Chapter 57 It is a love that cannot be separated.
Su Li didn't wait for his reply for a long time. She just looked at the words "the other party is typing" that kept appearing on the screen, and her heart ached.
Who would indulge her forever? Even someone as emotionally stable as Zhou Jinbai would get angry at her endless mischief.
Su Li actually always knew that she was quite mischievous, but because she relied on the fact that someone doted on her, she did not realize how serious her behavior was. In the end, she found that the only one who suffered the pain was Zhou Jinbai.
With just one word "break up", she could easily sever the bond that had bound them for two years, but with just one word "reconcile", she wanted him to pay her the same attention and love as before.
It seemed a little impossible. Even if Zhou Jinbai liked her much, he couldn't always let her control him without getting angry. She thought too highly of herself.
As expected, when you are favored, you feel fearless, so you commit suicide, thinking that the person who cares about you will not leave you no matter what happens.
She was wrong.
More than ten minutes after she sent the message, Zhou Jinbai did not reply to her. Su Li probably knew the answer.
Maybe there is still love, but it just can't stand this kind of torment.
Seeing that Zhou Jinbai didn't reply to the message, she had never shed tears since the breakup, and this time she really knew the result.
When it comes to emotional issues, many women are in a passive position. They like to say one thing and mean another and make trouble, actually just to make men care more about them.
If a woman feels no emotion when facing a man, then she is truly heartbroken. That's how Su Li treats Zhou Zexi now, as if she doesn't care what happens to that man.
Her hysterical reaction to Zhou Jinbai can only mean one thing: she cares.
The reason why she didn't cry after the breakup was because she knew Zhou Jinbai still loved her, and he would come to her with just one word from her.
But this time he didn't, he didn't reply to Su Li's message.
Su Li held her phone and waited for half the night, but when she didn't receive a reply from him, she knew it was over.
Sometimes the end of a relationship unilaterally by a woman is not the real end; the real end is when the man ends it.
Because she wants to be cared for, she finds fault everywhere and throws a tantrum to prove her position in the man's heart.
Su Li thought it was the same this time, but it turned out not to be.
He thought she had lost her child, so he didn't want her anymore.
The ending was really ugly.
After waiting for half the night, Su Li blocked his WeChat again and deleted it completely this time.
She is actually not good at taking the initiative. If that is the case, then she will not take the initiative in the future.
It was better that he ended the absurdity that she started, so that she wouldn't always feel that she owed him.
She was so emotional that she didn't want to cry, but her pillow was wet with tears. Her mind was filled with every detail of the past two years with Zhou Jinbai. She couldn't even remember Zhou Zexi.
The harm Zhou Zexi caused to her was minimal, while the harm Zhou Jinbai caused to her was the most serious.
This father and son really have a grudge against her.
Su Li didn't get up the next day. She didn't eat even when her grandmother called her to. She slept all day.
She turned off her cell phone and stopped contacting the outside world.
Su Quan called via video to ask his grandma if they had contacted Su Li. His grandma told him not to worry because Su Li had returned to her hometown.
Su Quan breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that she had returned to her hometown. He wanted Su Li to answer the phone, but her grandmother said that Su Li had not woken up yet.
Su Quan saw that it was already 6pm and she hadn't gotten up yet, so he asked his grandmother, "Is anything wrong? When did you go to bed?"
Grandma said, "I haven't gotten up since this morning."
Su Quan knew something was wrong when he heard it, and said anxiously, "Mom, go check on her, don't tell me something happened."
Grandma said, "I called her and she promised to come, but she just wouldn't get up."
Su Quan, “…”
Su Li had actually woken up a long time ago, but she felt completely exhausted. She had been crying for half the night and her eyes hurt, so she didn't want to get up.
When I woke up, I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze for several hours. I had no appetite at all. So this is what it feels like to be heartbroken.
Her divorce from Zhou Zexi was just a minor one and she had never felt so miserable before. This time she realized how painful it was to break up with someone.
When her grandmother called her again, she had to get up. When she went out, her grandfather was enjoying the cool air in the yard and had already eaten.
The house in my hometown is a small two-story building. My grandparents live on the first floor. After Su Quan and his wife returned home, they lived on the second floor, so Su Li also lived on the second floor.
She washed her face and went downstairs listlessly. Her grandmother called her to eat, and she asked her grandfather if he had eaten. Her grandmother said he had.
The food at home was not to her taste. She had never liked the food her grandmother cooked. It was too light and didn’t even have any salt. She wanted to go out for a barbecue.
When people are extremely sad, they want to eat something to comfort themselves. She had been trying to lose weight and eating fat-reducing meals before, but she was not happy at all.
But with Zhou Jinbai around, she felt that it didn't matter whether she ate delicious food or not. As long as she was in a good mood, everything was fine.
But now even the only thing that made her happy was gone, and she didn't want to restrain herself anymore.
She took a look at the clear soup pork ribs made by her grandmother. It had a greasy taste, but she was too embarrassed to tell her grandmother that she didn't like it.
So Su Li thought about it and told her grandmother, "I want to eat some vegetarian food, vegetables and the like. Grandma, you and Grandpa can eat by yourselves. I will cook for you tomorrow. I will go out and have a meal tonight."
Grandma said, "I have fried some vegetables too. Wait for me to serve them to you."
Su Li didn't want to eat. She shook her head and walked out, "I'm going out for a walk."
Grandpa told her from the lounge chair in the yard, "Be careful and come back early."
Su Li agreed and ran straight towards the night market.
It was getting dark and the night markets were opening one after another. She actually liked eating at street stalls, as she hadn't eaten there for a long time.
Especially oden. When I was young, I would buy it whenever I passed by.
She bought more than a dozen skewers of oden, but the more she chewed, the less tasteful it became. She couldn't understand why she thought it was so delicious when she was a child?
I feel like as I grow older, I’m not as happy as I used to be.
She went to the barbecue stall and ordered some barbecue. Several stall owners around were looking at her.
After Su Li chose the dishes, she sat at the table in the food stall and waited.
I opened WeChat and closed it again, and it felt like my heart was empty.
She sat there in a daze, people came and went around her, but no one greeted her.
Just as I was thinking about what to do next, the phone rang.
A call came in from a landline phone with the Beijing area code.
Su Li didn't know who was calling and thought it was a scam, so she hung up.
The phone rang again, and Su Li hesitated for a moment before answering it.
Jiang Wen's voice came from the other side, "Madam, it's me, Jiang Wen."
Su Li was stunned. "Why are you calling?"
Jiang Wen didn't say anything. After a while, a familiar voice came from the other side, "Lizhi, it's me."
When Su Li heard his voice, her nose felt sore and tears almost overflowed from her eyes. "Then what? Since you don't plan to contact me, don't call me and annoy me."
Zhou Jinbai was silent for a moment. "I'm sorry, something happened last night and I didn't have time to reply to you. Where were you?"
Su Li didn't answer his question, but just asked, "What happened?"
His voice was still clear and gentle, "Low blood sugar, I suddenly fainted."
Su Li didn't understand. "Why would you have low blood sugar? They didn't give you any food?"
Zhou Jinbai chuckled softly upon hearing this, "How could that be? I'm fine now, I'm back. Send me your location, you little bastard, you deleted me again."
Su Li felt aggrieved. "Who knows what you're thinking? I thought you didn't want to reconcile, so I won't stay."
Zhou Jinbai sighed, his voice a little weak, "You're deliberately trying to piss me off, knowing full well that I can't let go."
Su Li didn't say anything. Zhou Jinbai's tone was gentle and soft, "Be good, don't lose your temper. Just say the word and I'll go to see you anywhere."
Su Li felt anxious, "Why aren't you angry?"
Zhou Jinbai asked, "Why should I be angry? I will never be angry with you in my life, don't think too much."
Su Li felt that Zhou Jinbai's stable temper was a little unusual for a human. How could a person's emotions be so stable all the time?
He really looks like a person without temper.
Su Li choked for a moment, "I'm back home, I'm with my grandparents."
Zhou Jinbai asked, "Where is your hometown? Is it far from me?"
Su Li replied, "It's not far, just a few hundred miles, more than three hours by high-speed rail."
Zhou Jinbai responded, "Okay, I'll come find you after I finish my company matters. Please send me your location."
Su Li said "oh" and said nothing more.
Without hanging up the phone, she listened to Zhou Jinbai's gentle breathing on the other end.
After listening for a while, she hung up the phone, went to the blacklist, pulled the person out, and added him back.
Once you add someone, they’ll be added. If the other party hasn’t deleted it, there’s generally no need for verification.
She sent the location to Zhou Jinbai.
Zhou Jinbai just came back from the hospital. Since he separated from Su Li, he couldn't eat a single bite of food.
The stomach is an emotional organ, and he has never been unable to eat because of anything.
Because of Su Li's matter, he had to rely on drinking water to survive for the past few days, and ended up being admitted to the hospital.
Jiang Wen usually thought that he was in a very stable mood, without any major fluctuations. He did what he was supposed to do every day, but he seldom returned to the Zhou family.
I have always lived in that large flat outside.
If Qin Yu hadn't asked Zhou Jinbai why he didn't go to work, Jiang Wen really wouldn't have known that Zhou Jinbai had fainted in the large flat.
It was his knocking on the door that woke people up. When Zhou Jinbai woke up, he fell on the floor of the living room, his whole body aching.
He endured the pain and opened the door for Jiang Wen, and was taken to the hospital by Jiang Wen. The doctor said it was caused by hypoglycemia, and after receiving an infusion of glucose nutrient solution, he felt a little better.
He hadn't recovered yet and called Qin Yu again, asking him to cooperate with the company's president to take care of the company's business in the next few days, as he had to go on a business trip.
After calling Su Li, he bought the ticket online, packed his luggage, and asked Jiang Wen to take him to the high-speed rail station.
Jiang Wen said, "It's past seven o'clock, sir. How about we go tomorrow?"
He shook his head, his face still a little pale. "No, she's waiting for me. She must be furious. She can't stand the slightest injustice. She must have cried all night last night."
Jiang Wen wanted to say something, but after hearing what he said, he stopped trying to persuade him.
After he packed his luggage, Jiang Wen drove him to the high-speed rail station.
The closest trip he bought lasted almost three hours.
We arrived around 11 o'clock, luckily there is a direct high-speed train.
Su Li felt better and ate a few more bites of barbecue.
She sent Zhou Jin a picture of a barbecue stall: "When you come, I'll treat you to some barbecue. What time will you arrive tomorrow? I can pick you up."
Zhou Jinbai has already gotten in the car: [So do you want me to arrive earlier or later? ]
Su Li replied: [It doesn't matter. If you're not busy, you can come earlier. If you're busy, you can come later.]
Zhou Jinbai: [Then I'll go in a few days. I'm very busy lately.]
Su Li: [...Then don't come. I suddenly don't want to see you anymore.]
Zhou Jinbai: [Just now you said it's okay to arrive later.]
Su Li: [That's too late. I want to see you the day after tomorrow at the latest.]
Zhou Jinbai: [That won’t work. I can’t indulge your temper.]
Su Li: [Zhou Jinbai, you don't want to live a good life again.]
Zhou Jinbai: [Come on, kill me if you can.]
Su Li: [……]
Although Zhou Jinbai said that it would take a few days to go, Su Li felt that there was hope, as long as he came.
She finished her barbecue and went back. Her grandmother was still waiting for her. When she smelled the barbecue smell on her, her grandmother scolded her with a cold face, "You are pregnant and still eating that garbage. You don't even eat a single nutritious bite."
Su Li smiled bitterly, "This is just the first time, it won't happen again."
But junk food tastes good, what can we do about it?
Feeling better, she took a shower, but still couldn't sleep.
After sleeping all day, she thought it was all over and was thinking about how to heal her emotional wounds.
As a result, Zhou Jinbai fainted last night. How could he have hypoglycemia?
He usually looks quite strong, could he have skipped meals?
Su Li thought about this and sent him another message: [Did you not eat on time? ]
Zhou Jinbai replied: [I can’t eat anymore. My wife doesn’t want me anymore. What else can I eat? I might as well starve to death.]
Su Li: [……]
Zhou Jinbai: [No one cares, no one cares, no one would even care if I died anywhere.]
Su Li: [You farted.]
Zhou Jinbai: [Really? I was working on a construction site before and nearly fell to my death. I had no family and no one to help me. The construction site refused to compensate me for my injury, so I stayed at home for a month. During that month, no one knew whether I was alive or dead.]
Su Li didn't know what to feel sad about. With Zhou Jinbai's current net worth, he didn't need anyone's sympathy.
Her eyes were wet again: [You are making up stories again. Anyway, I don’t know your past, so you can make up as much as you want.]
Zhou Jinbai: [Well, I made up a story for you to tell, so that you can sympathize with me. Otherwise, I don’t know how to win your sympathy. Maybe it’s because I’m too rich now, so you think I don’t need love.]
Su Li retorted: [It's not you who should be vying for sympathy, it should be me. I'm worse off than you.]
Zhou Jinbai agreed: "From now on, you don't have to act so miserable and pretend to be strong, okay?"
Su Li: [Why?]
Zhou Jinbai: [Because your strength has come.]
Su Li: [……]
She thought Zhou Jinbai didn't use the Internet, so how could he be so funny.
She wanted to cry and laugh at the same time: [It’s getting greasy, Uncle Zhou.]
He asked: [Are you feeling better?]
Su Li replied: [Guess.]
Zhou Jinbai: [I can't guess, but judging from your calling him "Uncle Zhou," it should be better.]
Su Li's mood was indeed better.
Zhou Jinbai has a great influence on her emotions.
Maybe she really loves him. How could she do this if she didn't love him?
Su Li chatted with him haphazardly, completely unaware that the man was getting closer and closer to her.
Three hours later, Su Li saw that it was getting late, so she asked him to go to bed early and eat on time from now on.
Zhou Jinbai agreed and then called her via video.
Su Li was a little nervous, but she still picked up the call and just pointed the camera at the ceiling.
Zhou Jinbai pointed his phone at the second floor of her house. "Is this the house?"
Su Li was stunned, and quickly climbed out of bed to look out the window, only to see the man holding a cell phone facing her.
Su Li's heartbeat was a little out of control, "Why did you come here at this time?"
Zhou Jinbai said, "It's not far, we'll be there soon."
Su Li put on her slippers and went downstairs to open the door for him. Her grandparents were both asleep.
She didn't dare to speak loudly. After carefully opening the door, she rushed over and hugged him.
He came in the night wind and even after a three-hour car ride, the smell of disinfectant on his body could not be removed.
Su Li hugged him tightly, her voice trembling, "Didn't you say you'd come in two days? You lied again."
Zhou Jinbai put down the suitcase in his hand, hugged her tightly with his arms, and sniffed the fragrance of her long hair. "I can't wait any longer. I'm dying."
Su Li shook her head, "No, I won't let you die."
Zhou Jinbai whispered, "If you don't want me to die, then don't separate from me. If I separate from you again, I will definitely die and make you regret it."
Su Li hit him and said, "Don't say unlucky words."
He exhaled softly, "Finally I get to see you. These past few days have been like years for me, Litchi."
Su Li is the same. She can't think about him but can't see him.
You can only do something to ease your mood.
She hugged him for a while, then let him go, pulled him in, and gently closed the door.
She whispered, "My grandparents are asleep. I'll see them tomorrow."
Zhou Jinbai responded, "Okay."
I closed the door and lights in the living room, took him to the second floor, and finally could talk loudly.
As soon as Su Li entered the door, she hugged him tightly. Zhou Jinbai was afraid that his clothes would get dirty after riding in the car, so he sat on a stool and hugged her.
Su Li impatiently held his face and kissed him on the lips. Zhou Jinbai dodged twice, "Wait a moment, why did you suddenly dare to let me come to your house?"
Su Li looked at his beautiful thin lips and just wanted to kiss them, "Let's talk after we kiss, Uncle Zhou."
Zhou Jinbai controlled his emotions and did not refuse again. Su Li hugged his neck and kissed him. He could feel her love.
It is love, a love that cannot be separated.
Although he never said it, he knew that Su Li loved him.
After sitting on the stool and being kissed by her for a while, Zhou Jinbai slowly exhaled, "Don't kiss me anymore. If you do, something bad will happen. Your grandparents are still downstairs."
Su Li refused and wanted to kiss him, "Uncle Zhou hasn't kissed anyone else these days, right?"
Zhou Jinbai pretended to be angry, "Who can I kiss?"
Su Li was about to speak when she felt that Zhou Jinbai was no longer calm and was irritating her.
She slowly met Zhou Jinbai's gaze and asked, "Just a kiss, is that all?"
Zhou Jinbai sighed helplessly, "How can I control myself when you're so seductive? But it's okay, I can hold it in. Does your belly hurt? Did you feel any discomfort during the miscarriage?"
He reached out and touched her flat belly, his eyes full of pity, "I'm sorry for making you suffer. I'll wear a condom next time."
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