Chapter 2493 Go with the Emperor?
He was silent for a moment before turning to look at her.
He whispered, "What are you afraid of?"
Nan Yan bit her lower lip and whispered, "Your Majesty even remembered the first time I met you, and the first time Sister Shunfei came to your side. Could it be that there are some things that your Majesty didn't remember?"
“…”
Zhu Feng frowned again.
After a long while, he finally sighed deeply and said, "I remember."
As he spoke, he reached out to touch Nan Yan's neck. Such a thin neck, he could pinch it with one hand. Although every time she made him angry, he would always twist her face and want to strangle her to death, but he never really did it -
Only that time.
He went crazy and almost strangled her to death.
When I recall the past, that scene also comes to mind, even though it has been so long, and I know that she is by my side now.
It still made him break out in a cold sweat.
At that time, if he had been a little less out of control.
If He Yi moved a little slower.
Even if she was a little weaker...
In any possibility, the woman in front of him, whom he regarded as a treasure, would not appear in front of him alive. She would probably have turned into a pile of bones under the loess.
Realizing this, he felt fear.
A fear that goes deep into the bones.
He even had to come and see her at night to make sure she was still breathing, her heart was still beating, and she was still alive, only then could he feel at ease.
He didn't dare tell her these words.
But Nan Yan had obviously read his mind from the flickering look in his eyes and immediately said, "Your Majesty, remember this. Then Your Majesty should know how dangerous it would be to fall into madness again."
“…”
"Could it be that the Emperor really wants to strangle me to death?"
"shut up!"
Upon hearing this, Zhu Feng's brows knitted into a knot and he shouted angrily, "What nonsense!"
Nan Yan shuddered at his roar and lowered her head.
He murmured, "That's how it is."
“…”
"Last time, if Master Heyi hadn't intervened in time, I would have been dead."
Zhu Feng took a deep breath, knowing that if he was the one who took action, it would leave such a deep shadow in his heart, and she almost died at his hands, how could she not be afraid.
He reached out, gently touched her back, and said softly, "Don't talk nonsense."
“…”
"I won't hurt you."
“…”
"Every time I detoxify, I carefully time it and won't let you get close to me. Even if I really go crazy and start killing people, I won't hurt you."
Nan Yan suddenly remembered something when she heard this.
She looked at Zhu Feng and said delicately, "Then, isn't Xue Yun very dangerous?"
“…”
"If the emperor really takes action, she will be the first to bear the brunt."
Zhu Feng's eyes flickered, and he said calmly, "I told her this when I was halfway through the detoxification process. Perhaps after I regain my memory, I will lose control and even hurt her."
"Then she's not afraid?"
"She said it's okay. Even if her life is in danger, she must detoxify the marrow-cleansing flower."
“……!”
Nan Yan opened her eyes wide.
Only then did she come to her senses.
What role did Xue Yun play in this matter?
Zhu Feng lost his memory and needed to regain it, so he would use anyone who knew the medicinal properties of the marrow-cleansing flower and could detoxify him. However, Xue Yun had no interest in this matter at all.
Even after being misunderstood several times and framed by people in the harem.
Now, it is even life-threatening.
She still has to do it.
Could it be that her feelings for Zhu Feng made her want to give up her life?
Nan Yan frowned and murmured, "Why would she do this? She even disregarded the danger to her own life?"
Zhu Feng looked at her for a while and said, "She said she had her own purpose."
"What's the purpose?"
"She didn't tell me."
"ah?"
Zhu Feng looked at her with a half-smile and said, "You don't still doubt that her purpose is related to me, do you?"
“…”
"To tell you the truth, I had already agreed on this matter with her when we were still in Shazhouwei."
Nan Yan raised her eyebrows.
As early as the time of Shazhou Wei?
At that time, maybe Xue Yun would have some feelings for Zhu Feng, but it was definitely not to the point where he would risk his life for him.
Therefore, the purpose she mentioned must be something she wants to accomplish.
But, what is it?
As Nan Yan frowned and pondered, she felt someone pinch her face again. When she came to her senses, it was Zhu Feng pinching her face, saying with a half-smile, "Are you still doubting my relationship with her?"
Nan Yan simply lay on his chest, moved her hands from his face to the back of his neck, and completely embraced him.
He said calmly, "What's the use of doubting?"
“…”
"Didn't I just say it? As long as the emperor doesn't detoxify her, he can just take her as his concubine. I won't hesitate. I've even thought of a title for her."
Zhu Feng thought of the "Medical Concubine" and couldn't help laughing.
He said, "Don't mention your first and second concubines anymore. Xue Yun risked her life to detoxify me, and I can't bear to see her suffer such a 'great humiliation'."
Nan Yan snorted.
Zhu Feng reached out and gently patted her back, saying softly, "Let's talk business."
Nan Yan looked up at him and asked, "Your Majesty, do you still want to detoxify?"
Zhu Feng looked at her for a while and said seriously, "Nan Yan, no one can accept a broken life."
“…”
"What's more, I."
“…”
"If a person has no origin, he will not be able to go very far on this path. You know what I want to do better than anyone else, and you should understand better than anyone why I need to recover those memories of the past."
“…”
"Even if it's dangerous, I'll try."
Nan Yan just felt very sad.
How could she not understand that a person without a past would find it difficult to accept his own life. How could such a person possibly go far and live peacefully?
Even I, even though I had become his concubine, lived a life of luxury.
Deep down, don’t you also want to find out the truth about your parents?
but--
She hugged Zhu Feng's neck tightly and whispered, "I understand Your Majesty, but how can Your Majesty not understand me?"
“…”
"If the Emperor falls into that kind of madness again, what should I do?"
“…”
"Are you going with the Emperor?"
“…”
"I'm not afraid of death. I'm only afraid that even death won't bring the Emperor back to his senses. The Emperor is supreme, and his safety is crucial to the nation and the people. If anything goes wrong, how will the Emperor explain it to the world?"
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