Chapter 115 I Don’t Regret
The last time Xiao Zhiyu was injured, he was already terrified, and that fear was still deeply imprinted in his heart.
The scene at that time was like a nightmare, but fortunately everything was safe and sound in the end.
Otherwise, he really didn't know how to face Mr. Xiao's questioning, nor did he know how to explain all this to his family.
After hearing what Yuan Chenggang said, Xiao Zhiyu's eyes dimmed a little, as if he was suffocated by some invisible force.
He pursed his lips, trying to hide his emotional fluctuations, but he didn't say anything, but his heart was churning.
"Your father has been looking forward to having a grandson all his life. After you recover from your injuries, work hard with Xiao Ruan and try to give him one next year!"
Yuan Chenggang's words were full of anticipation, as if this matter had become the most important part of their family.
A trace of sadness flashed in Xiao Zhiyu's eyes, and he felt extremely heavy.
He knew that his physical condition could not support such expectations.
There is an insurmountable gap between reality and dreams.
Not to mention a son, even a daughter seems so out of reach at this moment.
Yuan Chenggang didn't seem to notice his reaction and continued, "Your dad told me to tell you that you haven't been home for two years. You have to go back this year no matter what!"
After he finished speaking, he glanced at Ruan Chuxia again, his tone filled with concern, "It's a good opportunity to bring Xiao Ruan back to meet his family."
When Xiao Zhiyu mentioned going home, his expression suddenly changed, and his eyes were full of resistance.
Yuan Chenggang could tell he was silently refusing, so he asked tentatively, "Are you still angry with your mother?"
This question touched upon Xiao Zhiyu's deepest pain point.
Xiao Zhiyu snorted in dissatisfaction, "No."
"Your mother also regrets what she did. She said..."
Yuan Chenggang tried to convey the family's apology and desire for reconciliation.
"Stop talking."
Xiao Zhiyu suddenly interrupted loudly, his voice filled with long-suppressed emotions.
Ruan Chuxia, who was standing by, was frightened and trembled, obviously startled by the sudden roar.
Xiao Zhiyu quickly looked at her, his eyes full of apology, "Is it not frightening you? I wasn't yelling at you..."
Ruan Chuxia shook her head, a thousand thoughts running through her mind.
She knew that Xiao Zhiyu had been bearing too much pressure and pain over the years, and she could only silently stay by his side and give him the greatest support and comfort.
Why does Xiao Zhiyu get so excited when his mother is mentioned?
What exactly happened between them?
These problems have been bothering Ruan Chenshuang.
In her previous life, she had never stepped into the Xiao family's door, nor had she had the opportunity to meet Xiao Zhiyu's mother, let alone understand the relationship between them.
This made her even more curious. Was there some undiscovered connection between the two things?
Seeing Xiao Zhiyu so agitated, Yuan Chenggang felt very embarrassed.
What I was about to say seemed a little inappropriate at this moment.
He sighed, shook his head gently, slowly stood up, and straightened his slightly wrinkled clothes.
"I've said everything I need to say. Now it's up to you to decide. In the next two days, I'll do my best to investigate Shu Ying's situation. I hope you can rest well and not overwork yourself."
After that, he left the room with steady steps.
The departing figure seemed very resolute, without a trace of hesitation.
Watching Yuan Chenggang walk out of the room without stopping and disappear from sight, Ruan Chuxia's heart was filled with worry.
She carefully took Xiao Zhiyu's hand and asked with concern, "Did your attitude just now make Chief Yuan angry?"
Xiao Zhiyu shook his head slightly, "Village Chief Yuan isn't the type to fuss over trivial matters."
As he spoke, a hint of helplessness appeared on his face. "I guess he's still feeling bad about Yuan Shuying's incident."
After hearing this answer, Ruan Chuxia finally breathed a sigh of relief.
She was about to help Xiao Zhiyu lie down and give him an acupuncture treatment to relieve his physical discomfort.
However, Xiao Zhiyu suddenly pushed her hand away, stared at her anxiously, and asked, "Axia, do you think there is really no way for me to have my own child?"
This question was like a huge rock pressing down on his heart, making it difficult for him to breathe and he urgently needed a definite answer.
Ruan Chuxia looked at Xiao Zhiyu in front of her with distress, her lips trembling slightly, "Unless..."
She was just about to tell the fact that she was reluctant to admit when she suddenly heard a slight noise coming from outside the door.
“Who is it?!”
There was a hint of doubt and caution in Ruan Chuxia's voice.
There was no one outside the door, not even a shadow seemed to be left.
Ruan Chuxia smelled a familiar fragrance in the air.
If she guessed correctly, it should be the most popular Snow Frost.
This kind of vanishing cream is very popular in their circle, and the only person around her who uses this scent is Yuan Shuying.
She closed the door with a gloomy expression, pushed it hard, and breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that it was locked.
She turned around and walked over to Xiao Zhiyu's bedside and sat down, her eyes filled with worry. "I'm afraid Yuan Shuying overheard what we just said."
This matter could be a big or small one. If she was the only one who knew about it, it wouldn't matter what she did to it.
But if she spread it, although it would not bring much practical impact, it would damage Xiao Zhiyu's reputation and cause everyone to point fingers and talk behind his back.
"It doesn't matter. Even if she does tell others, I'm not afraid. It won't hurt if others tell others."
Xiao Zhiyu patted her hand gently, trying to reassure her.
Although he said this, the expression on his face was not relaxed.
Any man who knew that his infertility would be known to everyone would definitely not feel good, let alone someone like Xiao Zhiyu who was particularly concerned about his reputation. He knew that this would not only affect his status in the family, but would also cause him great trouble in society.
Ruan Chuxia followed his tone and comforted him, "Maybe she won't say it, after all..."
She originally wanted to say that Yuan Shuying liked you, but she felt that now was not the time to make such a joke, so she changed the subject, "But she might tell the head of the village, Yuan. If the head of the village knew...your father..."
Xiao Zhiyu was silent. Yuan Chenggang would help him hide the injury from his father, but he knew that it was impossible to hide such a big thing as not having an heir.
Seeing him like this, Ruan Chuxia felt full of self-blame, and her hands unconsciously clenched into fists, "It's all my fault. If it weren't for me..."
"What are you doing?!"
Xiao Zhiyu grabbed her hand and quickly opened her fist, seeing the red and swollen pinch marks on her palm.
He gently held her hand, his tone comforting and gentle, "I have never blamed you, and I don't regret saving you."
In fact, he was quite glad that he was injured, because at least Ruan Chuxia could take care of him.
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