Chapter 1510 Nan Yan has not moved
However, she also knew very well that Gu Tingqiu was a clear-headed person and would not do anything reckless. He must have his own intentions for doing this.
So he said, "There's no point in speculating like this. Let's go back and take a look."
"……yes."
Having said that, Ran Xiaoyu saw a tired look on Nan Yan's face.
Asked: "Are you tired, Madam?"
"A little."
"Then I will serve you first and let you rest."
"Yeah, that's fine."
Ran Xiaoyu helped her wash up, then made the bed. Nan Yan lay down on the bed, leaving her a candlestick on the table, and Ran Xiaoyu left.
Nan Yan was the only one left in the room.
She was feeling very tired, but she couldn't sleep. The image of Zhu Feng facing her kept appearing in her mind, his eyes shining whether he wanted to smile or not. She could even imagine what Ran Xiaoyu said, that he smiled so hard that her back teeth were visible.
How is he feeling now?
It should be very good and happy.
They - at least in his opinion - have reconciled and are even slowly returning to their previous relationship.
but--
Does he know how he feels?
And what about yourself?
Do you know how you feel at this moment?
Those memories, the memories that once scarred her, could really be forgotten; but if she couldn't forget them, what would she do to him?
Two ideas, like two people, kept whispering in her ears, constantly telling her that it should be this way, it should be that way. Almost with every breath, her thoughts changed. This contradictory and entangled feeling almost tore her heart apart.
She slowly closed her eyes.
In the darkness, many black shadows were swaying in front of my eyes——
Sometimes, it was the swaying figure of the mysterious man; sometimes, it was Jian Ruocheng's pale face; sometimes, it was Li Bushang's wolf-like eyes...
In the end, everything came together to form a face.
A face full of dominance and gentleness.
This face made her feel even more conflicted.
At this moment, she subconsciously reached out and touched under the pillow. The rough thing was the blood-stained rag that Nanny Su had brought her during the day.
Nan Yan didn't open her eyes, but just stroked it gently with her fingertips.
As if, feeling the traces of blood on it.
After an unknown amount of time, she sighed, "Ah..."
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Next, time passed quickly.
According to Zhu Feng's instructions, Eunuch Yu would go to the Gu family every day to instruct them on the etiquette of visiting their parents, and before returning to the palace, he would also go to the Taimiao to burn incense for the little princess.
Although Zhu Feng tried his best to squeeze out time to go to Yiku Palace to accompany Nan Yan every day, it was the end of the year after all, and he had more and more things to do. The two of them could only sit together for a meal at most every day.
Fortunately, New Year’s Eve is here.
The palace had already made arrangements early on. The emperor would not hold a banquet in the palace on New Year's Eve this year, and the imperial concubine and the Hui concubine would also go home to visit their families. Therefore, the other concubines were all quiet this year. After paying their respects to the emperor in the morning, everyone returned to their respective palaces. Some met in groups of three or four, while others celebrated the New Year alone.
After noon, Concubine Hui came to ask for permission. After the emperor granted her permission, she left the palace and went to Lord Wu Ding's residence in Beiping.
But Nan Yan didn't move.
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