Chapter 55: Kissing her belly for a long time.
Su Li knew she would be scolded. When she was 22 years old and graduated from college and was about to marry Zhou Zexi, she was scolded by her parents. This was because these two people rarely lost their temper in front of her.
She was afraid that if Zhou Jinbai suddenly came to propose marriage, she would really be kicked out by the two elders, so she did some ideological work on them in advance, but ended up being scolded by Su Quan.
Su Quan rarely loses his temper at home, especially since Su Li was spoiled by him and his wife. Although they often tell Su Li some jokes, when Su Li really wants to get married, Su Quan's face turns cold in an instant.
After Su Li did not accept the notice, she went home and stayed at home for a day or two. She asked Zhou Jinbai not to worry and she wanted to test the waters first to avoid being scolded by everyone.
As a result, as soon as she mentioned their views on second marriage, Su Quan, who was watching the news, looked at her coldly and his voice became obviously unfriendly.
He asked Su Li, "You want to get married again? Was your previous marriage not exciting enough for you? You're thinking about getting married again just a few years after your divorce? What's going on? You can't live without a man?"
Su Quan's scolding was truly harsh, and Su Li also became angry. "I'm an adult now, can't I take control of my own life? What's wrong with my second marriage?"
Yu Luo was unhappy when she heard Su Li's confident words. "Zhizhi, how did you talk to your dad? Will he harm you? Zhou Zexi fell for your pretty face and ruined you like this. Your dad and I don't agree with your second marriage? We're just worried you'll get cheated again. You're too naive, and you're always fooled."
Su Li, "..."
Yu Luo sat next to Su Quan and advised him, "I know you are still angry and think that she is not calm and that is why she encountered such a bad thing, but if you have anything to say, please speak nicely and don't say such harsh words."
Su Quan pointed at Su Li and questioned Yu Luo, "Did I say something harsh? She's been fooled once and still trusts a man. If anything happens to her in the future, it's all her own fault, you know?"
Yu Luo asked him to calm down. "Isn't this just a discussion with you? If you don't agree, she will definitely consider it. Don't get so angry."
Su Quan disagreed. "Besides, if she ruins her career for a man during her career growth period, then she is hopeless."
Yu Luo looked at Su Li, "Zhizhi, marriage is not a joke. You've been married before, so you should know what it's like. Think twice before you act. No matter what that man says to you, please keep a clear head and don't be fooled. Don't let your father and I down. Besides, your grandparents don't know about your previous marriage yet. They want you to find a son-in-law in the future. Let's not be willful this time, okay?"
Su Li lowered her head and said nothing. She knew that she was impulsive again this time and wanted to believe it once, but her parents were an obstacle. They did not agree with her remarriage and were afraid that she would be deceived. She did not dare to tell the other party that he was Zhou Jinbai.
Judging from Su Quan's temper, he would probably go to Zhou Jinbai with sulfuric acid.
Su Li was deflated. "Forget it. I'm too lazy to talk to you. If you don't agree, then don't agree. It's like I can't get married without your consent. Now you don't even need a household registration book to get married."
Su Quan pointed at her and angrily scolded, "If you do that, don't recognize me and your mother anymore. Your mother and I are both highly educated, and your grandparents are teachers. How could they raise such a jerk like you? Is there anyone in this world who cares about you more than your family?"
Su Li's eyes were red from being scolded. Without saying anything else, she stood up and was about to leave. Yu Luo called out to her, "Zhizhi, where are you going?"
Su Li said nothing. She went to the bedroom to get her bag and was about to leave. Yu Luo stood up to stop her, but Su Quan cursed, "Tell her to get out! You've become a little famous and you don't know who you are. I don't know what that man is up to. You've been with her for so long, and she hasn't even come to visit us. How much better is she than Zhou Zexi, a jerk? The first time, I forgave your ignorance. Your mother and I surrounded you and agreed to your marriage. And now, you're being treated like a fool. After an experience like this, you still trust the men who approach you. Your understanding of the world is really shallow."
Su Li endured it, "Can you please not be so harsh? If this goes well, would he not come? I believe I won't make a mistake this time."
Su Quan suppressed his anger and said, "Go tell your grandparents. I wonder if you can still be so confident in front of the two elders. Your grandparents are so traditional. If they knew that you were getting married for the second time, would they beat you to death?"
Su Li, “…”
Yu Luo sighed, "Zhizhi, don't be angry with your father. He's already been unhappy because of the Zhou family father and son, and you're your father's sweetheart. He can tolerate being deceived once, but if you're deceived again, he'll probably want to die."
Su Quan sneered, "If she cared about me, she wouldn't be angry with me. You've been an obedient person since you were little, but since you started dating, you don't listen to a word I say. You always think your mother and I will hurt you. Since you think an outsider is better than your mother and me, then just follow her. I'll just pretend you're not my daughter."
Su Li endured it and calmed down, "You don't even know who he is, how can you conclude that he won't treat me well?"
Su Quan didn't want to say anything more. "Go away. The most difficult thing to save in this world is love-brainedness. If women don't have love-brainedness, then men won't be able to succeed. Since you are determined, don't tell me and your mother. Our opinions are not important. In your heart, we are nothing."
Su Li said nothing more, broke free from Yu Luo's restraints, and walked away.
Yu Luo chased after him, "Zhizhi, Zhizhi, you kid."
Su Li told her not to chase after him, holding back her tears, "Go back, I'll calm down."
Yu Luo followed her downstairs and comforted her. "Don't be angry with your father. When you divorced, he was so angry that he cried. You were spoiled by your parents. They definitely don't want to see you get wronged. We are still young and there is no need to rush to find a partner. You are famous now. It is better to focus on your career than anything else."
Su Li took a deep breath, "I see, don't worry. I just mentioned it casually. Who knew he would get so angry? I didn't listen to him the first time, and he scolded me before, and he's still scolding me now."
Yu Luo touched her head and said, "I just want you to wake up and not let others lead you by the nose. The world of the rich is not something we can get involved in. No one will be sincere to you, they just like your face."
Su Li said nothing more. She said goodbye to her mother and returned to the large flat. Yu Luo said, "Wait until I coax your father back, and then we'll go over to your place and keep you company."
Su Li refused, "Don't come, I don't want to see him."
Yu Luo, “…”
There are many people in this world who turn against their parents for men. Su Li used to think that such people were stupid. Who is more important than family?
As a result, she has become this kind of person now, and she has also become an idiot.
As soon as the emotions came up, I became angry, especially when Su Quan spoke so harshly.
I was scolded once when I got married for the first time, and I was scolded again when I got married for the second time.
But after being scolded for the first marriage, he still agreed. But this second time, it seemed like he would never agree.
After Su Li returned to the apartment, she felt that she could not see the ending of her relationship with Zhou Jinbai.
The parents were so excited even though they didn't know who the other person was. If they knew that the other person was Zhou Jinbai, Su Quan might really go to Zhou Jinbai's company and make a scene.
I had already been disgusted by Zhou Zexi once, and this time it was his father.
Anyone's parent would go crazy.
I had planned to come back tomorrow, but I couldn't stay even a minute longer.
She told Zhou Jinbai that she was at her parents' house for the past two days and asked him not to look for her.
Zhou Jinbai returned to Zhou's home.
Now she returned home alone and turned on the light in the living room, only to feel cold and deserted.
Zhou Jinbai sent her a message, asking her how she was doing at home and whether she had eaten on time.
Su Li sat on the sofa, looking at the message he sent, tears streaming down her face.
Yes, she was obsessed with something and insisted on marrying Zhou Jinbai.
I also quarreled with my parents because of him.
She said she would never trust men again, but why did she still want to give Zhou Jinbai another chance?
She didn't know, she felt a little uncomfortable in her lower abdomen, she reached out and touched it, but didn't reply to Zhou Jinbai's message.
I eat less for dinner, and when I have a lot on my mind, I can’t eat anything.
She didn't even dare to tell anyone about her pregnancy, as she had already thought of this scene.
When this scene actually happened, she was still not brave enough.
If she really had to choose between her parents and Zhou Jinbai, she would definitely choose her parents.
She was indeed spoiled by her parents, and no one in this world loves her more than her parents.
She also believed that Zhou Jinbai loved her, but when she really had to choose between the two, she would give up Zhou Jinbai without hesitation.
She didn't want to be the fool that people said she was, abandoning her parents for a man.
It seems that this matter will have no result. I wanted to fight for it once, but I was afraid that her bravery was not bravery, but the source of harm, which would ruin Zhou Jinbai's reputation and make her irreparable.
This relationship was wrong from the beginning. She impulsively dragged Zhou Jinbai into the relationship in order to take revenge on Zhou Zexi. He was indeed innocent.
Su Li sat on the sofa for half the night without replying to Zhou Jinbai's message.
By the time she figured it out, it was already midnight.
She opened WeChat and looked at Zhou Jinbai's message and asked him: [Are you asleep?]
Zhou Jinbai replied: [Not yet, waiting for your reply.]
Su Li's heart twitched, and she felt a fine pain spreading from her chest, which was a bit painful.
She let out a long breath and gathered her emotions: [Is it convenient for you to come over?]
Zhou Jinbai asked her: [Have you returned to the apartment?]
Su Li replied: [Yes.]
He quickly replied: [I'll be there right away.]
About half an hour later, Zhou Jinbai came over.
He looked like he had just taken a shower; his hair was still wet.
He was the one who changed the password for the apartment door lock, so there was no need for Su Li to open the door for him.
He came over in casual home clothes, holding a handbag in his hand; inside was the clothes he would wear to work tomorrow.
Su Li sat on the sofa and looked at him without any emotion. He closed the door, walked directly to her and sat down, put his handbag aside, and reached out to hug her.
Su Li didn't refuse and continued wearing the clothes she had taken out from home.
Even though she didn't show anything, Zhou Jinbai noticed her emotions. After looking at her face for a while, he asked softly, "Did you have a fight with your family?"
Su Li looked into his eyes without answering, as if she wanted to engrave him in her mind.
Zhou Jinbai could basically guess what was going on. "Does he not agree to your marriage?"
After a moment of silence, Su Li asked him, "If I choose my parents, will you hate me?"
Zhou Jinbai was startled, his eyes meeting hers. After searching hers for a moment, he shook his head, "No, they are still your parents. They are more important than me. They raised you and are the most important people to you. I am just sitting back and enjoying the fruits of their labor. I am not important. Don't make a fuss with them because of me."
Su Li burst into tears when she heard this. "I know they're doing this for my own good, afraid I'd get cheated. I was young when I got married for the first time and didn't know anything. I accepted being cheated, but this time I've thought it through, and they still don't agree."
Zhou Jinbai reached out and wiped her tears. "If my daughter was cheated once, got divorced, and wanted to get married again, I would be angry too. I was impulsive and made you suffer. Don't cry, okay?"
Su Li blinked, and her lower eyelashes were covered with water droplets, which had a crystal beauty. Zhou Jinbai felt pity for her.
Su Li lowered her eyes and didn't look at him. "What should we do now? Can we still keep this child?"
Zhou Jinbai felt a pang of pain in his heart, an indescribable suffocating pain, but he remained calm. "It's your choice. If you want it, you can keep it. If you don't want it, you don't. I respect your choice. The child is yours, and you have the final say."
Su Li looked up at his expression again, "It's only been less than a month. It's just cells at best, not a baby yet. I can still abort it with medication now. If it's any longer, I'll have to have surgery."
Zhou Jinbai lowered his eyes and touched her belly. "Okay, I'll listen to you, but you have to be happy. Don't lose the courage to live because of a child. You are still young, don't be sad. We can have another child when we have the chance in the future."
Su Li couldn't stop crying, "Zhou Jinbai, I'm sorry for you this time."
He hugged her tightly. "You didn't do me any wrong. It was me who was greedy and insatiable. I did you wrong. I made you suffer. It's better to have a beating. Otherwise, giving birth would be so painful, right?"
Su Li sobbed silently, and Zhou Jinbai had to comfort her, "Our little Lizhi will become a big star in the future, concentrate on filming, and win all the major awards. That is the honor of life."
Su Li didn't say anything else. After crying for a while, she felt sleepy and wanted to sleep.
She fell asleep in Zhou Jinbai's arms. He held her and patted her for a while, and then felt that she was motionless and silent. Touching her long hair, Zhou Jinbai sat on the sofa for half an hour.
I don’t know what I’m feeling. Actually, I should have thought of it earlier. I just hold on to a glimmer of hope and luck.
Fate had never been kind to him. Perhaps meeting her had already cost him his whole life's good luck.
If he doesn't want children, then he doesn't want children. The person he loves is Su Li, and he just feels that having a child will deepen the bond between them.
I carried her back to the bedroom. Su Li always looked very well behaved when she slept.
He would take her to the hospital when she woke up tomorrow.
Su Li didn't sleep well. She dreamed about having an abortion. When she woke up in fright, the sky outside the window gradually brightened.
Zhou Jinbai fell asleep beside her, and she looked at him for a long time in the dim light.
After crying, it’s actually just like that. Maybe if you think it through, you won’t feel sad anymore.
She leaned forward and kissed his thin lips. Zhou Jinbai moved uneasily twice, and Su Li pressed the back of his head and kissed him.
Zhou Jinbai was woken up by her kiss. He opened his eyes slightly and hugged her in his arms, "Are you up so early?"
Su Li pressed his head and kissed him again. Zhou Jinbai finally couldn't help but respond to her, "It's so early in the morning, and you haven't even brushed your teeth. Isn't that annoying?"
Su Li took the initiative to kiss him deeply, "It's okay, I want to kiss you."
Zhou Jinbai hugged her and responded for a while, feeling a little overwhelmed. "Lizhi, I can't take it anymore. Please stop making trouble, okay?"
Su Li took off her clothes, wrapped her long legs around his waist, and let him cover her, "I want you."
Zhou Jinbai woke up and looked into her eyes in the dim morning light. "Are you messing around?"
Su Li nodded, "I just want to mess around, but I don't want it anyway."
Zhou Jinbai sighed a little in pain, kissed down her chest, and kissed her belly for a long time.
He whispered, "It's not that mom and dad don't want you, it's that you came at the wrong time. Next time you come, you have to find a suitable time, okay?"
Su Li wanted to cry again, and Zhou Jinbai kept kissing her down until he reached her most private place.
He had never done this before, but today, he licked her for a long time without saying a word.
It seems like cherishing, but also like being reluctant to let go.
The source of their love, I don’t know if there will be a chance for her to get pregnant again in the future.
It was the first time that Su Li was treated like this by a man. She was planning to refuse, but Zhou Jinbai was stubborn and refused to move away.
She felt like she was licked to pieces, and the thin lips that usually kissed her were in close contact with her private parts.
After licking her, he fed himself directly into her, as if to nail her with each stroke.
Su Li knew that he was in a bad mood, so she just hugged him and kissed him until he fell asleep.
They continued until dawn. Zhou Jinbaishe went in three times, and Su Li felt that it was enough.
Even if they separate in the future, she will be able to think of him for a long time.
Zhou Jinbai felt that something was wrong with her, but didn't think much about it.
It wasn't until he got up, put on his clothes, and asked her when she would go to the hospital that Su Li said after a moment's silence, "Zhou Jinbai, let's break up."
Zhou Jinbai's body stiffened, and he turned to look at her. She sat up in bed and met his gaze. "Some things you know are wrong should be stopped in time. You understand this principle. Since there is no result, why not just not continue? I am very calm this time, and I know what I am doing. We have made up, so can we break up peacefully?"
Zhou Jinbai looked at her for a long time, as if he was thinking, or as if he was trying to keep her.
Su Li said, "There's no future for us unless we're the only two left in the world. Otherwise, we'll be drowned in spit. My parents don't know who you are, and they're really disgusted. If they knew who you were, I guess the world would turn upside down."
Zhou Jinbai pursed his lips for a long time without saying anything. When Su Li thought he would refuse, he said softly, "Okay, I'll leave after I accompany you to the hospital."
Su Li shook her head, her palms starting to feel numb. "No, I can go by myself. You go to work."
Zhou Jinbai stood still, then returned and kissed her again, "As long as you're happy, I'm fine with anything. Now that you've made this decision, don't hesitate any longer. You have a bright future ahead of you, Litchi."
Su Li pretended to be calm, her lips trembling a few times, "Okay."
He looked at her expression for a long time, then straightened up and said, "I'm going to work. If you need money, just tell me."
Su Li nodded.
It was very calm, like any ordinary day, and he went out to work.
But this time, he didn't leave for long. He sat in the car smoking and watched her pack a suitcase and leave early in the morning.
She's gone, and she might never come back.
Unlike before, this time, he watched her leave with his own eyes without any attempt to stop her.
How could he let her suffer injustice again and again? Since his existence was a mistake, he should disappear.
Su Li went to the hospital for a check-up. The doctor prescribed some medicine and asked her to take it on time.
At present, it is just a bunch of cells and has not yet begun to differentiate. It can be aborted by taking medicine.
Su Lijin followed the doctor's advice and had no intention of letting her parents know.
But when she was about to take the medicine, she felt a heart-wrenching pain in her chest.
She can give up Zhou Jinbai, but she cannot give up Zhou Jinbai's child.
It's also her child.
She threw all the medicine into the trash can while crying. This reminded her of when she and Zhou Zexi were preparing to have a baby. Zhou Zexi was exposed to have cheated on her, and she threw all the medicine into the trash can.
This time, she threw the poison that would end her child into the trash can, cried for a long time in anger, and without telling her parents, packed up her things and returned to her hometown.
No one wants to see the ticket purchased directly.
My grandparents are in my hometown, which is a small county town.
When Yu Luo and Su Quan came back, they found that they had brought back Su Li's things, but she was not there.
Yu Luo asked Su Quan, "Did you speak too harshly and make her upset?"
Su Quan asked, "What's there to worry about? She's not made of wood."
Yu Luo was worried about her and called her, but she didn't answer.
Yu Luo was a little scared, "She won't do anything stupid, right?"
When I opened Su Li's door, I found a trash can full of medicine in a white plastic bag.
Yu Luo was frightened. She picked it up and took a look. Her heart almost stopped. She held the medicine and called out to Su Quan, "Old Su, can you take a look at what this is?"
Su Quan thought something had happened, "What's the big deal? She'll be back in a couple of days when she figures it out."
Yu Luo's hands were shaking as he held the medicine box. "Is this an abortion drug?"
Su Quan was also frightened. He looked at the medicine box over and over again, and then looked at all the medicines in the trash can.
Suddenly his face turned pale, "This damn girl is really a worry. She is pregnant."
Su Quan threw the medicine into the trash can again. "I called her. She didn't even tell me she was pregnant. She just kept talking back. I said I didn't want a man, not a child."
Yu Luo called but no one answered, so Su Quan finally couldn't help but send her a WeChat message.
It turned out that Su Li had blocked him on WeChat.
Su Quan, “…”
Su Quan asked for Yu Luo's cell phone and sent her WeChat messages while cursing her.
[You're really capable of that. You dared to block your father's WeChat? Where have you been?]
Su Li didn't reply.
Su Quan was so angry that he almost died.
"You are truly my good daughter. You didn't even tell me you were pregnant. The man is not yours, but the child is yours. You can choose not to have the man, but you didn't choose not to have the child. Come back soon."
Su Li had no intention of paying attention to him, but after seeing the WeChat message he sent, Su Li replied:
"I need a man too, otherwise my child will be fatherless. I don't want him to be an orphan. Since you're so against it, I really don't dare to have this child."
[You're almost thirty, how come you still don't have any sense? What's so good about men? It's better to not have one and worry less.]
So I raise the child alone?
"After your mother and I retire in two years, we'll be completely free. Do we really need you to support us? Now, there's no need for a man to marry into the family. Our Su family's only child is here."
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