Chapter 118 The Father's Son's Nobility
Her sudden words made Meng Jinyan stop in his tracks.
So much so that when the family of three later left the hospital holding hands, he still felt it was unreal.
On the way out of the hospital, Meng Jinyan was in a state of confusion, while Jin Yu forced himself to walk with him despite his fear. Meng Qi looked carefree, happy and blessed.
Oh yeah, he is also a little friend with a father and a mother.
The big hand holds the small hand, and the small hand holds the big hand. It's so wonderful.
When they were about to get on the bus, Meng Lu did not miss this beautiful scene and quickly took a photo of them.
After the photo shoot, the family of three was neatly assembled, simply perfect. Soon, he posted the photo to “A Loving Family”.
When the people in the group received the photos, they were all surprised and surprised. The old lady was the first to send a voice message, "Does Xiao Yu remember? Does she remember Ah Yan? Does she remember to wake up?"
Meng Xuan typed a reply, "She doesn't remember. She still feels repulsive and scared when she sees my brother's face now, but she is trying very hard to overcome it. Tonight, she will go home with my brother."
The old lady said, "Really? That's great. I'll make arrangements right now and prepare a big surprise for Xiao Yu."
Meng Xuan, [Grandma, don't bother. My sister-in-law is not used to it yet. We need to give her some space.]
The old lady said, "Okay, okay."
On the way to the manor, Meng Qi took Jin Yu and told him stories along the way. When he heard that the princess and the prince lived happily together at the end of the story, he smiled happily and said, "Mom, I hope you and Dad will be the same."
"I won't be a lightbulb between you two."
Jin Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and raised her hand to touch his little face, "Our Xingxing is so cute, how could she be a light bulb?"
Being praised by her for being cute, he looked at Meng Jinyan as if showing off, smiling with his eyes curved, "Dad, Mom praised me for being cute."
Then, he took his hand and asked expectantly, "Dad, do you think I'm cute? Am I cute?"
Thinking of what he said in the hospital, Meng Jinyan looked at him with a look of pity and apology in his eyes, "Cute."
After getting the answer he wanted, he stretched out his finger and poked his little face, "If you're cute, you have to kiss me."
"Daddy, kiss me."
If this had happened in the past, Meng Jinyan would have given him a look of disdain. He was already two years old, why was he still so shameless?
But today, he realized that he was only two years old.
For him, he will be very happy and satisfied if the people close to him are willing to be close to him, just like when he expresses his love for someone and meets someone he likes, he will give the other person a kiss when they meet.
This time, he kissed him on the face without hesitation.
The kiss was so hard that Meng Qi giggled.
"Dad loves me a lot today."
Meng Jinyan touched his head and responded hoarsely, "Yes, Dad loves you very much, very much."
Meng Qi immediately kissed him back, "Dad, I love you too, very much."
After asking for a kiss here, he began to look at Jin Yu, poked the side of his face that was kissed by Meng Jinyan, and smiled a little shyly, "Mom, give me a kiss."
He was handsome, and if she hadn't personally accompanied him to the bathroom, she really wouldn't have known that he was a little boy. With red eyes, she kissed him without hesitation.
After successfully getting two kisses, he smiled with joy and started to show off after returning to the manor.
"Dad kissed me here, and Mom also kissed me here, so Mom kissed Dad, oh yeah, my dad and mom also kissed each other, I'm going to tell my sister Yaya."
Jin Yu, "..."
Meng Jinyan, "..."
Meng Qi was running around happily in the manor. Jin Yu didn't dare to take her eyes off him for a moment, for fear that he would fall if he was unsteady. Meng Jinyan, on the other hand, was looking at her gentle profile the whole time.
His eyes were burning, and Jin Yu naturally felt it.
But she didn't know what to say to him.
Ever since she knew he was Meng Jinyan, she could no longer think of him as Meng Siyu. Meng Jinyan was the devil in her heart, while Meng Siyu was her friend. The difference between the two was too great and she could not adapt.
Meng Jinyan knew that she was afraid to see his face, so until now, he had never taken off the mask on his face. He even dared not speak out loud, for fear that she would reject him.
But it’s not a big deal that the two of them haven’t spoken to each other.
Looking at Meng Qi carefreely chasing butterflies and dragonflies in the garden, Jin Yu tried to take the initiative, "Did I live here before?"
Hearing this, Meng Jinyan answered somewhat hesitantly.
"Yeah... yeah."
Jin Yu didn't dare to look him in the eye, and asked, clutching her clothes, "Can you take me to a place I've often been to before?"
Meng Jinyan: "Okay."
He first took her to the garden.
There are all kinds of flowers planted in the garden.
Whether seasonal or not, they are all kept in excellent condition.
There was also a big swing. Meng Qi tried every means to climb up and sit on it, but his legs were too short. After failing for more than ten times, he began to try to seek help, "Dad, hold me, I want to sit on it."
Meng Jinyan took two steps forward, bent down, and easily picked him up. After he sat on it, he began to feel a slight shake. Meng Qi's heart was throbbing, and he looked eagerly in the direction of Jin Yu.
The little hand gently patted the side, and winked at her, "Mom, I'm afraid, please stay with me, okay?"
Jin Yu sat next to him without any hesitation. After she sat down, Meng Qi held her hand and was no longer afraid of the slight shaking. He giggled at Meng Jinyan.
"Dad, I want to fly, can I?"
Meng Jinyan looked at Jin Yu and asked her what she thought.
The two of them, one looking up and the other looking down, looked into each other's eyes. This time, Jin Yu did not dodge. Just by looking into his eyes, she could feel his tenderness. At the moment when her breathing paused slightly, she nodded gently.
After she nodded, Meng Jinyan went behind them. Throughout the whole process, he pushed them very gently.
He had been looking forward to this scene for a long time, and it had appeared in his dreams many times. Now, when it finally came true, the sense of unreality almost made him doubt whether he was dreaming or fantasizing.
Meng Qi was very happy. He hugged Jin Yu's arms tightly and whispered to her, "Mom, my dream has come true."
Jin Yu was puzzled, "Dream come true?"
Meng Qi, "Yes, Mom, let's ask Dad to get on board, okay? The three of us can play this and fly high together."
His eyes were sparkling and full of expectation.
Jin Yu discovered that no matter what he did with her, the first person he thought of was Meng Jinyan. It seemed that he hoped that Meng Jinyan would also have everything he had, because that was fair.
In fact, she guessed correctly. The next second, Meng Qi tried hard to whisper in her ear, "Mom, you have to like me and like dad as much as I do. Dad misses you so much that he cries when he misses you. He has been looking for you for a long time."
But no matter how quietly he spoke, Meng Jinyan behind them still heard it.
His eyes were red and he showed a fatherly smile. He really is the sweet little bean in their family and is always so considerate.
At this point, he felt a little guilty about him.
As a father, he focused on cultivating his self-care ability so that he could survive better in the future, but he forgot that he was just a child. In his limited childhood, he failed to let him enjoy the happiness of childhood, which was his dereliction of duty as a father.
Afterwards, Meng Jinyan naturally sat on the swing as well.
After he sat on the swing, Meng Qi approached him mischievously and started to act like a good boy again.
"Dad, am I okay?"
Meng Jinyan took the initiative to kiss him, "Okay."
He kissed her so actively that Meng Qi's beautiful eyes suddenly widened and she was frightened, "Dad you..."
Meng Jinyan misunderstood what he meant and kissed him on the face again. This time, not only did Meng Qi's eyes widen, but even his little red mouth opened wide.
Oh, dad is so weird today.
How to kiss him proactively?
Afterwards, the family of three stopped talking and just sat comfortably on the swing watching the sunset.
Of course, this beautiful scene could not be without Meng Yi’s record. Beside him, Jing Yunci stood with her arms folded, and she would smile creepily every time he took a perfect photo.
She said with disdain, "You only record others, when do you ever think about yourself? You are the only single person in our group now, be careful, we will be sweet and you will be the only one crying in an empty bed."
Meng Lisi didn't care about what she said.
“I am a non-marriageist.”
Jing Yunci was so angry at his stubbornness that she finally got angry herself and left. "Forget it. I don't want to argue with you. I shouldn't have agreed to let grandma persuade you."
Before leaving, she did not forget to whisper something.
"Remember to ask Meng Jinyan to come see me later. I want to discuss Jin Yu's follow-up treatment with him."
Meng Qi was still fiddling with his camera and replied nonchalantly, "I see. Go find your photo."
Hearing her boyfriend's name, Jing Yunci rolled her eyes at him and said, "Some single people don't understand the sweetness of us who have families. Bye, just continue to record their sweetness."
At eight o'clock in the evening, Jingyun porcelain appeared in Meng Jinyan's study.
After pulling a chair and sitting down, she handed him a pile of data in her hand. Knowing that he couldn't understand, she explained, "We have examined her whole body. Now, her condition is not too bad. There is a chance that her memory can be restored. However, it is a bit risky."
Meng Jinyan threw the incomprehensible data onto the table and asked with a frown, "What are the risks?"
Jing Yunci, "This risk... is that she may not remember anything that happened before. She may even forget what happened to you recently. Also, if the experiment fails, her fear of you will not disappear."
Meng Jinyan simply couldn't afford such a risk, so he refused without hesitation.
Jing Yunci raised an eyebrow, "Are you sure?"
Meng Jinyan pursed her lips, "Sure."
He had finally been able to stay with her for more than four months as Meng Siyu, so that she was no longer so afraid of him.
Now, because of the paternity test, she believed the evidence given by everyone and tried very hard to restrain herself from being afraid of him. Moreover, they also had Meng Qi as a catalyst. He believed that one day she would be able to accept his existence.
Seeing his firm attitude, Jing Yunci straightened her clothes and stood up, saying the last sentence, "Actually, you can try to make her fall in love with you again, Meng Jinyan. Do you have such confidence in yourself?"
To be honest, Meng Jinyan didn't have that kind of confidence. All he could rely on now was his father's status as his son.
Jin Yu likes Meng Qi so much, he hopes she can love him as well.
At nine o'clock, when Meng Jinyan returned to the bedroom, he was still wearing a mask because he was not sure whether Jin Yu had fallen asleep. When he gently opened the door, the warm yellow bedside wall lamp was still on. The moment he saw it, his breathing paused slightly.
They haven't turned on the wall light in this bedroom for two years.
He continued to walk in lightly, and then he saw Jin Yu flipping through her tablet.
She was so absorbed in watching that she didn't even notice he came in. As he tiptoed towards the bed, she could even hear her soft sobs. When she cried, Meng Jinyan became a little flustered.
The man's voice was hoarse. "What's wrong?"
Hearing the sound, Jin Yu raised her head abruptly and met his nervous eyes. She pursed her lips and said a little helplessly, "These paintings...seem to be all painted by me before."
At this moment, the two looked at each other, and Jin Yu's heart began to swell and ache uncontrollably, but she still endured the pain and said:
"Meng Jinyan, I seem to have really forgotten you. Not only have I forgotten you, but you are still an unforgivable evildoer in my heart. I..."
"I don't know why this happens. I actually want to get closer to you, but whenever I see you, my body automatically rejects you. It's very uncomfortable. My heart aches and my head hurts..."
"I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to do this."
Her eyes turned red with self-blame, and Meng Jinyan wasn't much better, but he didn't dare to go up and hug her.
Fortunately, Meng Qi woke up at this time.
He helped him make up for his fear.
After Meng Qi woke up in a daze, he noticed that the person next to him was crying, and he quickly crawled out from under the quilt. He quickly hugged Jin Yu's neck and pressed his soft little face against her.
Although he was still very sleepy, the words he spoke were very clear, "Mom, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, you won't be able to see the stars if you cry, my heart will ache, don't cry, don't cry, I'll blow on your air."
“Huha~Huha~Huha~”
But this time, even though Meng Qi tried to coax her, Jin Yu's tears still flowed like pearls from a broken string.
When she first touched the paintbrush, she had never thought about painting.
It was because she saw Meng Qi sleeping soundly that she came up with the idea of drawing an animation brush. She had not even thought about what she could draw, but later on, the brush became natural in her hands.
Soon, she painted a sleeping Meng Qi on the canvas.
It was very cute and realistic, and the style of painting was exactly the same as the comics saved in the software. If they were exactly the same, it meant that she and Meng Jinyan were really in love. Not only that, she was also looking forward to the baby in her belly being born soon, so that they would be a complete family of three, but... but the Meng Jinyan in her mind and the Meng Jinyan in the comics were very separate.
The Meng Jinyan in her mind is a bastard and a devil.
Meng Jinyan in the comics is characterized by a sharp tongue, domineering, narcissistic, and arrogant in the early stages, but in the later stages he becomes gentle, considerate, coquettish, and a man who loves his wife.
Which one is true and which one is false.
In fact, she could tell from their interactions these days.
But even though she knew he wasn't a bad person, her memories still tormented her.
She couldn't get close to him. If she did, she would be worse off than dead. Just like now, she began to tremble all over.
Having clearly sensed her fear, Meng Jinyan quickly turned around and choked up as he told Meng Qi, "Tonight, you stay with your mother. Dad will sleep in the guest room."
After saying this, he didn't give anyone a chance to refuse, he opened the door and left. And just after he left, strangely enough, Jin Yu's discomfort dissipated a lot.
Seeing that she finally stopped shaking, Meng Qi gently kissed her eyelids and said, "Mommy, be good and don't cry."
He did this move with great familiarity.
Jin Yu hugged him back into the quilt and asked him in a hoarse voice, "Did Dad cry often before?"
When asked about this, Meng Qi lowered his head a little sadly. After a while, he looked at the door and made sure no one was eavesdropping. Then he whispered to Jin Yu, "It's our secret."
Seeing him extend his pinky promise, Jin Yu quickly followed suit, "Mom promised you, this is a secret between the two of us."
Meng Qi said mysteriously, "Then I'll tell you."
Jin Yu nodded, "Well, you said it."
Meng Qi: "I said yes."
Jin Yu was very patient, "Okay, Mom is listening."
After saying it twice in a row, Meng Qi leaned on her chest and began to speak in a very low voice, "Daddy can't let anyone know that he's crying. Daddy is shy. We miss mommy so much."
"Dad said that when he misses mom too much, he will cry. I miss mom too and cry too. I let dad kiss me and I stop crying. So, when dad cries, I will kiss him."
"Dad likes to cry when it's dark, but when I fall asleep, he cries and I kiss him. Dad promised me not to cry, but he lied. He still cries and I caught him many times..."
His description was halting, but Jin Yu understood that Meng Jinyan really missed her during the days when she was away.
But now, she, the person he loved the most, was afraid of him. How cruel it was for him.
As long as Jin Yu put himself in their shoes, he would feel unbearable heartache.
The next second, she hugged Meng Qi tightly and asked him softly, "Wake up, do you want us three to sleep together tonight?"
Meng Qi nodded with red eyes, "I want to."
Jin Yu couldn't help but touch his head, "Then let's go to the guest room and call Dad back to sleep, okay?"