anything else."
She successfully angered him again.
Then, she felt Xu Yu's breath move from her shoulder to her heart. She clenched her hands, but Xu Yu wouldn't let her scratch them. Instead, he took her hand to his back, letting her nails dig into his back and draw blood.
Xu Yu seemed to enjoy being hurt by her. So she could only comply.
She wouldn't be a puppet, manipulated by Xu Yu.
That's too fragile, too passive.
She bit down hard on Xu Yu's shoulder, arm, and fingers.
She tasted blood again and again.
Si Ning called to her from outside the door to go out and watch the fireworks. Fearing she was resting, she knocked on the door hard and shouted loudly.
Si Ning thought something had happened to her, so she asked the receptionist to help her at her door.
After a long time, sensing that someone was trying to open her door with the master key, Xu Yu gave her a chance: "Come back with me."
"I don't want to." Ji Shengsheng was still angry. "I hate you."
"So, you want to break up with me, is that right?" Xu Yu seemed to be coaxing her. "Sheng Sheng, I've said it before, I don't accept breaking up. No matter what, you can't break up with me."
She never intended to break up with Xu Yu.
At least up to this moment.
She wouldn't accept such a reconciliation. If she did, Xu Yu would only use the same method to resolve any future problems they might have.
Moreover, each time, she will be given even less room to refuse.
If this continues, sooner or later this matter will become something that signifies unhappiness.
Were we ever together?
“Even though we’re not together, this kind of thing can still happen,” Xu Yu said, gently stroking her face. “Is that so, Sheng Sheng?”
“Yes, how could it not be?” Ji Shengsheng pushed Xu Yu away forcefully. “Just like you said, I just like doing this kind of thing with you.”
Before the person outside the door was about to open it, Ji Shengsheng said that he was ready to rest.
The people outside dispersed, and Ji Shengsheng turned on the light.
Things have progressed to this point, and she no longer cares about being honest with each other.
But the scene was far more tragic than she had imagined.
It looks like they had a fight.
Xu Yu's suit and skirt were scattered on the floor from the doorway to the bedside.
Xu Yu's shoulders, chest, arms, fingers, and back were covered with scratches and bite marks.
The way he looked at her seemed to indicate that he was even more hurt than she was.
Xu Yu looked at Ji Shengsheng.
Like a trapped little animal, without the protection and shelter of fur, she curled up at the head of the bed, hugging her knees, stubbornly refusing to look at him even once more.
Then, as if by instinct, he went to hug Ji Shengsheng.
I wanted to comfort her.
Ji Shengsheng did not resist, but continued to bite him.
Then she cried.
"Don't cry..." Xu Yu lowered his head.
"Do you know..."
“I never thought there was anything shameful about our relationship, but you mind it, you always mind it, and you get upset if I don’t deal with it…”
"To put your worries at ease, I'm going back to Taoyuan. A friendship of ten or twenty years was severed in a day and a half. I deleted all contact information and cut off all ties..."
"I have to keep my word to you. I missed the train, so I drove back myself. I was worried and scared the whole way, and I was in a hurry..."
"Just so I could come back that day, I couldn't drive anymore, so I took a taxi to your house to find you..."
"And then I couldn't get in the door at all... It's only been a day, and you weren't even willing to wait for me, to ask me anything, to believe me..."
"I'm not sensitive to emotions, and I don't like to think about many things."
"You care so much, you think so much. For you, I live in fear every day, paying attention to your feelings, thinking about your affairs, afraid that I have done something to make you unhappy..."
"Finally, I rushed back but couldn't get in the door..."
"When you wanted to register my fingerprints so that I could freely enter and leave your house, was that a hasty decision you made as well?"
"I hate you, and I will never forgive you again."
She vented her emotions too intensely, and her tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Sound after sound..."
Hearing her tearful question, he felt a pang of sympathy for her tears, yet it was as if he were hearing a confession, and he felt a sense of satisfaction and happiness.
Then, he heard her voice.
"Please leave," Ji Shengsheng said, issuing an order to evict him.
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