Chapter 475 More Important Than Everything in His Heart

Yan Shifan glanced at him.

He had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and when he looked at him, his pupils were pitch black.

Then he said, "Erlang, tell me, what is a country?"

Yan Shirong was startled and opened his mouth. Yan Shifan said, "Don't recite. Just tell me directly, what do you think a country is?"

Yan Shirong pondered and said, "Everyone."

"Big, family," Yan Shifan murmured again, "Yes, that's right, it's a big family. So what do you think the country is in Xinbao's heart?"

He didn't even wait for him to go home, and just talked to himself: "Xinbao is very sensible, but there are many things that she can't control. For example, Tang Sanshui, she hates him, but she is afraid of him, so she can feel his disaster. And for example, 'country', not only Xinbao, even if you and I, even if we read a hundred sentences, this word is still not so 'real' in our hearts, so it may not be so 'important'."

Yan Shirong frowned slightly.

Yan Shifan continued, "The border is not as peaceful as you think. There have been constant disturbances from both large and small groups. So I think Xinbao doesn't understand the meaning of the country, and doesn't know Grandpa, but she loves me. If something happens to me, she can sense it. In fact, to a certain extent, it is an early warning for the border. How important and precious is such an early warning to the 'country'?"

He paused and said, "This is why I 'must' go, and the meaning of why I must go to 'Yanmen Pass'."

Yan Shirong was speechless for a long while before he said, "I didn't think of this, but, brother...you've been at the border for two years? Three years? That's enough time for a lot of things to happen! There are some things I can do for you, but there are some things I can't do for you!"

Yan Shifan looked at him and suddenly smiled: "Erlang, I understand what you mean."

Yan Shirong put away his expression and looked at him seriously.

The older brother patted his shoulder soothingly: "Erlang, don't be anxious, listen to me."

He sat down on the bench in the pavilion and said, "I am not a kind and righteous person. I went to the border mainly because I wanted to go. I like that place, I like to do this thing, I am good at doing this thing, I can't do anything else, and I don't understand state affairs..."

He once again comforted his angry brother: "Erlang, don't be anxious, just listen to me calmly."

He pulled him to sit down, and the two of them sat on the bench in the pavilion, one facing this way and the other facing that way, so they could see both sides, their heads close to each other, and their voices were very low.

"Erlang, I understand everything you said, but I really don't understand it. What I'm doing now is what I'm good at and what I like. If you ask me to do something else just to 'compete', I won't! I'm really not good at it! If there is no other choice, I will try my best to do it, do my best and leave the rest to fate, but if there is another choice, why should I work so hard..."

He said it cryptically, but his meaning was clear.

He looked at him with a "Do you understand?" look.

The second elder brother was so angry that his eyes turned red: "You! All of you are like this! How can you do this!! I, I can help you, I can do what you are not good at! I will learn what I don't know, I will do my best to help you! I don't think it's hard, I am very happy to be able to help you! Brother, I will be very happy no matter how hard it is! Let me help you!"

The handsome young man lost all his composure and shed two tears in anger.

He suddenly paused: "Brother, are you..."

"No." Yan Shifan looked into his eyes and repeated seriously: "I didn't. I believe you, I know you, and I have never doubted you."

The boy was comforted by his brother and nodded: "Brother, I just want our family to live a good life."

"I know, I understand." Yan Shifan pressed his head with his big hand: "Me too. But..."

He lowered his voice, almost whispering, "As long as it lands at our house, that's enough. As for the rest, we shouldn't force it. Erlang, we still have time. We should each do what we are good at."

He put his big hand on his head and rubbed his brow with his thumb, just like comforting a child.

The second brother felt weak.

Careful people always think a lot, plan ahead, and consider things far ahead... This kind of thinking is not something that people with a broad mind can understand.

At that time, he had been ill in bed for a long time, and he didn't know what would happen tomorrow. Every day he watched his father and brother working hard. He could not help at all and even added to the trouble. He will never forget the feeling of powerlessness.

The only thing he could still use was his brain. He wanted to worry about everyone and think of everything carefully... He hoped to protect his family in his own way.

Home is more important than anything else in his heart.

His eldest brother is only two years older than him, but he has always protected him and his younger siblings like an old father, and he wants to give him the best in return.

From beginning to end, Yan Shirong never thought about fighting for himself.

For him, fighting for such happiness on his own is far less than helping his father and brother to ascend to the throne and watching them be happy and fulfilled.

Thinking about it carefully, it is indeed difficult for the father to take the position, but it is obviously easy for the brother to take the position!! After he gave up the idea of ​​the father taking the position with difficulty, he kept thinking about the brother, but he did it again!!

This made him feel that his efforts were meaningless! The second brother became more and more angry and pushed his big hand away.

Yan Shifan laughed: "Back then, you advised me that everyone knew what I wanted to do and what I liked to do, but I didn't know... Now, I have learned to choose what I like to do. Can you also do something you like?"

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The second brother said angrily: "You are not at all! You are..."

"Erlang," Yan Shifan saw the red ball rolling out of the palace gate from afar, so he quickly interrupted him and whispered, "Actually, you really don't have to think too much. We don't have the final say anyway. I promise you, I won't 'refuse', but you don't 'give in' either, okay? We don't know the meaning of the country, but Ye Ye knows, and Ye Ye has the final say. So, let's be kind and righteous for once and put aside our selfishness, okay?"

The second brother fell silent.

What he said is actually not wrong.

That’s absolutely right!!

Emperor Mingpei is extremely wise and will definitely choose someone he thinks is suitable and good for the country... So, there is really nothing to consider whether to fight or not.

Yan Shirong said in a deep voice: "Don't hide or refuse, you must do what you say."

Yan Shifan said: "Don't worry."

When he saw his sister running towards him, he stood up and took a few steps towards her with a smile: “Xinbaoer!!”

"Brother!! Brother!!" Tuanzi's shouts were like the echo of the mountains. He jumped up a little bit and was caught in the arms of his eldest brother.

Xinbao hugged him with both hands: "Xinbao caught you guys, you sneaked out to play!!"

"Oh, little darling," Yan Shifan said with a smile, "You are really amazing! You caught this?"

Tuanzi laughed loudly. Yan Shifan held her and sat down. Xinbao said, "Brother, let's secretly go to the Shangshufang to take a look, okay? Xinbao knows which room Xiaowu and Xiaoliu are in. Xinbao will take you there!"

Yan Shifan nodded: "Okay."

It just so happened that he was worried and wanted to go and take a look. With Tuanzi as his support, it wouldn't be impolite for him to go and take a look.

Tuanzi hugged his brother's neck and wanted to say something else, but suddenly realized something was wrong.

She held her second brother's shoulders with her little hands, trying to see his expression. Yan Shirong quickly dodged. Tuanzi put both hands together and pulled his shoulders back. She stretched her little head over and saw that his eyes were red. She said in surprise: "Huh?"

(End of this chapter)