Ah, I tormented myself for half a day, but I still messed up.
After dawdling for over an hour, I could only write 1,300 words. With the deadline fast approaching, my wellspring of inspiration seemed to be blocked by a stone, unable to flow even a drop. After thinking it over, I realized that no matter how hard I tried, I could only produce a bunch of garbage, so I might as well just let the day go by.
The last time I messed up was in June, and now it's already September, but I haven't even saved up enough points to redeem a leave slip. Plus, there's been a lot of work, I don't know if I have hepatitis B or not, and the annual hospital check-up, so it's just one thing after another.
I only regret not learning the Shadow Clone Technique, otherwise I could transform into six people, assign each of them a task, and while I'm at it, I could also finish playing my BD3 game that I bought but didn't get to play with my friends for even 6 hours before giving up. I could also read some books on self-cultivation, do some translation work, and even have time to work on a new book that I've already started writing several chapters for, so I can at least save up some money and avoid being nagged by my family every day.
And... let's get back to the main topic.
—I will never write a plot like this again that requires thinking to keep going.
This is the umpteenth time I've repeated this sentence since I wrote the book "Breaking Through the South Wall".
Although I have indeed gained a lot from this, I am now approaching the 1 million mark, and looking back, it is truly appalling. I have made many mistakes and was still complacent. Sometimes I really wish I could invent a time machine to go back and slap myself, so that I could at least wake up. Of course, it would be nice to be able to travel to the future, at least then I could see the specific plots of the other novels I want to write.
Although I started writing this because I wanted to read this kind of novel myself, the current plot is really getting me stuck. I can only hope to do my best next time and keep reminding myself to put my brain in the refrigerator so I don't make the same mistake again.
So, let me first take this opportunity to thank all my friends who have been with me along the way. I have read every message and reply carefully, and there have been various interactions. I am truly flattered and grateful. Thank you all. If it weren't for your constant support, I don't think I would have had the motivation to persevere until now.
And let me clear my head for a day and think carefully about what kind of plot I want to write in this outline, and how to salvage it.
I hope the zombies and mind flayers will give up their attempts to harm my brain. And I sincerely hope my body can hold on for a few more days, at least until I finish writing all the books I want to read.
Good night, everyone.
See you tomorrow! (Rolls away smoothly)
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