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Xiaoguang is really angry this time...

Noel had to realize this clearly. After the quarrel, Zhu Fu Jingguang carried the bed and went to another room and locked the door, leaving Noel alone in the closet, curling himself up in a panda blanket.

Tonight Noel's threat worked, and once again ended with Jingguang's compromise.

The price is that the other party completely ignores you.

Noel curled up in a ball, bewildered.

He has now reviewed his past events, and after regaining his sanity, he immediately realized that his behavior was excessive. No matter how sick he is, he knows that no normal person can accept such a restricted life, not to mention that he even threatened to lock him up.

If only Xiao Hei was here, Noel couldn't help but think that in the past Xiao Hei would stop him from acting impulsively. After he left, he finally learned to be rational, but he lost the chain at the critical moment.

But if Xiaoguang touches the main storyline, he might really be wiped out by the world.

But after trying it out, it seems that as long as the changes are logical, there is no problem...

What if this conclusion is wrong?

This conclusion was made by Xiao Hei, but is what Xiao Hei said correct?

How did Xiao Hei exist? He hasn't spoken to me for three years. It seemed that during the electric shock training, I complained to him that I definitely don't want to die by electrocution, as it was too uncomfortable. It would be better if it was something like an explosion that would happen in an instant. But he didn't respond. At that time, I just thought that Xiao Hei didn't want to pay attention to me, but it seemed that the time he ignored me was too long. He waited for a long time but the other party didn't speak again.

I seem to have seen information before that said electric shock can indeed treat mental illness to a certain extent. Could it be that Xiao Hei really became mentally ill on his own, and is he cured now?

Noel felt a little unhappy. He was used to thinking in the form of a dialogue with Xiao Hei, but now everything he thought in his mind was like a two-person crosstalk. The other party left and he was left without a partner, so he could only make up his own stories.

I'm getting off topic. Anyway, maybe Xiaoguang really won't die if he follows the main storyline, but he really doesn't dare to test this possibility, not at all.

He even thought about putting Xiaoguang into a coma. With Shirley around, he could be guaranteed to lie down for half a year without any side effects and would also get better physically.

But because of his relationship with Xiaoguang, he had let the plan go to waste from the initial preparations to now.

In fact, it was completely his own retribution that Xiaoguang ignored him. He actually let Xiaoguang shoot him. If his positions were reversed and Xiaoguang asked him to shoot him, he would have collapsed. Noel felt the horror of the skill of empathy.

So Xiaoguang has been very patient with himself. It's all his own fault...

Is this called The Farmer and the Snake? But the snake seems to be myself.

Can you do something to make Xiaoguang happy? He wants to participate in the organization...

The scene in the dream flashed again, and Noel was startled and bumped into the cabinet head-on. This was the first time he realized that the cabinet space was a bit small. He rubbed his head and continued to review...

It still doesn’t work!

Noel denied it immediately, but thinking of Xiaoguang's cold tone and indifferent attitude just now, he was silent for a moment, then crawled out of the closet, wrapped in a blanket, and carefully walked to the door of Xiaoguang's room.

"Xiao Guang, I..."

Noel's voice was as soft as a mosquito's buzz. He slowly stretched out his hand to knock on the door, but quickly retracted it, unable to utter a word.

Xiaoguang must be completely ignoring him at this moment. Thinking of this, Noel lost his temper and sat down against the door, his mind tangled like a mess.

Moreover, when it comes to participating in the organization's affairs, I can't let go, even if Xiaoguang ignores me in the future... ignores me...

"Xiao Guang..."

Noel couldn't help but turned around and shouted with difficulty, but then he thought if Xiaoguang wanted to sleep, would it be very annoying for him?

He still stopped and leaned against the door, but suddenly felt something was wrong with his body.

I haven't taken my medicine for tonight... Noel soon found out the reason. This feeling was obviously a monopoly reaction to drug withdrawal. Noel was no stranger to it. Her brain was extremely excited, like the last carnival before losing consciousness.

Going to get medicine...

It's a bit far, I don't want to go get it...

Noel thought silently, letting the feeling of not caring about anything fill his body, until the strength in his limbs was slowly drained away and he no longer had the slightest thought of resisting.

So sleepy...

He slowly fell to the ground under the guidance of gravity, his body pressed against the cold floor and he closed his eyes.

It seems that there is a mission tomorrow... Never mind.

———

"Um......?"

Noel opened his eyes vaguely. The light made him dazed for a moment. The colors in front of his eyes gradually changed from a virtual state to a pixelated style, but it could not be clearer. He only knew that there seemed to be someone moving in front of him.

"Xiao Guang?"

"You have a fever." A voice seemed to come from far away. Noel's head was heavy and he couldn't hear it clearly, nor could he see the other person's expression.

"oh--"

It is normal for Noel to have some low fever every time he doesn't take any medicine.

"38.9, this is not called low fever." Morofushi Jingguang knew what the other party was thinking and said,

"There's a problem with the medication?" Noel didn't hear the exact number, but he vaguely knew that he was feeling worse today.

"You didn't close the window last night and slept on the floor. It's winter now." Morofu Jingguang simply explained the necessary factors. If you don't have a fever when adding these three together, it can only be more serious.

"Oh..." Noel replied blankly, and then he heard the other party say:

"Open your mouth."

Noel obeyed the order subconsciously and felt something being stuffed into his mouth, and then a glass of water was handed to him.

"Antipyretic medicine." Zhu Fu Jingguang thought about how when he went to rummage through the medicine box, he found a separate box of antipyretic medicine with big letters on it. This surprised him a little, but then he sighed helplessly when he saw Noel's wobbly cup. He took the cup of water, held him down and made him drink it directly. The other person was very well-behaved, completely different from last night.

"Do you have any mission today?"

"have."

"You can't go like this."

"Then I won't go."

“But your phone keeps ringing.”

"Xiao Guang, just reply for me."

"Aren't you afraid that I will see the organization's secrets?"

"..." Noel did not respond. He squinted his eyes and looked dazed. It was unclear whether he did not hear the question or was pretending to be stupid.

Zhu Fu Jingguang opened his cell phone and saw that the messages came from three people. After looking at the notes, he was somewhat confused.

"I wonder how you'll respond." Zhu Fujingguang was sensible even when he was angry. He said decisively without waiting for the other party to say anything:

"First up is 'Wordy Shirley'"

"She doesn't have to reply." Noel had a headache when he heard Shirley's words, but he couldn't disobey the boss's latest instructions. He rubbed his head and felt a little more sober. He said, "I can't pay attention to her now."

"Then... 'Tattler'?" Zhufu Jingguang didn't ask any more questions and continued to read out the next letter writer. Noel's note made it impossible for him to guess who the other party was.

"Just tell him that he won't go on the mission." Noel's mind flashed with Gin's icy face, which didn't look very good. It was extremely uncomfortable to work with him during this period.

Zhu Fu Jingguang clicked on the message and saw that the person on the other end was indeed asking where the Nor people had gone and why they had not come to the mission location. He directly sent Nor's words back to him.

/The mission is over. /

/Have weapons also learned to lose their temper? /

Zhu Fu Jingguang frowned at the words sent from the other side. The title was so striking that he did not repeat the words to Noel for a while.

"No matter what he says, just tell him to get lost." Noel rubbed his eyes vigorously, but found that his vision was still blurry. He fell into the sofa because he moved too fast and didn't have enough strength to keep up. His whole body went limp.

Zhufu Jingguang replied as the other party asked, "Get lost", but he saw Noel curled up on the sofa and not moving.

"There is one more person..."

"Is there anyone else?" Noel buried his head in the sofa, feeling a little dizzy. He tried hard to think about Grappa's network of relationships, but he couldn't think of anything else because of the headache. Could it be Bermode, or Toru?

Morofushi Jingguang looked at the last letter sender, whose note was "Mr."

"The note you gave him was Mr...." Zhu Fu Jingguang had just finished speaking when he saw Noel's pupils shrink instantly and he straightened up at once.

"No need to open it—"

However, Morofushi Jingguang subconsciously clicked on the dialogue box and read the message above.

"Grappa, why didn't you carry out the mission today?"

Then, a message came after an hour, but Morofushi Jingguang did not read it. He stared at the message with a very ugly expression.

/Grappa, stay in the solitary confinement room tonight and come see me tomorrow. /

......

"Who is he?"

Morofushi Jingguang was silent for a moment, then turned around and asked, his face gloomy as he met Noel's evasive gaze.

"......BOSS." After being silent for a few seconds, Noel still revealed the other party's identity in a weak voice.

"Confinement room?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked the key point.

"I don't know. I haven't been there for a long time." Noel was telling the truth. He had never been locked up in a solitary confinement cell in the past few years in the United States. The electric shock punishment he had received before was mostly just an experiment. The solitary confinement cell that this damned boss was talking about was probably different from before.

Noel managed to squeeze out a bit of common sense with great difficulty, and realized that the reason for the boss's punishment was because he had not replied to the message for an hour, not because he had not completed the mission. For a control freak, the former was more offensive.

"Are you afraid of him?" Morofu Jingguang suddenly asked. He was very concerned about Noel's sudden stiffness.

"Well, he is the BOSS after all..." Noel's dizzy brain made his mouth a little uncontrollable.

"I mean, did he do anything to you?" Zhu Fujingguang moved closer to Noel, his tone suddenly slowed down, his blue-purple cat eyes were dreamy, and he asked softly with a smile, "Noel, can you tell me?"

"I want to know."

Noel was stunned, looking at Zhufu Jingguang. It seemed like a dream that he said coldly yesterday that he didn't want to see him. This usual gentleness was like a soft quilt, which perfectly melted all his vigilance and made Noel, who was having a fever and a dizzy head, completely unable to resist. He threw down his armor and surrendered immediately.

"Training to adapt to electric shock..."

"Electric shock...does it hurt?" Zhu Fu Jingguang gently patted the other person to soothe his emotions, but his other hand had been clenched into a fist just now, with veins visible at the joints.

"Yeah, it's very uncomfortable..." Noel answered obediently. The other party's gentle attitude made him gradually get intoxicated as if he had inhaled catnip. He even rubbed it subconsciously and wanted more.

"Can't you leave?"

"My body is tied up and I can't move." Noel recalled something and his body trembled a little, but the catnip in front of him was too fragrant and blinded him. He still said: "And you have to look at him, otherwise it will hurt more..."

"When did it happen?"

“Before in the United States…”

So that's how it is, but I had no idea. Morofushi Jingguang's face was gloomy, and his eyes seemed to be filled with surging waves, but his hand gently touched Noel's hair, comforting him.

Morobushi Jingguang discovered something, something that was extremely wrong. He had always thought that he could use these four years to make Noel slowly trust him and then pull him out.

So he deliberately didn't ask the other party about the organization, in order to prove to the boy that he was not approaching him for the purpose of gathering intelligence, and wanted to slowly let the boy let down his guard.

The organization's requirements for code members are often just to complete the mission without exposing the organization. As long as there are no issues of traitors and undercovers, other benefits can be considered generous. Otherwise, it would not attract so many talents to join. After all, making money is all legal. Noel also considered not to get involved so that he would not be suspected of being an undercover traitor. With his strength, he is not someone who can be easily offended.

However, I was so wrong. What happened in those dark corners when those boys did not come home at night and could not be contacted?

What is Noel's identity? Is he a member of Grappa, a codename with various legends? Or is he a weapon in the eyes of the organization's boss, who can punish him at will, treat him at will, and throw him away when he is broken?

"Xiao Guang?" Noel saw that the other party had no sound. The mist in his eyes soaked his gray-green eyes, making that hint of green more transparent.

"Take a break, Noel."

Morobushi Jingguang rubbed the other's head and whispered softly, "Noel's dizzy head didn't know what happened, but he keenly felt that the other party seemed to no longer be angry with him. He let go of the knot in his heart that had been entangled for a whole night, relaxed his mind, and slowly fell asleep.

Zhu Fu Jingguang had a cold face, took out his phone and asked in the group:

/Hongshu, do you still have the information you found before? /

/Didn't you say that this information is a bit complicated? /

/Just give it to me. /

/What are we going to do?!/

/First, give this organization something to do so that they will be too busy tonight to waste their combat power. /