Chapter 63 Chapter 63 Jinjiang First Release
Chapter 63
On this night, on this rainy night.
Su Li suddenly realized that there was no moon in the sky under such a gloomy and cold sky.
Only the thick and impenetrable clouds covered the sky and the earth, and all things disappeared.
She was surrounded by walls that reached into the sky, and even if she had three heads and six arms, she couldn't fly out of these walls.
Su Li almost forgot how long she had been trapped in the aristocratic family... five years, ten years, fifteen years, or had she already lived out her short life?
Su Li inexplicably wanted to cry, but fortunately the rain poured heavily into her eyes, covering up her weakness and helplessness, and preventing her from losing her backbone and dignity in front of Cui Jue.
The world before my eyes was muddy, wet, and dark.
She seemed to be alone, shrouded in fog. She could not see any way out and could only go on.
But Cui Jue came.
He looked like a handsome man, but underneath his skin was actually an evil heart filled with selfish desires.
He selfishly took all of Su Li's chips into his pocket, controlled her in the backyard, and built a cage of love.
Cui Jue pampered Su Li, trying to lull her into submission with luxurious food and fine clothing. He repeatedly asked her, "Why can't you stay? Why can't you be more obedient?"
Su Li didn't know how to answer. In fact, she had few wishes. She just wanted to climb out of the cage. In fact, she just wanted to see the moon.
"Su Li!"
Cui Jue's cold voice blended seamlessly with the sticky rain. "You actually wanted to take the elixir-killing decoction? How dare you lie to me? You knew full well that your life and death... were in my hands."
Su Li's breath was choked.
She suddenly realized why there was no moon tonight.
It turned out that her moon had been crushed by Cui Jue who swam into the water the night she fell off the cliff and the night she fell into the lake.
It turned out that Su Li could no longer see the moon.
Su Li's eyes were blurred with tears, she was crying and laughing, a raging fire was burning in her almond eyes, she suddenly felt angry, suddenly wanted to break free from the burning bamboo cage, she suddenly wanted to live for herself regardless of anything.
She stared straight at Cui Jue, who looked like an evil spirit, at his depressed phoenix eyes and the bulging veins on the back of his hand. The cold rain flowed along Cui Jue's slender finger bones and into the gap between her lips.
Thunder, lightning, rain and dew are all grace from the king.
She is just an ant, so she can only accept it.
Su Li stared at him and questioned him, "My Lord, even if you destroy yourself, you will destroy my body. Why are you so angry? Besides, you are a rare talent. There are countless women who want to bear children for you. Why are you so obsessed with me?"
She said it lightly, but Cui Jue could understand the disdain in her words... It was his mean nature. He wanted to have a long-lasting relationship with Su Li and take good care of this injured bird that had rashly broken into Cui's house. He even wanted to go against everyone's opinion and secure her a wife. He had never been so close to anyone, but he could be more affectionate to Su Li.
All of Cui Jue's friendship and sincerity were now being trampled underfoot and severely bullied.
He is being too sentimental and self-righteous!
This was such a great humiliation that Cui Jue had never experienced before in his life.
He wanted to kill Su Li, he would not allow her to humiliate him like this!
Cui Jue pursed his lips, his heart swelled with rage. "Su Li, I thought I treated you well, but you lied to me like this... Su Li, you deserve to die! Don't think I don't know what you're thinking. You're severing ties with your children just to escape! And you still refuse to give up!"
Su Li actually laughed when she heard that. The desire in her eyes faded away little by little. She straightened her spine and stared at Cui Jue with resentment.
"Now that we've come to this, Your Majesty, you should know what I really want. I don't want to stay in the Cui family. Since you hate me, why don't you just let me go? I will definitely leave as far away as possible and never bother you again!"
Cui Jue laughed in anger, grabbed her wrist, dragged her back to Shuyue Pavilion, and forced her onto the table in the hall.
Su Li's thin shoulders and back unexpectedly hit the cold wooden table. A sharp and subtle chill climbed up her neck, making her shiver all over.
Cui Jue pressed her down and said coldly, "Su Li, you have a beautiful idea. You deliberately provoked me, and then abandoned me after using me. How can such a thing be justified in this world? Su Li, you want to escape from the Cui family? I tell you, don't even think about it! Never in this lifetime!"
The man stared at Su Li with his dark eyes. His temples were wet from the rain, and the water dripped from the ends of his hair, which were as sharp as pine needles. The water flowed into Su Li's already messy clothes and seeped into the round grooves of her neck.
Su Li suddenly began to tremble, her delicate eyelashes trembling as she asked him, "What do you want?"
Cui Jue's voice was indifferent, his tone was cold and ghostly, "Of course I want to give you a big gift."
Almost instantly, Su Li thought of Qiu Gui and her grandmother. She could die today, and she was fearless, but she didn't want to implicate others...
Why does she have to endure this torture time and time again?
Why does she always have to feel guilty?
Why did Cui Jue insist on forcing her into a state of being neither human nor ghost before he would stop!
"Cui Jue!"
Su Li was filled with rage. She finally stopped calling him Lord and she finally stopped pretending to be nice to him.
She would tear open that false veil with her own hands, tear it to pieces, tear it clean! No one would have an easy time!
Su Li held her head high, fearless. Even as he twisted his jaw, she fought back unwillingly, "I'm already your forbidden delicacy. What else do you want? Do you think I can live a good life just by putting on a forced smile for you every day? Do you think I'm willing to serve you? Cui Jue, entering your backyard is something I don't want to do! Every day I'm terrified, afraid that I won't do something right, that I'll anger you, that I'll make you unhappy, and that this will bring disaster to our family..."
"Cui Jue! I don't want to give birth to a child who will become a plaything like me, trapped in your hands. I just want to escape from you. Is that wrong?"
"What sin did I commit in my past life that I have to be entangled with you like this! If I had known you were such a beast in human form, even if I was extremely afraid of the Su family, I would never have provoked you!"
All the tenderness and affection they had in bed before were denied by Su Li at this moment.
All the good memories were just illusions that Su Li was forced to create!
She hated Cui Jue, was disgusted with Cui Jue, and disliked Cui Jue. She was unwilling to stay by his side!
Cui Jue's blood stagnated and he felt cold all over. It was the first time he felt such a fierce coldness rising up and covering every limb and bone.
He was horrified and numb by Su Li's wailing. He was forced to listen to the heartbreaking words Su Li said as she collapsed and cried. He suppressed the anger and astonishment that was extremely difficult to suppress and stared at Su Li.
The man's gaze was like a blade, almost cutting through her clothes, piercing into her chest, removing her flesh and bones, looking at her from inside out, seeing through her thoroughly... He even hoped that every word Su Li said was a lie, and that it was just her insincere words spoken in anger.
"You really have a clever tongue."
Cui Jue understood.
Su Li didn't want to be his caged bird. The thing she hated most in her life was being Cui Jue's forbidden delicacy and letting him tease and play with her!
It turns out that being by his side is worse than death...it turns out that she hates him so much!
Cui Jue forced himself to suppress his anger, and his rough thumb had already rubbed the soft flesh of Su Li's chin until it turned crimson.
He lowered his head, his eyes cold as stars, and his voice dangerous: "Before, you were coerced by the Su family and the Cui family, and you were willing to give birth to a dead person. But after you entered the main house and the backyard, you actually rejected me with Qiao'er, and even tried to fool me with medicine... Su Li, you really have a heart of stone. I treat you well, why do you treat me like this? If you don't want to give birth to me, who else do you want to give birth to? You are friendly to everyone, but you are afraid of me, afraid of me, and disgusted with me?"
Cui Jue should have killed her with a knife.
He has been doing this since he was a child.
There will be no room for maneuver and no weaknesses left.
He had been deceived by this woman time and time again and was obsessed with her. He should cut off her head and bury her in the backyard, so that she could be buried forever in the Cui family and accompany him.
Like the wounded bird before, even if he died, he could only die in his cage.
But he still gave Su Li a chance.
As long as she repents in time, as long as she comes to her senses... maybe he can forgive her, maybe he can let her go.
"Su Li, don't seek death!"
Su Li could naturally hear the advice in Cui Jue's words, but she had been enduring in fear for too long. She had been enduring in silence ever since she was imprisoned in the Su family. She lived to protect her grandmother and Qiu Gui. She couldn't even have her own will and couldn't live like a human being.
It’s too bitter, really too bitter.
Why didn’t she die the night she fell off the cliff… Why did Cui Jue come to save her and drag her into this nightmare with his own hands?
Originally, she was dead, but her grandmother and Qiu Gui were alive and well, and everything was happy.
She couldn't even die as she pleased...
Su Li closed her eyes and turned her head away without answering.
Su Li's bun was loose, and her wet black hair was scattered like vines, entangled in Cui Jue's finger bones that were tightly clasped around her wrist.
They should live and die together like this, and be intertwined with each other like this.
Cui Jue forced his cold and hard fingers into Su Li's five fingers, pressing down inch by inch from her slender knuckles, scraping her delicate fingertips, and burying them straight into the roots. He interlocked his ten fingers with hers, tightly intertwined together.
It seemed that in this way, Cui Jue could gain a tiny sense of security and get something from Su Li.
Cui Jue turned her face over, stared into her empty and distracted eyes, and every word he said was heartbreaking.
"I've already found out that the young man who helped you escape is named Lin Yin... He joined the Northwestern County and became a general of the Li family before the war. He is a traitor and a rebel, and everyone has the right to kill him..."
Su Li didn't want to anger Cui Jue again, so she planned to endure it.
But at this moment, she suddenly realized that if she provoked Cui Jue, she would never be able to escape from him in this life!
He had countless means to force her to submit. She had already sacrificed her grandmother and Qiu Gui, so what else could he ask of her?!
Su Li's tears rolled down. She broke free from her hand, suddenly raised her wrist, and fell forward.
“Bang!”
A loud bang that shook the earth.
The girl swung out her slap, which landed crisply on Cui Jue's face, which was as beautiful as a demon. The man's mouth was bleeding.
Cui Jue raised her finger and wiped away the scarlet blood with the tip of her finger. Her eyes were cold enough to devour people, as if she wanted to tear her apart and eat her.
Su Li was practically driven crazy by him: "Cui Jue! If you have anything to say, come at me! Don't vent your anger on others! You have to make me deserted by everyone and drive me to death before you will give up!"
Hearing this, Cui Jue became even more furious. For Lin Yin, she was willing to die?!
The man finally clasped Su Li's hands tightly, twisted them in his palms, and pressed them hard against the top of her head.
Cui Jue's chest rose and fell, and the burning sensation and sharp pain spread to his spinal cord, making him tremble.
He didn't know that one day he would develop strange feelings.
Even if Cui Jue didn't want to admit it, with his astuteness, he knew what that unwilling feeling was...
It's his jealousy.
"Su Li, you protect everyone, but you treat me coldly? I don't even know how I have wronged you!"
Su Li's eyes were red from crying. She held back her trembling teeth and stared at Cui Jue, "Cui Jue! You think you treat me well, but you don't know that I was forced to stay by your side, and my grandmother and friends were all trapped. I feel sorry for them, and I hate you too! Now, not only are you imprisoning my family, you're also trying to kill all my friends!"
"I can't beat you. There's been a world of difference between you and me since the moment we were born. You and I have never been equal!"
"If you want to kill me, I'll just wait for you. I have no other choice! To survive, I can only keep trying to please you and indulge you. I don't even have the right to say 'no'! Living in an aristocratic family, I have to cover my mouth and eyes, and even my ears. It's a life worse than death!"
"Cui Jue, the thing I hate most in this life is being a captive of a noble family, having sex with you and becoming your forbidden lover! If there is an afterlife, I truly wish to never see you again! Please give me a quick death and kill me!"
"Even if I die, it's better than staying with you!"
She screamed at the top of her lungs, like the weeping cry of a dying bird.
Outside the hall, there was a loud thunder.
Countless thunder dragons with bared fangs and claws crawled across the sky, and the bright lightning illuminated Cui Jue's cold eyebrows and clear mind.
There would come a day when he would feel a pain in his chest and his blood would boil. He looked at the fragile woman in his hands.
She was so light and soft, her waist was so thin that it could be held in one hand, and her neck was as white as snow and could be easily broken with just one hand.
If Cui Jue wanted to kill her, it would be easy.
But if he wanted her to give birth, it would be very difficult.
At this moment, Cui Jue suddenly realized that there were times when he was controlled by others, and there were things he wanted but could not get.
It’s all thanks to Su Li!
Why did Su Li have to go against him? Why did she insist on dying?
Every one of those heart-piercing words Su Li said was like a sharp blade that could cut through iron and mud, cutting him to pieces inch by inch.
Cui Jue became a bloody man.
He knew that Su Li was so reckless because she was planning to die with him. She was determined to die and had no desire to live anymore.
At this moment, Cui Jue's blazing rage overlapped with the flames of the bamboo cage.
A sudden heavy rain outside the house extinguished him and the bamboo cage.
Cui Jue stared at Su Li, she was clearly under him.
Her skin was touching his, her breath was intertwined with his.
But Su Li is so close, and yet she is also so far away.
There always seemed to be a distance between them that was neither far nor near.
It was the distance of the bamboo cage that was the barrier that trapped her.
She was imprisoned in a cage, while Cui Jue was imprisoned outside the cage.
Cui Jue stared at Su Li, as if he was looking at a wounded bird that was fighting desperately.
It is true that he loves her, that is why he wants to imprison her in a birdcage and keep her with fine clothes and delicious food...
But it was so difficult for him to support Su Li and to have her all to himself.
Cui Jue was destined to be unable to raise the wild birds outside the wall.
This is fate, cause and effect, and a curse.
Cui Jue can only walk the road to heaven alone, with no one by his side.
For a moment, Cui Jue thought that Su Li was just like the titmouse imprisoned in the house, and she was eventually raised to death by him.
"Su Li..." Cui Jue leaned down, his breath approaching, both cold to the bone and hot as fire. His eyes were clear, but his voice was hazy.
He looked down at her, condescending.
This posture looked like looking down at ants, and also like bowing to Su Li.
But he just had to taste this bitter fruit!
"Su Li, I will never let you go unless I die!"
Cui Jue kissed her. No matter whether she liked it or not, no matter whether she hated it or not, he insisted on prying open her teeth, hooking her tongue tip, licking her lips, transferring the blood in his mouth to her, and swallowing all the saliva in her mouth.
Su Li thought that she would be strangled to death by Cui Jue, or stabbed to death by Cui Jue's sword, but she never thought that he would kiss her and hold her in his arms so obsessively.
Why?
Su Li endured the kiss helplessly. Her waist was pressed tightly by Cui Jue. She struggled hard, but no matter whether she used her hands or feet, she could not get rid of Cui Jue.
Su Li took a deep breath until she bit Cui Jue hard. Her sharp teeth broke the soft flesh at the corner of his mouth, and the astringent taste of blood filled his mouth. The man finally let go of her lips.
Cui Jue stretched out his thumb and slowly rubbed it on her plump lips, wiping away the shimmering water on the corners of her mouth bit by bit.
Su Li's throat tightened, and she glared at him: "Cui Jue, you are crazy!"
Cui Jue remained silent. He picked her up with one arm, then twisted her hands behind her back, holding them tightly in his palms.
This posture seemed to break her wings so that she could never fly out of his palm again.
Cui Jue thought about how he had painstakingly planned for Su Li, and how there were times when he was woken up by Su Li at night and had to comfort her with a gentle voice... All the past events seemed like a joke.
Su Li's hands and feet were bound by the belt that Cui Jue had torn off. She had no way to escape and could only be trapped in Cui Jue's arms.
"Su Li, you insisted on drinking that bowl of infertile medicine because you were afraid that if you had a child, you would be left behind... Since you don't want to have a child, I won't force you."
Cui Jue's voice was cold, and his easygoing manner made Su Li even more frightened.
Su Li didn't know what he wanted to do. She was carried to the dormitory and trapped in the bed, unable to move.
Until Cui Jue brought a bowl of boiled medicine and asked her to drink it in front of her.
The man said indifferently, "Why bother with taking the medicine? I'll help you."
No matter how stupid Su Li was, she knew that it was a secret medicine for men's contraception, and Cui Jue had taken it before.
Why did he drink the medicine? Could it be, could it be...
Su Li's face was pale, she had a bad premonition... She would not be able to endure the torture tonight, Cui Jue would not let her go, because he drank the medicine, Su Li had no worries and would accept his whipping completely.
No matter if it's once, twice, five times, ten times... as long as he wants, she will let him have whatever he wants.
Su Li was so frightened that her hair stood on end and she kept shrinking.
Cui Jue drank the medicine in one gulp, then lowered his eyebrows to look at her, his fingers moving from Su Li's slightly opened clothes to the thin strap at the back of her neck.
But with just a flick of his knuckles, all her belongings were stripped off.
Su Li's chest trembled in the wind, and her plump and bright color was faintly visible.
Cui Jue took off his armor, grabbed Su Li's hand, and pulled her to touch his tight and strong abdominal muscles.
Then, teach her to meander all the way.
Cui Jue kissed her again, letting her taste the bitter medicine in his mouth: "Su Li, are you satisfied now?"
Su Li's palms were hot, as if she was holding a charcoal-burning blade.
She finally touched it, and for a moment she was so ashamed that she burst into tears. She took a deep breath in anger and said, "Cui Jue, you bastard! Cui Jue, you will die a miserable death!"
"It's too noisy."
Cui Jue lowered his head and sealed her mouth with his cold, thin lips.
The expedition will just begin tomorrow, so he just needs to rush back to the military camp during the day.
Tonight, Cui Jue will be ruthless and make trouble for her. Anyway, Su Li is heartless and she doesn't care.
All of Su Li's words were blocked by Cui Jue's lips and tongue. She closed her eyes and endured it, not wanting to say a word.
Until her legs were exposed to the wind under her dress, and her knees were tightly grasped by the man's five fingers.
For some reason, Cui Jue paused while exploring the lip cavity.
He was not satisfied with the dry touch.
The man thought for a while and then bent down.
The hot breath gently fell on the side of Su Li's legs.
She was so frightened that her waist tightened and she shrank subconsciously: "Cui Jue!!"
But the man ignored the advice and placed his palm on her numb waist.
Cui Jue grabbed her with his slender finger bones and pulled her back to the couch.
"What are you hiding from?" Cui Jue asked coldly.
Soon, a strange sound of water was heard.
It makes a gurgling sound.
I don’t know if it was the heavy rain outside or the private conversations in the next room.
Su Li put her hands behind her back and tried to tense her body, regretting that she couldn't grab Cui Jue's black hair to stop his humiliation.
The corners of Su Li's eyes felt sore, and even though she clenched her teeth tightly, she still let out a soft moan.
She actually came out like this...
This was the first time Cui Jue was defiled like this, and his chest, already wet with water, became even more wet.
He frowned slightly, stood up straight, and pursed his thin lips, which were covered with moist water.
Then he asked in a hoarse voice, "Are you having fun?"
Su Li took a deep breath, thinking about what had just happened, and was so angry that she didn't know what to say.
She took a long breath and managed to utter a few words with difficulty: "Cui Jue, you are really crazy..."
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