Chapter 1529 I shouldn’t treat you like that
Zhu Feng looked into her eyes and said in a deep voice, "Even if you don't say it, I know it. Why don't you tell me?"
“…”
Just when Nan Yan's heart was beating like thunder and she couldn't breathe, Zhu Feng raised the hand that was holding hers and grabbed her chin.
"In your heart, you're still blaming me, right?"
“…”
Nan Yan only felt that her heart had shrunk into a ball, but when she heard these words, it suddenly relaxed.
Her voice was hoarse.
"Varied……"
"I know, you're still blaming me."
“…”
"Or rather, you haven't forgiven me in your heart yet, right?"
“…”
Nan Yan was completely speechless.
She could only use her two weak hands to support herself on the soft carpet, barely holding up her weak body, while Zhu Feng sat in front of her, one hand supporting her side and the other hand pinching her chin, preventing her from turning her head away, let alone avoiding his gaze.
He said: "At that time, I treated you like that..."
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"Your heart is still hurting, isn't it?"
“…”
This time, even if Zhu Feng tried harder, Nan Yan still lowered her head. It was he who was afraid of hurting her again. Even though he knew he could make her do anything and couldn't avoid him, he still let go of her hand.
He just used his palm to iron her cheek.
"Nan Yan..."
Zhu Feng's hands, which had commanded thousands of troops and never trembled in the face of life and death, were as steady as a rock. But at this moment, they trembled slightly.
As he caressed her face, he could feel the throbbing in his heart.
Then, Nan Yan heard his low voice——
"At that time, I shouldn't have treated you like that."
“……!”
At this moment, Nan Yan's heart stopped beating.
What is he talking about?!
He said he shouldn't have done that to himself?
Nan Yan originally wanted to avoid his gaze, but at this moment, she couldn't help but look up at him again. Zhu Feng looked into her eyes and said seriously, "Then we have figured out the origin of the spices in that sachet, but you didn't tell me."
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"Because at that time, I was faced with so many things, including the Bamboo Academy, Jian Ruocheng, Chong'en Pagoda, and Da Ci'en Temple."
“…”
"You were afraid of disturbing my heart, so you didn't tell me, right?"
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"You always do everything for my sake, but I never thought about you. I never thought about the pain you felt when you lost your child. I thought you were just as miserable as I was."
At this moment, just one of his words, a real pain, instantly surged out from Nan Yan's limbs.
In an instant, she was surrounded by pain.
Tears suddenly welled up in my eyes.
Zhu Feng said, "The difference between you and me is that not only is your heart in pain, your body is also in pain."
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"I tortured you like that, and you kept enduring it."
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"Actually, you're not someone who accepts things submissively. You're just punishing yourself."
As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower, even hoarse and a little inaudible, as if the words were not coming from his mouth, but pouring out from the bottom of his heart.
Only Nan Yan received every word completely.
She looked at Zhu Feng with tears in her eyes.
Zhu Feng said, "Nan Yan, I shouldn't have treated you like that at that time."
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