Chapter 64 She couldn't bear to see Meng Jinyan suffer
Hearing the word "divorce", Jin Yu was stunned. She looked at him and said, "Divorce?"
Lu Chenzhou nodded, "Yes, divorce. You and him had this child by accident, and you got married to him because you wanted to save grandma and Xiaoqi. You have no feelings for him, you don't love him, a loveless marriage, and this child in your belly that you didn't expect. If you really bring him into this world, do you want him to grow up in a deformed environment?"
Jin Yu naturally didn't want to do that.
But she couldn't help but wonder, did she really not look forward to the arrival of this child?
It seems not.
When she first found out she was pregnant, she was just anxious and scared. She decided to keep the baby because she wanted to compromise and couldn't bear to see her grandmother and Xiaoqi leave this world because they didn't have enough money for medical treatment. Now the baby has been in her belly for more than three months. To be honest, every time she does something, the first thing she thinks about is whether it will harm the baby in her belly.
This actually proves that she cares about the baby in her belly to some extent, so it is possible that she is not looking forward to it.
She pursed her lips and was about to correct him when she heard him say, "If you are worried about the penalty for breach of contract and the subsequent treatment costs for Grandma and Xiaoqi, it's okay, I'll pay for it for you."
He spoke sincerely, but Jin Yu shook his head.
“That’s not the reason.”
Hearing this, Lu Chenzhou was stunned. He asked in disbelief, "Why is that? Could it be that you really fell in love with him?"
When he heard the word "love", Jin Yu shook his head without even thinking.
"No, I don't love him."
When he heard her say "I don't love him", Lu Chenzhou finally felt relieved.
Fortunately, fortunately there is still time.
"If you don't love him, what else is there?"
Jin Yu pursed her lips, her mind in a mess.
“I don’t know what to say.”
During the three months since she got married to Meng Jinyan, she realized that the choice of the child in her belly was not entirely hers.
This child is expected by everyone.
My grandma is expecting me, and so is Meng Jinyan.
Just like this morning, Meng Jinyan touched her belly and whispered, "It's grown a little bit", which shows that he cares and is concerned about the growth of the baby in her belly.
When he was a child, he witnessed his mother's difficult labor and was powerless to do anything. Now, she was pregnant with his child. If she wanted to break the contract and get a divorce, then naturally, the child would have to be aborted, and with that would come the pain of that year, which he would have to go through all over again.
Thinking of the time when he committed suicide in the bathroom, Jin Yu felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.
She found that she couldn't bear to see him in pain.
She said she didn't know what to say, and Lu Chenzhou knew she was in love. Afterwards, he endured the pain and asked, "So, you want to give birth to this child?"
Jin Yu lowered his eyes and glanced at his stomach, then nodded slightly, "Yeah."
After hearing her answer, Lu Chenzhou knew completely that she was trapped, and she was deeply trapped.
After knowing this result, Lu Chenzhou felt a dull pain in his chest. He regretted it very much. He regretted why he didn't take her with him when he chose to do that thing. If he had taken her with him at that time, there would be no place for Meng Jinyan.
Without Meng Jinyan, there would be no child in my belly.
Without children, she would have no ties.
Not wanting the topic between the two to become serious, Jin Yu tried his best to change the subject in a light-hearted tone.
"Brother Chen Zhou, the dishes you ordered today are all delicious!"
Lu Chenzhou wanted to smile at her, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make the corners of his mouth rise. In the end, he poured some red wine into his glass.
Jin Yu saw this and knew that he was worried about him. When he was about to say something else, the cell phone next to him suddenly rang.
It was the nurse Aunt Zhang who called.
After answering the call, the person on the other end said something very excitedly. The next second, Jin Yu almost cried with joy, "Aunt Zhang, is what you said true? Has my brother really opened his eyes?"
As soon as she said this, Lu Chenzhou's hand that was pouring the wine suddenly froze, and instantly, a layer of cruel and cold emotion flashed in the man's eyes.