Chapter 74 Chapter 74 Perhaps she should take one last look...
Perhaps she should take one last look at the world.
As the wind blew through her hair, Si Qi suddenly felt an urge to go and see what was happening. The world had been turned upside down again and again. This was a scene she had never seen before.
But before taking action, she felt a little lazy and slack.
She continued to sit on the hillside. She didn't know how many days it had been, but it hadn't been very long.
The god came again, and he still did not leave this world. At the moment the space was torn, the dark red energy in Si Qi's body jumped secretly, as if it was happy.
Si Qi looked at the face that looked exactly like Si Ruxu, his eyes curved into a shallow arc, as if some fragmented light was mixed in.
"It is said that after the end of the world, all the dead will come back to life, right?" Si Qi stared at the god who suddenly appeared, with a smile in his eyes, but no life in his eyes.
"Will she remember me?"
If she did remember, would the feelings still be there? Perhaps Si Qi didn't want Si Ruxu to remember her for that long, nor did she want other relatives, friends, and her mother to remember her.
It's so painful to miss someone who will never come back.
The god still didn't speak. He just walked forward step by step until he was in front of Si Qi. He slowly squatted down and rested his forehead against the cool side of Si Qi's neck.
"Is death a relief for you?" He asked.
Si Qi shook his head: "It was before."
It was only before that she couldn't be so selfless. Now the apocalypse was over, and she wouldn't exist in the world after that. This was too unfair to her.
When the sun set, she felt tired and lay down on the hillside. A few rays of sunset broke through the clouds and fell slowly, dyeing half of the sky red.
Si Qi was reluctant to close her eyes, so she forced herself to stay awake, watching the sunset and the stars rising in the sky.
At the last moment, she turned her head to look at the god who had been sitting beside her without saying a word.
"The Creator didn't intend to release that little zombie in the beginning, right?"
"Well, the end of the world was just an accident."
The apocalypse that killed so many people and almost destroyed human civilization was actually just an accident.
Everything matched the time and plot strangely.
Because the Creator is partial to humans, the little zombies have a yearning for them. Due to human wisdom and curiosity, the research on the little zombies leads to their own alienation.
In order to protect human civilization and stop alienation, Si Luoheng created a virus and spread it out, but it gave those greedy people with special abilities the ability to bully the weak.
The Creator endured the wailing of other creatures day and night, and divided his own energy to cause the mutation of animals and plants, and to cause alternation of extreme cold and heat.
But it was because of this that His energy was exhausted and He no longer had the ability to interfere with the end of the world, which allowed Si Ruxu's counterpart who came from another space to successfully kill the god.
Si Qi's eyes gradually became weak. The god sat beside her, watching her dark eyes being covered and then trying to keep them open again.
Finally, it fell down heavily, with only intermittent and light murmurs left.
"Si Ruxu...I hope the sun will rise again tomorrow."
But her sun won't be there anymore.
The moon slowly disappeared, and a thin layer of fog covered the sky. The god finally took off his mask and the black cloak that had been binding him, revealing the light-colored windbreaker underneath.
He gently lay down beside Si Qi, moved over carefully, and then hugged her still warm body.
The world that has experienced the end of the world no longer needs gods, and everything in the future belongs to mankind.
It's a pity that in the end, Si Qi didn't realize that she was also Si Ruxu.
She and Si Ruxu have the same soul and the same memories, she just experienced more pain and darkness than her.
But Si Qi wouldn't care. Facing her ignoring and indifferent eyes, she felt no less uncomfortable than Si Ruxu in this world, facing her past lover who had died in her own time and space and whom she met again after a long separation.
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The end of the world is over.
When Si Ruxu woke up in the familiar house, this thought flashed through her mind. She subconsciously picked up her phone and checked the time. It was the date three years ago.
Finally, just as she was about to lose consciousness, she seemed to hear Si Qi's footsteps. Was Si Qi back too? Where was she?
She sat up and the door of the room was suddenly opened. She looked over with a little anticipation, and her eyes became a little tearful when she saw Si Luoheng.
Not Siqi
She was not surprised that Si Luoheng would come back to life, as everyone would after the apocalypse. And Si Qi did not die in the fifth major purge, so she should still be alive.
Well, don't rush. After all, she hasn't apologized properly yet.
But she still looked at Si Luoheng, and the words came out of her mouth.
"Luoheng...where is Siqi?" The air was inexplicably quiet. Si Luoheng did not react until the calmness in Si Ruxu's eyes was burned away by the flames, leaving the ground scorched. Only then did she speak reluctantly and obscurely.
"Who is Si Qi?"
Si Ruxu, there was a string in her brain that completely broke.
Si Qi disappeared, and no one remembered her. It was as if the apocalypse and the years they had spent together were just a dream.
However, Si Ruxu was a person with very little imagination. She knew that it was impossible for her to construct such a complete person, even with such complete memories.
She began to look for her, and for several years, she traveled to many places continuously.
She went to see Si Qi's mother. She had completely forgotten Si Qi. The middle-aged woman had completely lost the grace of her youth, but from her eyebrows and eyes, it was not difficult to tell that she was once a very beautiful person.
There is a person who looks very much like Si Qi next to Si Qi's mother. The two are inseparable, like a couple. Even though so much time has passed, they still like to be together like this.
They said that they were supposed to have a daughter, but they suffered a miscarriage due to stress during pregnancy. In the end, due to poor health and great psychological pressure, they chose not to have another child.
Si Ruxu just curled her eyes, and her eye sockets felt stinging as if they were rubbed by onions.
They did have a daughter, and they didn't abort the baby. She lived a very hard life, walking alone for a long time. But they don't remember her.
She met Luo Fenghe at the beginning of the apocalypse. He was just a college student about to graduate and look for a job. He was talking about his ideals next to a barbecue stall. She happened to pass by and the second their eyes met was so short that it seemed like an illusion.
It was New Year's Eve again, and she received a call from an old friend, the gentle friend who died in her arms.
"Happy New Year." The woman's voice was soft and gentle on the phone, like a feather landing on the tip of the heart, bringing a little warmth.
"Yeah, you too."
"The weather is really getting colder day by day... I heard from Luo Heng that you are still looking for that person this year, Si Qi? Actually, I haven't heard you mention it before."
It was no longer a secret that Si Ruxu had been searching the world for Si Qi. At first, some people would ask who Si Qi was, but over time, perhaps because Si Ruxu's eyes were too dim, or perhaps because they knew how important this person was, fewer people mentioned him.
"It's the third year, Si Ruxu." The friend's voice finally fell, mixed with a deep sigh.
"Is this really not a dream?" she asked again.
Si Ruxu looked at the fireworks rising outside the window, fiddling with a few pink stones with her fingers.
"It's not a dream. I won't mistake my lover." If it was a dream, how could she explain the severe pain in her heart when she woke up in the middle of the night, and how could she explain the sudden appearance of these crystal-like stones.
She curved her lips, smiling faintly, and spoke softly, "It's the third year now. If I can't find it, I'll search for it my whole life. If I find it, I'll bring it back to you."
"She's very beautiful and gentle, you'll like her."
Especially this old friend of hers, she was even jealous of her and Si Qi a long time ago.
They chatted about some family matters, such as Si Luoheng's successful admission to a top university, and several friends who they didn't keep in touch with getting married and having children one after another.
Si Ruxu didn't care about the friends behind her. In the past few years, she had lost contact with many people and was busy searching among the crowd. She would stay in each place for one to two months, continuously, in various ways.
It’s just about Si Luoheng—Si Ruxu lowered her eyes and looked at the phone where only messages from the family group popped up.
She hadn't contacted Si Luoheng for a long time. Perhaps Si Luoheng still had some impression of the end of the world, but she never told her. But every time they met, his eyes were always filled with countless complexities when they fell on her.
She recalled the night when she asked Si Qi about her and Si Luoheng's blank look. She said, "Sister, I seem to have forgotten something."
She took a quick look at the messages in the group of six people in her family. In the past few years, there would be elderly people urging her to get married, but recently there has been no messages at all.
Most of them were red envelopes for the younger generation. Si Ruxu opened her own and sent back a few red envelopes, replying one by one that she was in good health and doing well outside, so there was no need to worry about her.
Then, she opened Si Luoheng's chat box. The last message was two months ago. Si Luoheng asked her which city she had been to.
She pondered for a long time before typing out a few simple words, "Happy New Year," and sent it. After a long pause, Si Ruxu put away her phone. On New Year's Eve, everyone gathered around to chat about family matters. Even someone like Si Luoheng, who wasn't particularly sociable, was dragged to the table to make up the numbers.
She cut a little of the steak on the table and washed it down with some red wine.
After chewing slowly, she seemed to remember something and picked up her phone. She took a photo of the food on the table and wrote on it, "New Year's Eve of the third year."
The album was filled with photos of her daily life, including outfits she thought looked good on a certain day, delicious food she had eaten, and beautiful scenery she had seen. In the future, she and Si Qi would go through each of these again.
Then tell her that she has been looking for her alone for so long, and Si Qi must feel sorry for her at this time.
The phone's message alert sounded, and Si Luoheng's message was pushed to the top. Si Ruxu opened the dialog box and saw only a photo.
A small hill suddenly appeared, covered with broken stones and shrouded in gray smoke, making it impossible to see the scenery above. One just felt that this hill was a bit weird and did not seem like something that should exist in this world.
Si Luoheng’s next message popped up.
"Our research team has discovered this mountain. If you can order the fastest plane, it will reach it before it is surrounded and blocked."
The fork in Si Ruxu's hand fell to the ground and shattered into pieces, and her eyes became red and tearful.
She found her.
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The author has something to say: Little couples, please be close!
I don't know if you understand, but the god is actually Si Ruxu from the future world in the original ending, not an ordinary counterpart. [Dog head holding a rose]
There is one more chapter to finish
Extra: Campus period, rental housing period, after becoming rich, raising children
if: If there is no apocalypse, if Xiao Si turns evil
Each one probably only has one chapter [Sprinkle flowers][Sprinkle flowers]
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