46. This time it’s not a forced kiss
She rushed over in a rage, trying to grab his phone to find out what was going on. Suddenly, the car braked suddenly, and Ling Ling fell forward unexpectedly. Fortunately, Yu Chuanbei was quick-witted and pulled her into his arms. The two of them fell into the pile of flyers together. "Are you Gushansibei?!" Ling Ling struggled in his arms. Yu Chuanbei didn't want to fight anymore. "Yes." He admitted, and let her decide the fate. "You! How could you lie to me like this! I trusted him so much, and I talked to him about you behind his back, and it turned out that both of them were you, you're going too far!" Ling Ling cursed him with gritted teeth, struggling desperately in his arms, trying to break free from him on the one hand, and wanting to hit him on the other. But Yu Chuanbei clamped his hands and hugged him tighter. "I'm having a harder time than you about lying to you. At least you don't know the truth, but I'm suffering every day. I want you to understand me better and love me more, but you never give me the chance. You can kill me at any time without mercy. I certainly don't want to use such dishonorable means, but this is the only way to get close to you. You also have feelings for me without knowing my true identity, right? Whether it's the real me or the online me, you have feelings for me, right? So - Lingling, can you please stop resisting!" Yu Chuanbei tightened his arms around her. He had no way to deal with her, so he could only use this little strength to retaliate against her. "Let me go, you liar! Even if I have feelings for both of you, so what! You..." Lingling was still struggling, her body tumbling in his arms. In Yu Chuanbei's eyes at this moment, this struggle had become a temptation. Yu Chuanbei kissed Ling Ling's lips without hesitation. The kiss was hungry, lingering, and he wanted to pour out all the emotions he had suppressed for her in this kiss. He sucked her lips with relentless abandon. He wanted to subdue her, just this once, to make her lie obediently in his arms, letting him do whatever he wanted. Ling Ling's entire body froze under his kiss. Her struggling hands still clutched at the collar of his shirt, her knuckles now brushing against his skin. Unlike the rough, forceful kiss they'd had the day after their argument, this one, a grueling, simmering kiss, was a passionate, unbridled ecstasy. Her body softened, swayed by his heavy breathing. As the kiss deepened, his hand slowly moved to her exposed waist. The cool, smooth skin there made him lose control. His large palm pressed against her delicate back, completely embracing her upper body. His kiss seemed to speak, to tell him...
She rushed over in a rage, trying to snatch his phone to find out what was going on.
Suddenly, the car braked suddenly and Ling Ling fell forward unexpectedly. Fortunately, Chuan Bei was quick-witted and caught her in his arms. The two of them fell into the pile of flyers together.
"Are you the one from Gushan Temple Bei?!" Ling Ling struggled in his arms.
Yu Chuanbei didn't want to resist any longer, "Yes." He admitted it and left it to her to decide.
"You! How could you lie to me like this! I trusted him so much and even talked to him about you behind his back, and you are the one who caused both of them to be involved. You've gone too far!" Ling Ling cursed him with gritted teeth and struggled desperately in his arms. On the one hand, she wanted to break free from him, and on the other hand, she wanted to hit him.
Yu Chuanbei clamped his hands and hugged him tighter.
"I'm having a harder time than you about lying to you. At least you don't know the truth, but I'm suffering every day. I want you to understand me better and love me more, but you never give me a chance. You can kill me at any time without mercy. Of course, I don't want to use such dishonorable means, but this is the only way to get close to you. You also have a good impression of me without knowing my true identity, right? Whether it's the me in reality or the me on the Internet, you have a good impression, right? So - Lingling, can you please stop resisting!" Yu Chuanbei held her arms tighter. He had no way to deal with her, so he could only use this little strength to retaliate against her.
"Let me go, you liar! So what if I have feelings for both of you! You..." Ling Ling was still struggling, her body tumbling in his arms. In Yu Chuanbei's eyes, this struggle had become a temptation.
Yu Chuanbei kissed Ling Ling's lips without hesitation. The kiss was hungry and lingering. He wanted to pour all the emotions he had suppressed for her into this kiss. He sucked her lips passionately. He wanted to subdue her, just this once. He wanted her to lie obediently in his arms and let him do whatever he wanted.
Ling Ling's entire body froze under his kiss. Her struggling hands still clutched the collar of his shirt, her knuckles now brushing against his skin. Unlike the rough, forced kiss they'd had the day after the argument, this time, the throbbing, grinding kiss was a passionate, unbridled effort.
Her stiff body gradually softened, intoxicated by his heavy breathing. As they kissed deeply, he held her hand and slowly moved it to her exposed waist. The cool, smooth skin there made him lose control. His large palm pressed against her delicate back, completely rubbing her upper body into his arms.
His kiss seemed to be telling a story, telling of his sorrow and heartbreak, and she listened with fascination, lost in thought. She almost responded.
Another sudden brake, but this time the brakes weren't as sharp as the last time.
The sound of doors opening and closing in the cab reminded them that they had arrived at their destination. Ling Ling jumped out of his arms with a start, crouching down and hiding at the other end of the carriage.
She buried her head deeply in her knees, regretting her previous infatuated behavior.
The mover patted the door, and Ling Ling quickly responded. She stood up and was about to open the wrench, but Yu Chuanbei got there first. His tall figure folded her in his arms again, and Ling Ling dodged aside, standing stiffly against the metal carriage. She tried to calm herself, not wanting him to hear her overly loud heartbeat.
The moment the carriage opened, the cold wind and noise outside rushed into the carriage without any explanation. Ling Ling finally no longer had to be enveloped in the thick tenderness and sweetness of Chuanbei. Her panicked heart was confused and a little helpless at this moment.
She bravely jumped out of the car and rushed to the front to coordinate with the supermarket manager on the inventory and number of stores to be delivered. She deliberately made herself busy and aggressive to cover up her shyness and guilt.
While the supermarket manager was checking the numbers, she turned to Yu Chuanbei and said, "I'll have to wait a while longer here, so you should go back first. It's so busy here, and there's a subway station right outside, so don't worry."
Yu Chuanbei originally wanted to wait for her to finish the work before sending her home, but seeing the subtext in her eyes that said "please go", he had no choice but to agree.
"Then tell me when you get home." Avoiding the noise, he whispered softly in her ear.
Ling Ling nodded and watched him leave.
She breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that this man was truly alluring, because the hot breath he had just passed by her ear was still lingering in her.
She looked towards the corner of the car where they had just kissed passionately, and saw a crumpled leaflet huddled ambiguously at the rear of the car. She climbed onto the car, picked it up, folded it, and put it in her trouser pocket.
It was midnight when she finally came home, looking dusty and dejected. She remembered in her mind that she would send him a message to let him know she was safe, but she was unwilling to do so.
She then took a shower, ate instant noodles, and washed up, as if she was deliberately wasting time, trying to justify the fact that she was too busy and tired to send the message.
But 5 minutes before midnight, he took the initiative to send her a private message on Weibo.
Gushan Temple North: Are you back?
She didn't know how those four words could have the magical power to make her heart beat faster. Perhaps she imagined him waiting for her news, getting impatient, and at the last moment, he took the initiative to ask her regardless.
She always blamed her resistance to Chuanbei on his sense of superiority, but now thinking back, it was him who took the initiative and bowed his head every time. He had never exerted his sense of superiority in front of her.
"I feel worse than you about lying to you." She remembered every word he said when he hugged her.
Ling Ling's heart softened and she replied to him seriously.
Does it work?: I’m back.
Gushan Temple North: I have a temporary business trip tomorrow, but I will definitely be back before next Monday.
Ling Ling didn't immediately realize what was so special about next Monday. Glancing at her previous chat history, she recalled his invitation to her on September 26th. It turned out that was the day they first met. It also happened to be the day she resigned from her previous company, which is why she remembered it so clearly.
As for Yu Chuanbei, it is obvious that he does not remember this day because of any other symbolic event.
She looked again at the Sichuan snacks location he'd sent her. It was located next to the family restaurant she'd dragged him to the day they'd first met. His identity hadn't been exposed at the time, so he probably wouldn't have dared to directly send the home restaurant's location. He'd deliberately chosen the Sichuan snacks location, perhaps secretly hoping she'd remember their past in "Sichuan."
A feeling of emotion swept through her heart, and wherever she went, she saw clear rivers, blue skies and blooming flowers.
Whether it works or not: You should focus on your work, there is a long way to go.
Gushan Temple North: Work is not as important as you. If I don't see you in person, the long days ahead will be long for me. I'll be waiting for you next Monday night.
Does it work?: Hmm.
North of Gushan Temple: Good night.
Good night.
Ling Ling placed her phone on the bedside table, threw herself on the bed, and buried her face in the pillow. She had a timid thought: come next Monday, no matter what Yu Chuanbei said to her, as long as it wasn't a proposal, she would definitely agree.
She felt that she was too stupid. Nothing was wrong with the other person, but she was so presumptuous as to think of proposing to him.
She ruffled her hair anxiously, feeling a bit unwilling to accept that she had met a man who was too good at romance. She blocked out the image and smell of him that lingered in her mind and forced herself to sleep with a clear mind and few desires.
But in her dreams, he still haunts her.
He held her face, kissed her several times, and then asked her, "Do you like me?"
She responded to him ignorantly: "I haven't thought about it yet."
Then he kissed her a few more times and continued to ask: "Do you like me now?"
She still answered: "I haven't thought about it yet."
This went on and on, he kept kissing her, and she kept answering him, "I haven't decided yet."
*~*~*~*~*~*~
As Ling Ling waited for Monday to arrive, she felt a constant unease in her quiet moments alone. The fact that they had sealed their love with a single kiss, and then went to a Sichuan snack bar to confirm the fact, still seemed a bit like drifting on the highway to her old-school relationship mindset.
Fortunately, the system construction project was nearing completion, so she hadn't been so busy lately. But Yu Chuanbei had probably been incredibly busy during his business trip; he hadn't sent her any messages. They both kept it to themselves, quietly awaiting the arrival of next Monday.
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